Chapter 46
Chapter 46
The peonies in the Peony Garden bloom beautifully. When the wind blows, the flowers and leaves tremble slightly, and suddenly a group of flowers fall and disperse, and wither in the ultimate splendor.
Song Sijin didn't have much time to appreciate such a magnificent beauty.
Perhaps because he lied to Duan Lingyao, after going out today, he felt a sense of uneasiness in his heart, telling him not to enjoy the scenery or have fun.
The old lady was getting old and lacking in energy, so she went back after shopping all morning and asked Song Sijin to play outside by herself.
A sense of resistance made Song Sijin not want to go back too early, so he delayed going back until dusk.
At dusk, with the setting sun fading, Song Sijin bathed in a warm orange, and lingered back to the main courtyard.
As soon as he entered, he felt that something was wrong. Xin Yi, who was waiting in the yard, quietly gave him a look. Song Sijin didn't understand it. The next moment, Da Zhuang was stopped outside, and only Song Sijin could go in.
The door of the main room was open, but the window was closed, making the room a little dark, thin and thin, hiding under the desk and chair wagging its tail, Duan Lingyao sat behind the desk and looked down at the things on the table, not like him in a quiet way.
A strange tense atmosphere made Song Sijin even more uneasy: "Lingyao, what's wrong with you?"
Duan Lingyao called him softly: "Brother Jin, I was just thinking about a question, have I treated you badly lately?"
Song Sijin's heart skipped a beat, and he hurriedly said, "No, it's fine."
"Then why can't your heart be warmed up?"
Song Sijin stood at the door and looked at him helplessly: "Lingyao, what are you talking about?"
Duan Lingyao smiled softly, and read to him: "Liu Tongshan, Jinyang City, Jiangdu Province..."
Before he finished reading, Song Sijin's face turned pale as if struck by lightning. This name was the name of his false identity. How could Duan Lingyao know?
Duan Lingyao stood up and held up something casually. With a distorted smile, he began to tear it apart in front of Song Sijin.
"do not want!"
Song Sijin panicked, subconsciously rushed over to stop him, Duan Lingyao threw away the paper, and pushed Song Sijin down onto the table.Song Sijin pressed his face tightly against the desk, without the cover of the books, and finally saw what was on the desk - the opened piano case, the lacquered piano, the gold and silver pieces dug out from the luggage, and a May Tickets for departure on the 25th.
"I thought..." Duan Lingyao couldn't continue, heaved a sigh of relief, half-smiling and angry, "I thought that brother Jin had already learned the truth, that you and I were—haha, it turned out to be just my wishful thinking!"
The young man who was pressed on the table couldn't get rid of his hand, so he could only struggle and tremble. He was so fragile, so fragile that Duan Lingyao could strangle him casually. He also knew this, so he was afraid, so scared that he couldn't restrain himself. He felt cold and shivering—but he was still struggling, tiny and weak.
Song Sijin suffered a lot when he was arrested last time when he wanted to escape. He didn't dare to imagine what he would encounter this time, so he subconsciously begged for mercy and apologized: "My lord, I was wrong, please forgive me, don't tear up it!"
That was his hope, it couldn't be torn off, what should we do in the future?
Song Sijin, who lost his mind in a panic, never thought that this sentence would only make Duan Lingyao even more angry. The table suddenly vibrated and made a loud noise. It turned out that Duan Lingyao kicked hard.
"fraud."
Song Sijin closed his eyes and trembled, subconsciously put his hands on his head, and he was pressed against the table, the sound made his mind go numb.
He had no doubt that he would be the next to be kicked. Even if he hadn't been kicked, he would have been beaten up. After all, Duan Lingyao was the kind of brutal and violent person.
But he wasn't beaten right away.
The hand on his back became more and more forceful due to anger, as if it wanted to crush his spine, suddenly the force went upwards, and Duan Lingyao grabbed Song Sijin's clothes and pulled him up.
Song Sijin staggered, but still hadn't regained his freedom, Duan Lingyao buckled his belt and turned outward.
Duan Lingyao walked very fast, with strides, and Song Sijin couldn't stabilize himself no matter how much he led him, which made him even more uneasy: "Little Lord, no, Lingyao, don't do this, let me go first..."
