After kicking the slag attack, he was watched by the boss

Chapter 1 So Love Will Disappear

When Ye Rong had a car accident, Xu Jue was entangled with another man.

When he was dying, Ye Rong couldn't remember to call the ambulance or call the police first, but called Xu Jue over and over again.

He wasn't dazed by love, nor did he think that maybe he should listen to Xu Jue's voice for the last time before he said goodbye, listen to his "I'm sorry" or "I love you" as alms, and listen to those ridiculous lies.

He was lucid to a frightening degree, more sober than he had been every minute of the first twenty-five years of his existence.

He wanted to give Xu Jue one last chance, to give Xu Jue who had trampled on him so many times, the last chance to continue squandering his bottomless love.

He could feel that several of his ribs should be broken and stuck into the internal organs. He stared fixedly at the phone that hadn't been connected, and finally couldn't help laughing amidst the noise of blood and fire.

Even every inch of flesh and blood that affected his body was throbbing.

Destroying tendons and bones, deboning and cutting flesh, I'm afraid it's nothing more than that.

Before Ye Rong lost consciousness, the only strength he had left was to smash the phone in his hand to pieces.

It's like the love that he was ruined to pieces by others.

Between life and death, he had a dream that was neither long nor short, so absurd that it looked like a farce.

He dreamed that Xu Jue cheated for the first time, and he came back early from a business trip to surprise Xu Jue, but unexpectedly, he was not happy, he stood in front of the bedroom door, smoking a cigarette and listening to the intense and difficult ending all night.

He didn't expect that when he saw TV dramas, he couldn't help spitting blood, and it would fall on his head impartially.

He thought a lot that night, and rationally told himself that he should stop, that there were countless times of infidelity and betrayal, but emotionally, he couldn't take that step.

To him, Xu Jue is not just a lover, but his salvation. In front of Xu Jue, he is a fanatical believer who is willing to sacrifice his body and mind.

So as long as Xu Jue admits his mistake, he can't help but forgive, and then that confident man will go back to his old ways.

The endless cycle goes on and on.

Ye Rong even learned to persuade himself, you can see that each of the lovers he found has his own shadow, Xu Jue must love him, he just hasn't stopped, wait for him, he will look back and see himself.

Until he saw Xu Jue's younger brother, Xu Li, saw that face that was too similar to his own and Xu Jue's eyes lingering on him.

The illusory bubble of self-hypnosis burst with a bang.

He thought that this was already the extreme of pain, and despite the suffering, he still willingly stayed by Xu Jue's side.

Xu Jue needs a thought, and he just needs to do that thought.

When Ye Rong thinks about it occasionally, he will mock him, and he is really cheap.

But this lowliness rotten in the mud will be stepped on again.

Xu Li is not Xu Jue's biological brother.

Xu Li was a child adopted by his parents from the orphanage after Xu Jue's younger brother disappeared. They took it as a consolation and deceived themselves that the child was still there.

The scenes seemed to be black and humorous, Ye Rong looked at them coldly, but couldn't laugh.

In the depths of his mind, it was as if thousands of spiders were weaving their webs, crawling around densely, clinging to his thoughts, making him unable to break free.

"Who do you think you are? Ye Rong, who do you think you are?"

"You don't care about my affairs, you are the one who has been stalking me."

"Ye Rong, remember, it's you who love me, and all this is because you love me!"

The swarms of little spiders in his mind gradually melted into a big spider, and it screamed, the piercing sound was so loud that he wanted to smash his head open and tear the monster out to die together.

It was still yelling nonstop, with its huge mouthparts swaying and its limbs approaching little by little, becoming clearer and clearer, Ye Rong, who couldn't bear the nausea, was forced to wake up.

As soon as he opened his eyes, he saw Xu Jue standing by the bed with a cold face.

He was still as handsome and dignified as ever, but his lips were tightly pursed, with boredom hidden in his expression, he stared at Ye Rong calmly, as if he was looking at a clown who kept making people laugh, "Ye Rong, are you here again?" What a trick."

Ye Rong didn't pay attention to what he said, and listened first, and then he was relieved to confirm that there was no scream that made his scalp tingle.

"Ye Rong, you're never finished." Xu Jue said impatiently again.

Ye Rong was wearing a fixed plate all over his body, and was holding a bottle. His eyes turned around and then fell on Xu Jue. His beautiful amber eyes were full of doubts, "What are you doing here?"

The gratitude that he expected to be sincerely and terrified because he was by his side did not happen, Xu Xinzhong was slightly surprised but did not express anything.

If I let him know that I left my new love to come to see him, maybe I will put on that pitiful and unwavering look again.

In fact, Xu Jue hated Ye Rong's morbid and almost obsessive love for him. This love was like a shackle that would always make him feel like he had committed some heinous crime.

But he just doesn't love Ye Rong, what's wrong with that?

Xu Jue seemed to be looking at a bereaved dog, "I've said it many times, you won't make me feel sorry for you by torturing yourself, stop humiliating yourself."

Ye Rong's eyes were still drifting, and his interest seemed to be attracted by the chirping sparrows outside the ward, and it took him a while to remember.

