Beginning without end

Chapter 30

Ji Suiyun's body is hot, and the temperature of the air conditioner in the bedroom is not high.At night, he was awakened by the warm body wrapped around his side, and when he came back to his senses, there was a ball of warm and fragrant nephrite in his arms.

Ji Suiyun's indifference is a habit of high-pressure education since he was a child. He should have been annoyed at being woken up in the middle of the night, and then viciously drove Song Bai back to the guest room to sleep.But he was indeed inexplicably soft-hearted.

Song Bai slept very soundly. When he didn't have nightmares, his sleeping appearance was very obedient, and he didn't just pester people blindly. He just arched his body a little, just enough to be hugged in his arms. He circled Ji Sui vaguely. Yun's arms and body weight were not put on it.Ji Suiyun closed his eyes again, and the perennially frozen and tense strings in his heart relaxed strangely.This is a new and unprecedented feeling, and even gives people the illusion of being deeply in love.

But an illusion is an illusion.Song Bai ran away from Ji Suiyun in a panic in the morning, and Ji Suiyun was awakened. He woke up for the first time after Song Bai, and saw Song Bai standing on the floor with bare feet, Ji Suiyun's face appeared The gloomy dream that was interrupted, some dissatisfaction, but also some vague embarrassment directed at himself.

The intertwined emotions made Ji Suiyun angry like an awkward child: "You came up by yourself last night, what are you pretending to be now?"

Song Bai would only be silent.

Ji Suiyun picked up the pillow and slammed it on him, cursing and rolling away.

Ji Suiyun's strength never restrained, Song Bai took two steps back abruptly when he was hit, and when he got up enough sleep time made the rare blush on his face turn pale little by little.Ji Suiyun's mood became even worse.

Song Bai raised his eyes and glanced at Ji Suyun quickly, Ji Suiyun caught Song Bai's eyes, there was no resentment in it, only a little timid fear, as if he had suffered so much.He paused when he walked out the door, bent down to pick up the pillow, put it gently at the end of the bed, and then left.

Ji Suiyun pursed his lips tightly, and the complex and unfamiliar feeling in his chest pressed up again, sour and astringent, and every cell could feel a faint itching.At this moment, he even forgot what he was angry with just now.

Ji Suiyun didn't go to the company today, after washing up, he just made himself a cup of nutritional powder for breakfast.

After Song Bai washed up, he nestled in the guest bedroom. He had been listening to the sounds outside, and watched the time pass by. Ji Suiyun had no intention of going out at all.

Song Bai wanted to make a call to Lu Fucheng. Yesterday the weather forecast said that Harbin had a heavy snowfall all night. He was worried that Lu Fucheng would be cold and slippery.Song Bai's phone call was actually too insignificant, but he knew that what Lu Fucheng lacked was a word of concern from himself.

He also dreamed about Lu Fucheng last night. In the dream, the two of them were still happily together, nestling on the same bed and complaining about the humid weather in the south. Lu Fucheng let him hold him and smiled at him tenderly.Song Bai knew it was a dream, and he said to himself in the dream, don't wake up, because Lu Fu is gone when he wakes up from the dream.But he still had to open his eyes in the end, and the moment he saw Ji Suiyun, his heart was cut like a knife.

It would be great if I could sleep all the time...

"Song Bai." The sound was full of confidence, the volume was not too loud, but the penetrating power was very strong.

Song Bai didn't dare to wait for him to yell a second time, and tried his best to become numb before going out.

"What do you usually eat in the morning?" Ji Suiyun took a sip of warm water and rinsed his mouth, his tone flat.

Song Bai was not sure whether Ji Suiyun was just asking ordinary questions or making excuses to cause trouble, so he slowly said, "...I don't eat in the morning, but I eat early for lunch." He is often forced to get up early, and after sending Ji Suiyun off Yun will sleep for a while after going to work, and it will be noon when he opens his eyes again.Life is not a little taste.Song Bai didn't even remember what day of the week it was.

"There is a meal replacement powder in the cupboard, go make a bag by yourself, and you must eat it in the morning."

Song Bai didn't have any appetite at all, but he still listened to Ji Suiyun's words and went to find a meal replacement powder.

Ji Suiyun sat at the dining table without moving, and he was more used to writing down important itineraries in his handy leather notebook.It's just that he usually sits on the sofa or reads it in the study, but today he took it out directly on the dining table.

Song Bai sat next to him, he was a little afraid to eat, he didn't dare to raise his eyes.If he could, he would also like to erase all the horrible memories before that, but he still can't help but think back to the days when he was like a utensil and only had a glass of milk for a meal.Song Bai really doesn't want to use liquid food to replace meals anymore.

The doorbell rang.Song Bai shivered, the cup shook, and a lot of soup flowed out.He didn't even bother to wipe it, but just stared at Ji Suiyun: "Mr. Ji..." The pleading in this voice was too strong to be ignored.It was as if a soft and harmless animal had been poisoned. At the end of its life, its clear eyes were still open, as if to ask, why did I pull the trigger when I was already so docile.

The last time the doorbell rang, it brought Song Bai five days of cruelty and inhumanity.

Ji Suiyun gave Song Bai a complicated look, but said nothing.He put his laptop down and opened the door.

As usual, no one was allowed in. After signing the form, he entered the house with a few bags.

"Try after eating." Ji Suiyun said.

Song Bai managed to calm down and saw the conspicuous luxury logo on the bag.

"If it suits you, I'll wear this at night." Song Bai has a narrow waist, and many of the high-end ready-to-wear clothes Ji Suiyun ordered have wider waistlines. I found a master to change them, but I'm going to take Song Bai out tonight , let someone bring back two sets in advance.

Song Bai's hands and feet were cold, and he didn't accumulate any heat when he was dragged by Ji Suiyun.

"Can I not go?" Song Bai unbuttoned his pajamas one by one from bottom to top, his voice was so low that people couldn't hear him clearly.

"No."

Song Bai took off his pajamas completely, he was used to Ji Suiyun's straightforward gaze, his thin shoulders were slightly hunched.Song Bai looked at the well-cut shirt in front of him and didn't reach for it for a long time.

When Song Bai picked up his clothes, he seemed to be in a daze for a moment. He didn't do anything, and people felt that he was in pain like accepting his fate.

"Mr. Ji..." Song Bai's voice was astringent, as if his nose was filled with blood: "Can you not take me out to someone else?"

Ji Suiyun was taken aback for a moment, and the conditioned reflex was about to speak, how is it possible?

It took him time and thought to get this person, he was so soft and obedient when he hugged him on the bed, even Ji Suiyun started to think about his ex-boyfriend, how could he take out a little gadget that was so rare to his liking .

But Ji Suiyun looked at Song Bai's face, it was obvious that this person was begging, but he didn't act coquettishly or sweetly, he had a dying look, which made Ji Suiyun's denial turn a corner.

"see your performance."