Duan Lingyao turned a deaf ear, half hugging, half embracing, half threatening to pull the man out of the door and onto the horse.
Thinking of the feeling of galloping when he returned to Beijing, Song Sijin couldn't help but panic. He didn't understand what Duan Lingyao wanted to do. He wanted to refuse but didn't dare to use too much force. He grabbed his sleeve in great difficulty and said, "Lingyao, I'm afraid .”
Duan Lingyao took the rein and clamped the horse's belly, and the horse started to move. He leaned into Song Sijin's ear and said, "What are you afraid of? Brother Jin is so brave. Besides, don't you want to run away? You should be happy when I give you a chance." ah!"
These words successfully made Song Sijin stunned.
Feeling the momentary silence and anticipation of the person in his arms, Duan Lingyao's eyes deepened, and he simply lowered his head and bit Song Sijin's shoulder hard.
Song Sijin's whole body tensed up, covering his mouth so as not to embarrass himself by crying.
The horse continued to bump, and they went further and further away. The sunset had already fallen below the horizon, and there was a little afterglow to welcome the rising moon.
Song Sijin couldn't help being full of random thoughts, they went out of the city and went outside - could it be that Duan Lingyao finally got angry and decided to bury himself alive in advance?
He always succeeded in scaring himself. Song Sijin was limp and weak. When Duan Lingyao stopped, the horse slowly circled around the spot a few times. In front of him was a forest farm for the royal family and nobles to have fun.
"I have a false identity, I have the travel expenses, and I even carefully considered leaving by boat to avoid the pursuers." Duan Lingyao praised with exaggerated tone, "Brother Jin is so smart! But I want to remind brother Jin that leaving Yaojing There's still a long way to go."
He reminded Song Sijin very considerately in his ear, and a cold hair stood up on the back of the man's warm breath.
The lips and teeth were too close, the hot and humid tip of the tongue and the soft lips seemed to move on the skin, and it seemed to be just an illusion.Unable to dodge, push but dare not push, Song Sijin lowered his head silently, letting him ridicule himself.
Duan Lingyao hugged Song Sijin and got off the horse. When he got off the horse, Song Sijin almost knelt down on the ground, but Duan Lingyao clasped his waist to support him, and told him to continue to stand still.
What a shame.
Song Sijin looked at the trampled weeds under his feet and suddenly lost his mind. If life is just a grass, no matter how hard it is, can't it avoid being trampled by others?
Song Sijin looked away in pain.
And Duan Lingyao, who held him hostage and made him terrified, held his waist and stretched his fingers towards the forest farm in front, with a sweet and malicious voice: "How about this, brother Jin, I will show kindness to help you find the way——before dawn If you run out, I'll let you go, and if you can't run out, I'll break your legs. How about it, brother Jin, dare to try?"
Song Sijin trembled even more.
Duan Lingyao chuckled, he knew Song Sijin's temperament too well, he was obedient and soft, timid and slow.Normally, a louder voice would frighten him, but he never had the guts to try it.
A coward actually wants to escape from his palm, thinking that after leaving, he can live a good life as he pleases!
"Are you serious?"
But that coward, trembling, made a small voice to ask him: "Aren't you lying to me?"
He actually dared to think.
The smile on Duan Lingyao's face became brighter and brighter, and his voice was a little mocking: "He will not only let Brother Jin go, but also let the past go, will Brother Jin believe it?"
Song Sijin didn't answer whether he believed it or not, he supported Duan Lingyao's arm, lowered his head, pursed his lips, and stood up bit by bit.Then slowly and firmly, he moved away the hand clasped around his waist.
He didn't say anything, just like his silent and docile posture most of the time.
Then, without looking back, he ran forward.
This was the first time Duan Lingyao misjudged Song Sijin's courage. He didn't know that the more stupid a person is, the more stubborn he is in certain things, and no matter how weak a person is, he has a beautiful vision that he doesn't want to give up.
The only sound in the forest is the sound of the wind blowing through the leaves.
Song Sijin's thin back is getting further and further away.
Duan Lingyao withdrew his half-stretched hand abruptly, and shouted a name hoarsely: "Song Sijin!"
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It was getting darker.
Song Sijin panted heavily and ran forward.
The forest farm is huge, and he has never been here before, so he doesn't know how far he has to go.
