bedroom literature

Chapter 24 Chapter 4 Love

Yagyu is indeed...but not since childhood...

In fact, to be honest, he also has normal abilities now, but it needs certain conditions, some unspeakable conditions.

Ever since he could remember, he felt that he was different from other boys.Compared with the little train in the kindergarten, the doll's dress-up game is more attractive to the little Liusheng; compared with the cards that the boys fight and kill in the elementary school physical education class, the gossip of the girls in the corner is more fascinated by Liusheng.

When a boy in high school called him sissy, he was not annoyed, but thanked him instead.

The boy punched the cotton and called him crazy.Liu Sheng looked innocent: "I don't think mother is a bad word."

The boy said viciously, why don't you wear a skirt, and Liu Sheng said that he would wear it if he had the chance.

The boy was incompetent and furious, and left.

Liu Sheng has a small frame, white skin, and pink and full lips on the white background, which looks like a layer of peach-colored lip gloss when licked wet.The eyelashes are not very thick but slender, and the slightly wider eye distance is more innocent.A girl discovered this jade in the rough, and took care of the makeup and styling, and put him in a cosplay skirt and took him to the comic exhibition.Liu Sheng had never had so many boys around him in his life, and even the school boys who usually disliked him were more friendly, including the one who was impotent and furious.

Thus opened the door to a new world.

With a grinning grin, he liked the group photo of Incompetent Fury in the space po, and then ticked off the small hatred book.It's not in vain that he deliberately chose this person's Two-dimensional goddess, hum.

But he also knew that these were straight men, so he didn't add any contact information.All that can be done is to hide the Adam's apple with a ribbon, smile silently, and keep them a complete dream.

After a little taste, he couldn't hold back and bought a skirt that belonged to him.When the skirt was pulled from the bottom of the closet, he himself was forced to come out.Too bad he's the unluckiest kind of gay -- with the most extreme parents.

His psychological barriers were all caused by his biological father.

The official's father, who didn't love his family, heard about the skirt incident and his face was involved, so he finally took a fancy to him.I don't know where I heard the slander, saying that it is best to practice operant conditioning in human nature. As long as you start with sex, you may be able to change your sexual orientation and "save" your son.

But men and women love each other, such a conditioned reflex is really not decent.Of course he can't.

So his good dad started creating reflexes, giving him little blue chips while he was still in high school.

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He resisted and bought mouth-stopping medicine from a private store on Taobao.After I didn't know which meal was drugged, I gave myself an injection as an antidote to those drugs.My father refused to believe it easily, and always forced himself to feel bad for his health.After an argument, he accidentally overdosed himself——

I can't do it anymore.

After the man found that he couldn't force himself, he had to make him fill out all kinds of detailed questionnaires every day before he was willing to let him sleep.What class did he attend today, what water did he drink, how often did he work... From his father's complete absence to complete invasion, Liu Sheng also figured out that he didn't want to control himself or "save" himself at all, but simply took advantage of this The gimmick accepted by the mainstream society disgusts itself.

He almost forgot that he looked the most like a mother who cheated and absconded with money.

During those days, Liu Sheng became easily suspicious. He was worried about the cameras, and never dared to be in the room by himself...Little did he know that since that day, he had lost the ability to work naturally.

The long-term desire to vent made his mind confused, and he was already in his third year of high school at that time.His study efficiency dropped so much that he even wanted to beg his most ambivalent father to let him go.

Liu Sheng imagined the man's reaction for a while, he should cheer him up in a fake way, and then said in his heart that he wanted to ruin you.

So he gave up and looked for a new way out.He starts writing.He vents his desires by outputting the scenes in his mind into articles, and fills up the lustful hungry ghosts living in the depths of his soul with exciting stories one after another.It was also from then on that he realized the charm of words more thoroughly.

Later, I filled out a written test form for the university club and asked him: What is literature?

He wrote: medicine.

However, because it was too concise and could not reflect sincerity, it was not passed... This is another story.

Although this medicine sounds utilitarian and disrespectful, it still works.It stabilized my emotions and grades and survived the third year of high school.Only then was he able to escape from hell.When he was in high school, he secretly wrote about stealing from the podium, deskmate, and equipment room; when he was in college, he stole inspiration in literature class, pulled famous books from the altar, took them out of medicine bottles and processed them into his own medicine, and blatantly placed them in the media. Serialized on the largest social software.

Later, he fell into the sage time, and the explicit description made him feel drowsy, so he closed half the door and used some ambiguous writing that made people think.

The wandering desire|desire is finally comforted.

At the same time, more and more people are questioning themselves.Some people accused him of tarnishing literature, and some people accused literature of using him as a negative teaching material.Until one day, his immature sexual description made a common-sense error that was outrageously wrong, and the safe haven he built for himself was also shaken.All these are reminding myself that words are illusions, and tranquility is also an illusion—as they say, even one's own gender is false.

For all this, his eyes were as indifferent as when he confronted the boy and said "thank you".

until the rabbit disappeared.Liu Sheng felt that these rumors touched his bottom line, so he resolutely went to find a solution again—in fact, his psychological barrier was not completely unsolvable.Inadvertently, he found that he could blindly induce him with medicine.For a long time, he was ashamed to face and reluctant to mention:

look.

It's something he stumbled across during his last trip to Comic-Con.He saw a slightly larger-scale book at the booth of a fan wife, and was stabbed hard. After turning a few pages, his whole body froze—the organs that had not received the instructions of the brain were lifted up.He walked for a long time under the eyes of everyone, and found that the little brother who should have stopped cooking in the past was actually on duty firmly.He was really embarrassed, so he came to no man's land, and the brother clocked off work in a snap of his fingers.

While relieving the burn on his face with his hands, he thought, maybe it was the approving gaze that gave him a short-lived self-identity.So I actually have a setting:

If he is constantly being watched, he can stay excited all the time.

But he didn't think it was medicine, and he persuaded himself to forget about it as soon as possible.It is impossible for him to do anything against public morals when he is watched in public, and it is better to ask a stranger for help than to have a silent nosebleed.

So when he was fearless in the face of gossip, but went to that bar because of his friend's betrayal, he was in despair.Although the little rabbit is a girl, she is not within the scope of sniping, but she has courage and insight and is delicate. Sometimes she will really be hit, and she has the feeling of being picked up by a good sister.Then he wrote the fairy tale about the snowman radish who exploded in shame.

You can't push it all to her, it can only be said to be an opportunity, a fuse.Anyway, fortunately Brother Jiang covered himself up.

When he woke up and saw Jiang Qiwen that day, he actually wanted to ask: Did I succeed?After all, it's been a long time since he...

Thinking about it now, it was a big misunderstanding.I am also due to my own profession, and my brain supplement ability is first-rate.After all, he is still the homophobic roommate who keeps saying "your circle".

Falling in love with Jiang Qiwen——

Ah.

He would rather find the fourth love of Little Rabbit.