A few sparrows scattered on the telegraph poles landed for a while, then flapped their wings and flew away. Ye Rong turned his gaze back reluctantly, looking at Xu Jue with a faint expression, "After I am discharged from the hospital, I will go to Jinshuiyuan to move my things. Come out and be patient a little longer, it won't be long."

This time Xu Jue was really surprised. Jinshuiyuan was almost Ye Rong's bottom line, as if he could occupy himself by living there. No matter what kind of people he brought back, Ye Rong stayed as if he had taken root. over there.

What is the new method this time, playing hard to get?

Xu Jue lowered his head and glanced at his watch. He still had things to do, and he came to see Ye Rong because of the last bit of sympathy. Since he was not dead, he didn't bother to waste any more words, and left a sentence of "up to you" After that, only a back view was left in a hurry.

Ye Rong turned his head and looked out of the window again, this time not at the sparrows, but at the new buds on the old tree by the window.

He meditated, spring is here, and it's time for everything to be reborn.

He thought in a daze, his exhausted body and mind couldn't hold on, and he fell asleep again with his head tilted.

This sleep lasted until night, his out-of-focus eyes slowly gathered, and he was stunned to find that the person beside the bed had changed.

Ye Rong opened his mouth to talk, he hadn't drank water for a long time, his voice was like creaking rusty gears, his voice was unbelievably hoarse, and he said to the gloomy-faced child beside the bed: "Xiao Sheng, my brother has an itchy throat and wants to smoke. "

Surprisingly, Ye Sheng didn't swear at anyone, just sat there without moving, staring fiercely at Ye Rong on the hospital bed like a wolf cub, "Do you want to die?"

Seeing his expression, Ye Rong knew that he was really frightened this time.

Ye Rong really wanted to reach out and rub his meticulously groomed hair to comfort the little wolf cub, but unfortunately his forearm was broken and he couldn't move.

Ye Rong shook his head, his eyes were extremely dry, "I don't want to die, I still have Xiao Sheng to support, who doesn't need money to go to college to marry a wife."

Ye Sheng was merciless, and sneered: "Take care of yourself, you don't have to worry about my affairs."

Ye Sheng gambled for a while, stood up and poured him a cup of hot water, put it near his mouth and blew on it, then went back and raised his neck to gently feed him.

Ye Rong couldn't help feeling that the child he had grown up with had finally grown up and could serve others in front of the bed, "Xiao Sheng is so gentle, my sister-in-law will really enjoy it in the future."

Ye Sheng kept moving his hands and gagged his mouth neatly.

It was not too early when Ye Sheng packed up, but he had no intention of going back. Instead, he dragged the suitcase and took out a set of clean sheets and quilts, changed them a few times, and lay down beside him without saying a word. hospital bed.

Ye Rong just wanted to ask him what he should do if he stayed here and went to school tomorrow, when he saw Ye Sheng rolled out of bed again and took out a stack of books from the suitcase without thinking, "Whatever you want to listen to, choose one by yourself, and go to bed after listening .”

This is Ye Rong's old problem. When his parents passed away, he couldn't sleep all night. After trying countless methods, he finally figured out the solution.

Ye Rong still asked, "How do you go to school tomorrow? This place is not close to your school. You can't miss the third year of high school."

Ye Sheng ignored him and repeated, "Which one to choose?"

Ye Rong knew that he couldn't hold back this ancestor, so he randomly picked a collection of poems, Shakespeare's sonnets that he bought a few years ago and had been eating ashes on the bookshelf.

Ye Sheng huffed and flipped open the book, randomly picked up an article that was pleasing to the eye, and read it without emotion.

The mellow youthful voice is like a veil blown by the wind in an empty room, floating up and covering the full moonlight.

"The most deformed monster or the most beautiful face,

Mountain or sea, day or night, crow or dove,

The eyes instantly mold into your wonderful figure.

My heart is full of you, I can't hold anything anymore,

In this way, my sincerity taught my eyes to tell lies. "

After reading a poem, Ye Sheng looked up and found that Ye Rong was not only asleep, but also staring at the ceiling blankly, his voice was muffled, as if he was full of fear, "I seem to have seen a spider, okay Big one."

Ye Sheng raised his head and searched for him carefully, and found a circle of white as new walls, there was nothing on it, he walked over and covered Ye Rong's eyes, "There is nothing, sleep peacefully."

Ye Rong heaved a sigh of relief, and drove Ye Sheng away. Seeing that he opened the book and wanted to read it again, he had no choice but to beg for mercy in time.

"Go and turn off the lights, I'll recite poems for you, and my brother will coax you to sleep tonight."

Ye Sheng obediently turned off the light with a bang, climbed onto the bed in the dark, covered the quilt and arranged his hands and feet, and said in an indifferent tone: "Come on."

The night when the light is turned off is the best protective color, Ye Rong finally couldn't help showing a little bit of pain, she shook her lips and took a few deep breaths, her eyes shimmered brightly in the night.

"By a dim butter lamp,

Walking through the mist,

Ghosts that roamed the castle all night,

At last when the light of day dawned,

be able to die. "

[The author has something to say: I am a dog blood lover, although I am late, I will arrive]