He was very tired, his calf was about to cramp, the front was dark, his feet were rough, he almost tripped several times, and he stood up with the trunk of a tree.
Why haven't you run out yet? Just in case... Don't think about it!
Don't think about those things, once you think about it, you won't have the courage.
In the dark, Song Sijin ran wildly, his heart beating fast from his throat, and the sound of horseshoes behind him was far and near, and he could hear Duan Lingyao talking to himself.
After a while, he became angry: "Song Sijin, you are really getting bolder!"
After a while, he smiled again, but Song Sijin was even more terrified: "Brother Jin, where are you? People seem to have seen you... Tell me, what are we going to do after we go back?"
Duan Lingyao was uncertain, sometimes happy and sometimes angry, and the sound of horseshoes was coming and going, like a ghost who would never let Song Sijin go.
Song Sijin was so frightened that he didn't dare to stop for a moment, but after all his physical strength was limited, gradually he could only half run and half walk.
Duan Lingyao seemed to be aware of this, and was not in a hurry to chase. He stalked behind like a cat playing with a mouse, putting pressure on Song Sijin viciously, admiring his embarrassed and frightened appearance from above.
After an unknown amount of time, Song Sijin vaguely saw the fence in front of him. He was suddenly ecstatic and ran forward at a faster speed.
But after a few steps, he slowed down again.
Ahead, there is a river, a long river that is deep and sparkling in the moonlight.
Song Sijin stood where he was, his heart seemed to be pumped with air, clamoring to explode—anger, panic, anxiety!He was obviously about to run out soon, why is this happening!
That's right, Duan Lingyao must have known that there was a river here, so he was willing to play this kind of game with himself.
The young man standing there stared blankly at the river, unable to move for a long time.
The sound of hooves approached, and Duan Lingyao came out of the forest leisurely on the horse. He didn't approach, because he was sure that Song Sijin would not be able to cross the river.
"Brother Jin, it's almost dawn." Duan Lingyao said this deliberately, seeing the anxious and painful appearance of the young man bathed in the moonlight, he felt his stinging heart feel better.
The young man who was reminded by him looked up at the sky, and then looked back at him.
Duan Lingyao was stunned by that look.
Empty and gray, with a slight sadness and anger that is not worth mentioning.
Then the pale and thin young man ran forward in the moonlight by the river, as if he was going to disappear with the wind, the dark river surface opened his arms like the mouth of a giant beast, and he greeted him with fear in his arms.
He wants to cross the river!
Duan Lingyao finally knew that some people would be so stupid as to do what they knew they couldn't do.
The horse's hooves sounded suddenly, and before Song Sijin jumped into the river, Duan Lingyao passed by like the wind, and then stretched out his hand to pull him onto the horse forcibly.
The horse was bumping, and Song Sijin watched helplessly as he got farther and farther away from the river, the fence, and his freedom.
"You're dreaming." Duan Lingyao smiled flamboyantly and gnashed his teeth a little bit, "You can't escape at all, you can only stay by my side until you die!"
At this moment, Song Sijin couldn't bear it any longer, and burst into tears.
The wind whistled and brushed against the ears, and the two of them didn't speak during the whole journey. Duan Lingyao forcibly brought Song Sijin back, sneering and resisting him into the room.
No one dared to touch Duan Lingyao's bad luck at this time, even Xin Yi was no exception. He kept his breath and looked worriedly at the door that slammed shut.
Song Sijin's stomach was a little uncomfortable, he was carried by Duan Lingyao, and the other's shoulders were just touching his stomach.
He cried silently all the way without saying a word, his tears wet Duan Lingyao's clothes.
He was thrown on the bed, and as soon as he curled up, he was pulled away by his ankle again. Duan Lingyao forcibly opened him, and pressed his chin to force him to look at himself.
"What are you hiding from?"
Song Sijin's vision was hazy, and he said softly, "You lied to me."
"I didn't lie to you, it's because you have no ability to run away." Duan Lingyao sneered, but there was a glimmer of water in his eyes, "Besides, it's okay to lie to you, Brother Jin is full of lies and wants to lie to me every day. Why don't you think it's too much time!"
Song Sijin was speechless.
Duan Lingyao pressed, "You don't have anything to say?"
