absurd life

Chapter 5: I Still Love You

After walking for a long time, he stopped. He sat gently on the beach, maybe because of his illness, his movements were very slow, and then he also pulled me beside him, putting his arms around my shoulders Gently rubbing my head with my chin.God...he really thought we were reconciled, and he still treats me like this...

"If I hadn't treated you that way at that time, maybe we would be very happy now." He said to me in a soft tone, just like treating a lover.I didn't say a word, because I really don't want to yell at him now, for the sake of money, I can make him narcissistic again...

Then he began to tell me about his experience in the past two years. I have to say that he is really a self-made "successful person" and a "human trafficker" who sold his lover...

His legendary experience is really scary. A few days after he broke up with me, he had a "lottery dream" because he wanted to get rich overnight. Although the money is only 1, it is also the first bucket of gold for him to make a fortune...

He used the 1 to speculate in stocks. God knows where he is so capable. Like Buffett, he is a stock god, and he turned 2 to 1 in just 30 months!

Then he gave up his studies and took the money he earned to go to the United States to develop. Although he didn't tell me what he did, and I didn't want to know, he finally became a "successful person"...

"I came back to you specially this time to make up for you, and we can start over." After listening to his story, he raised my head and stared at my face affectionately.

"If I say sorry to you after stabbing you, is that still useful?" I looked at his face coldly, and moved his hand on my chin again.

I stood up and looked at the sea under the moonlight and said in a flat tone, "It's because of you, you made me feel helpless in this world, you pushed me on the road of being an mb, now you want to start again with me, maybe ?"

"I've already inquired about it before returning to China... I also know something about your life. I know it's my fault, but can't you give me a chance? Ruirui, I love you!" Wu Yao got up and shook hands with you. He took my hand and pulled me into his arms, and he hugged me tightly.

I can clearly feel the smell of cologne mixed with male hormones from his body, but these can't tempt my nerves in the slightest.

"Love me? Ha ha... This joke is so funny, if it was two years ago, I would have believed it!" I took a deep breath, and then said flatly.

He gradually let go of his hug to me, and he held my shoulder tightly with his hand, "You hate me that much?"

Looking at his serious expression, I have the urge to laugh. "How come? How can I have trouble with rich people? As long as I have money, I can love you every day~"

I thought I could make him give up on me and stop pestering me with my low-sounding rhetoric, but who knew he really believed it. "Really? If I give you money, you'll love me? Start over with me?"

"...Of course, of course, I can love your money, even your body that I hate when I see it, but let's forget about your dirty heart." Said contemptuously.

"I really love you, believe me. Give me a chance? Just one time?" He still talked to me in a begging manner, and his hands tightened.

Is such a man worthy of my love again?Isn't it enough to get scammed once?I am already full of loathing for the whole world, and I don't want to have any fetters to stay in this world.

"We can be friends at most in the future. The past is over. I've taken it lightly, so you should too." I took his hand off my shoulder and reached out to help him Adjust a wrinkled collar.

He didn't speak, just looked at me blankly, without any expression on his face.I thought this conversation should be over, so I patted the sand on my buttocks and prepared to leave, "However, since we are friends, if you feel lonely and want to do something, just come to me, and I can make it cheaper for you. "

I didn't look back at him, and he didn't say anything behind me, probably still standing there.The sea breeze still kept whispering in my ears, and the chills forced me to quicken my pace and leave this beach, which was once my favorite.

It really can only be regarded as the past, the past was blown away by the sea breeze, and the hatred for him is not as deep as it was back then. After all, for me now, feelings are completely dispensable to me.

I owed an explanation for two years, and I finally got it today. He may still love me, but now I have lost the ability to love...