Beginning without end

Chapter 27

When Song Bai saw those things, he already had a faint premonition in his heart that he might never be able to be Lu Fucheng's child again.

The person who delivered things to Ji Suiyun left, and Song Bai watched as Ji Suiyun picked out the ones he was interested in from the sterilized tools one by one.This is the first time Song Bai has seen such a variety of sexual abuse tools, and he doesn't even know where they are intended to be used.

Too much fear will turn into a kind of numbness as cold as falling into an ice cave, Song Bai bit his lip and sat on the ground, his chin resting on his knees, his big eyes watched Ji Suiyun's movements without blinking, Don't cry and don't make trouble.

He looked very well-behaved, a bit like the look of the little tiger when he squatted aside to accompany Suian when he was playing puzzles on the carpet.Ji Suiyun peeped into his dim and broken eyes, and something extremely strange rose up in his heart, and he couldn't find the trace after thinking about it carefully. The only thing he was sure of was that this thing made him uncomfortable.So Ji Suiyun imposed these uncomfortable emotions on Song Bai in another way.

On the surface, Ji Suiyun treats everyone in a reasonable way, but he doesn't seem like a person to Song Bai.

For the next four days, Song Bai lost the right to wear clothes. There were always things in his body, cold or hot, moving or not.All the food was replaced with liquid food, just to make Ji Suiyun excited and not spoil the fun when he gave Song Bai an enema.

Otherwise, why do we say that people do have their own ways of living.No one loves and no one loves, so he can't live. Lu Fucheng feels sorry for Song Bai. He can't take care of him intermittently, but Song Bai is here with Ji Suiyun. It's much better after a night of sleepy sleep.Song Bai even had some gratitude that frightened him, because that night Ji Suiyun didn't let him sleep with props.

Song Bai was taught to be very obedient, Ji Suiyun should be satisfied, but in fact he was not.He attributed the reason to wasting five full days because of this crap.Speaking of it, there is always a feeling of being a foolish king who did not go to court early.For Ji Suiyun, it is indeed only five days.

But it only takes five days to destroy a person.

"You should be back from Korea tomorrow." Ji Suiyun held Song Bai's waist, buried him in Song Bai's neck, and took two bites.

Song Bai was panting in his arms with some difficulty. Things in his body had been moving for two hours. Now he listened to everything and saw everything as if he was separated by frosted glass, and it took him a while to regain his senses.

Ji Suiyun didn't understand him, he lazily lowered his hand and pushed up the position of a remote control next to him, and Song Bai flicked it almost immediately.

"Mr. Ji...Mr. Ji..." Song Bai grabbed his arm, his voice trembling: "I'm sorry..."

"I said, you should be back tomorrow." Ji Suiyun rubbed the back of Song Bai's neck comfortingly, but did not lower the frequency.

It is rare for Ji Suiyun to be reluctant to let go because he is not enjoying himself. He deliberately tormented Song Bai, and he was also warning him that even if he went back, he should not take it as a way out of the sea of ​​suffering.If he became rebellious from the outside, Ji Suiyun didn't set rules for him for another five days.

But what Ji Suiyun didn't expect was that Song Bai's eyes fell on an unknown place through him, with empty and light eyes, Song Bai was silent for a long time before he said softly: "I'm not going."

Ji Suiyun pulled out the [river crab] from his body, and put two fingers into the [steamed river crab].Song Bai's eyes were distracted because of distraction, he didn't deliberately fight against Ji Suiyun, and he didn't restrain himself, and there was a soft and muffled moan in his throat.He has learned his lesson these days because he refused to speak out.

Song Bai didn't know that his words aroused Ji Suiyun's anger. Ji Suiyun felt that he couldn't tell his identity, and when he was about to go out, he showed his temper. Could it be that Song Bai thought he would beg him to go to work again?Ji Suiyun felt that Song Bai had guessed his mind.

"Have you tasted the taste and can't live without a man?" Ji Suiyun had a cold and harsh face, but he didn't restrain himself in his dirty words in private. He still liked to use rhetorical questions, In the beginning, Song Bai felt like tearing his mouth, but later he became numb.

When Ji Suiyun said, he listened.

"Has Lu Fucheng ever played these games with you? Who's older between me and him? Who made you feel comfortable?" Song Bai's back pressed against the cold floor-to-ceiling window, and when Ji Suiyun lay on top of him, it was too much. The huge force even made Song Bai feel a little afraid of breaking the glass and falling down the building.

These are all tolerable, but why did you mention Lu Fucheng's name?

Why mention him, Ji Suiyun is even more unworthy to mention him.That man was gentle and patient, consistent on the outside and inside, the best and cleanest person in the world.Nobody deserves him.

Song Bai's hand unconsciously clenched the smooth and cold glass many times, but he couldn't grasp anything, so he finally gave up sadly and disappointed.

"If you don't go to work, you won't go to work. Who begs you?"

Only then did Song Bai barely guess the reason for Ji Suiyun's anger.But why is he angry? Isn't he the one who pushed himself to the point where he didn't dare to go?He colluded with the boss and lied to himself, so he had no face to go back.

Song Bai felt that he would not be able to bear Li Yang's concern. He would ask, "Abai, how is it? Is Korea fun? Is the game going well?"

The part-time girl would say: "Did you bring me a gift? It is said that the cosmetics over there are very cheap."

They will be sincere and happy: "Song Bai, you will definitely be better in the future."

No one knew his real experience during these five days, every word of their kind greetings and concern would only remind Song Bai of the days when he had no clothes to wear and lived like a tool.

After Ji Suiyun got up, Song Bai lay on the window sill and looked out for a long time.The night view of Shanghai is very beautiful, with brilliant neon lights and brightly lit, soft yellow lights hanging in the plane trees, enough to evoke the poetry of northerners in anyone.

Why are there so many phoenix trees in Shanghai?

"Um?"

Only then did Song Bai come back to his senses and realized that he had said this sentence unconsciously.

In the past few days, when Song Bai almost didn't take the initiative to speak, his question was rare, which made Ji Suiyun a little concerned about the value of rare things.

It's just that he thought about it, and he didn't know.Ji Suiyun can accurately tell every stock that goes up and down every day, and can quickly calculate the huge value that a top trader can bring. He knows how to tap everyone's weaknesses.But Ji Suiyun didn't know why there were so many phoenix trees in Shanghai.

"You always care about useless things." Ji Suiyun turned and left, closing the bedroom door heavily.

is very useless.It's just that Song Bai likes it.When he was in high school, he still believed in the small stories that were forwarded in QQ space-because Song Meiling liked phoenix trees, Chiang Kai-shek planted phoenix trees all over Nanjing for her.

Song Bai wanted to go to Nanjing, but Lu Fucheng told him that there were more and more beautiful phoenix trees in Shanghai.No one knows why they exist so proudly that they cannot be replaced.

But people just love it.

Just like Lu Fucheng loves Song Bai.Ji Suiyun will never understand.