Song Sijin moved his lips and clenched his hands tightly. He had a lot to say, so what.
"Okay." Duan Lingyao said, "Whatever you want, anyway, from today onwards, you will never want to step out of the room again."
Song Sijin shuddered, and looked at him in disbelief: "You, you can't do this."
"Why not? It would be nice if you didn't really break your leg." Duan Lingyao smiled, "Oh right, I almost forgot there is one more thing."
He let go of Song Sijin, turned around and took out the certificates from the table, shook them, and then tore them up.
"Anyway, brother Jin won't be able to leave in the future. It's useless to ask for these fake identities and guides. Please help brother Jin deal with it. Thank you very much!"
The broken pieces of paper fell to the ground one by one like snowflakes, and Duan Lingyao stretched out his feet and stepped on them, grinding them until they were extremely dirty and blurred.
Song Sijin watched helplessly, his chest heaving more and more.
Not only his false identity was shattered, but also his hope.
There was no other moment than this moment that made him understand one thing: there was no escape.
Song Sijin slowly raised his face and looked at Duan Lingyao. He carefully looked at his delicate and vicious face, and at his arrogant and contemptuous eyes——
Can't escape, he is destined to be tortured and killed by him, this is doom, it is his fate.
"You kill me." Song Sijin said suddenly, with a soft voice, "Duan Lingyao, you kill me."
"You think I will kill you?" Duan Lingyao asked in surprise.
Song Sijin fell into his own world, and when he suddenly became sure that his fate could not be changed, the fear and all the pain caused by greed disappeared.
It doesn't matter, counting the time, it has not been two months since the plot of the original book was buried alive.
The most important mother is also entrusted to him. Chu Yunxi is his good friend. No matter whether Song Sijin can escape or not, he will take good care of his mother.Now he is probably approaching Changxi City, even if he doesn't arrive, it doesn't matter, Master Song should be slower than Chu Yunxi when he received the news from the capital.
It's just a little embarrassing, originally the mother should be my responsibility, but fortunately, I left enough money for Yunxi, so I don't need to make him work too hard.
So Song Sijin smiled at Duan Lingyao and said, "It doesn't matter, Duan Lingyao, I hate you."
Then he closed his eyes dejectedly, and never said a word again.
And those four words, success made Duan Lingyao even more angry. He didn't know why the person in front of him would change like this, and he willfully grabbed Song Sijin by the collar and forced him: "Look at me, who will allow you to close your eyes?" Already!"
Song Sijin did not respond.
He clamored for him to speak again, but Song Sijin still didn't respond.
Some people have endured it for a long time, even resisting in such a silent manner, unable to do too much fierce struggle and high-profile counterattack, and only use weak strength to maintain the remaining self.
"What do you mean, Song Sijin, what are you talking about!" Duan Lingyao suddenly panicked and threatened, "If you continue to do this, I will strip you naked and beat you with a whip, and I will break your legs and make you only a child for the rest of your life." Can crawl on the ground!"
Usually, these threats would make Song Sijin tremble with fear, and then he would try harder to please him softly.
But it was useless today, Song Sijin only trembled for a moment, then regained his composure, the shrinking, cowardice and all anxiety on his face disappeared, leaving only the bored silence.
Looking at this scene, Duan Lingyao felt a sudden pain in his heart, and became more and more flustered.
No, no, no, it shouldn't be like this!
So he reached out and tried to take off Song Sijin's clothes to torture him, but he pulled his clothes off, pushed him down and picked him up again, Song Sijin still didn't respond.
"Song Sijin, you can't do this!" Duan Lingyao hugged Song Sijin and bit him on the shoulder. Seeing that he was silent and motionless, he went to lick the tooth mark again helplessly.
But no matter what he gave was pain or happiness, Song Sijin didn't respond, as if he had given up completely.
She gave up on herself and Duan Lingyao.
The author says:
When you see the fourth paragraph, you should also see the fifth or sixth paragraphs of the copy by the way——
感谢在2022-08-1020:10:55-2022-08-1121:59:59期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦——
Thanks to the little angels of the irrigation nutrient solution: 5 bottles of Upward Little Xi; 3 bottles of Listening to You; 2 bottles of Falling; 1 bottle of Qingtang and Jiang Xinyue;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
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