Beginning without end

Chapter 62

Song Bai bit the tip of his tongue, the pain forced his stiff body to regain some consciousness: "I have no other intention." Song Bai at most wanted to have some bargaining chips to protect himself, the deep conspiracy theory that Ji Suiyun associated He really didn't even think about it.Ji Suiyun's long passage is no different from an insult.

Ji Suiyun didn't look at him anymore and started the car.In fact, Ji Suiyun himself also understands that even if it is really useless to have feelings, why should he be so embarrassing, in the end it is nothing more than anger.

A series of mobile phone ringtones suddenly rang, but made the stagnant atmosphere even more awkward.Ji Suiyun looked at Song Bai from the corner of his eyes, without saying a word.

Song Bai hurriedly took out his mobile phone, but was stunned when he saw the caller ID.Song Bai didn't really want to pick it up now.

"Lu Fucheng? Pick it up." Ji Suiyun said lightly, "I just thought of him and he made a phone call. Do you have a heartbeat?"

Song Bai frowned: "It's my mother." Song Bai never mentioned his family in front of Ji Suiyun, nor made a phone call in front of Ji Suiyun. Song Bai was very concerned that Ji Suiyun got involved in the safe haven he cared about most. of.

"Pick it up." Ji Suiyun was also slightly startled, but apparently he also thought of something, and his expression turned colder: "Turn on the hands-free."

Song Bai had no choice but to make his mother anxious by not answering the phone, so he still clicked to answer.

"Mom." Song Bai called, with a natural intimacy in his tone: "Why are you calling at this time all of a sudden?"

"Didn't I suddenly remember today's Saturday, and I want to talk to you," Ren Hantao didn't pretend to be gentle and elegant in front of her son, her voice was not small, and there was a bluffing Northeast flavor: "Baby, Mom mailed you a lot of mink wool in the morning, you can knit a sweater for your dad."

Song Bai was a little speechless: "Did you make him angry again?"

"The old stuff is just a mess. The whole school can be bullied by him. A few days ago, the leader wanted to transfer him to Shanqian No. [-] Middle School. Doesn't this mean that he is a soft persimmon? He doesn't know how to fight, so I will go." The school found it."

Fifth Middle School is a well-known garbage high school, and no teacher is willing to be useless.No matter what, Song Qiming had also rated a special teacher, so it is logical that he would not be in his turn.

"Mom, what you did was wrong, it made Dad lose face."

"Didn't I know it too? Come on, dear, knit the sweater well. I said I knit it for him." Ren Hantao felt a little aggrieved: "Oh, what will happen after your dad goes to the Fifth Middle School in the next year?" I don't care about being wronged!"

"Dad, he only knows how to teach. Maybe he doesn't care about it. Where to teach is not teaching."

"Oh, that's what he told me too..." Ren Hantao changed the subject: "Boy, this year's Chinese New Year is early, when are you going to come back?"

Song Bai smiled: "I'll go back at the beginning of January." He doesn't have a job now, so it would be good to go back early to spend time with his parents.

"Great! With the rest of the wool, you can knit a few socks for Cheng Chengma. The little Teddy is quite picky, and he doesn't even wear the little shoes he bought."

Song Bai's heart skipped a beat, but he couldn't interrupt, so he responded quickly: "Okay."

It was difficult for Ren Hantao to stop chatting, how could he stop talking, and now he would find a new topic: "By the way, how is Fu Cheng doing recently? I heard from his mother that this kid has been busy in recent months, so call The phone calls seemed quite perfunctory. You know how fucking overthinking, she insisted on asking me if Fu Cheng was wronged over there. "

Song Bai's heart stabbed, he didn't even have the strength to peek at Ji Suiyun's face: "Brother Cheng is a little tired, I guess it will be fine after this busy period."

"You try to persuade him, this kid has been strong since he was a child, so he just listens to you." Ren Hantao sighed: "To be honest, if he hadn't been with you all these years, I wouldn't worry about you being outside alone."

"Ok, I know……"

Ren Hantao didn't realize what was wrong with Song Bai, and said to himself: "This year's Chinese New Year, our two families will spend it together. A few days ago, Cheng Cheng's mother replaced Fucheng's 1.2-meter bed with a bigger one. If Shou Sui gets sleepy, there is somewhere to sleep..."

Ji Suiyun, who had been silent all this time, suddenly snorted.

"Mom, I suddenly have something to do here, can we talk another day?"

Ren Hantao still has a lot of things to say, and she is on the verge of excitement right now: "What is more important than your mother? Little brat who learns outside will have a tail with your mother?"

"I'm sorry mom..."

Even if Ren Hantao talked about it, he also understood not to miss the child's business. It was not easy to float outside: "You hurry up, I'll die!"

Song Bai watched the phone screen go black and didn't recover for a long time.

"Come out?" Ji Suiyun suddenly said.

Song Bai's fingers curled up: "No."

"No wonder, if your mother knew that he was leading you on this road, she wouldn't know whether to strangle you or kill him first."

Song Bai had a bit of a headache. Ji Suiyun used to be angrier and less talkative, but now he keeps nagging, Song Bai wants to strangle him first.

What's more, it was Lu Fucheng who brought him down, obviously he was the one who pulled Lu Fucheng to his death and refused to let go. It was Song Baixian who confessed, and Song Bai was the one who pushed people on the bed and cried for Lu Fucheng to want.

"You still have to change the bed to sleep? I don't know how many times I have rolled with others in the rented house." Ji Suiyun's voice was full of sarcasm and disdain, as if he had witnessed something disgusting: "Speaking It sounds like a beast, but it’s not a burden to your mind to seduce minors.”

In normal times, Song Bai didn't even bother to care about Ji Suiyun at this level, the more you talk to him about Ji Suiyun, the more enthusiastic he becomes.But today Song Bai was already upset, and hearing his mother talk about Lu Fucheng was so distressed that he died, how could he tolerate Ji Suiyun's bloody spout.

Anyway, Lu Fucheng is the person his baby Beibei puts in his heart to be Bai Yueguang, but in Ji Suiyun's mouth, he becomes an unbearable garbage.It is even more unbearable than the personal attacks and violent coercion that fell directly on oneself.

"I'll go after him first."

Song Bai suddenly opened his mouth. He stuffed his phone into his pocket without even looking at Ji Suiyun: "That year, on my birthday, I followed my classmates from the vocational high school and poured myself two glasses of beer at the food stall. When Lu Fucheng came over, he became very angry. I scolded all the classmates who smoked and kissed me next to me."

Song Bai paused, his voice was uncomfortable, and his voice was very low: "He took me back to the rental house, yes, it is the one you mentioned that I lived with him since I was 15 years old. I hugged his neck and kissed him , he was in a daze."

"Actually, I'm not drunk at all. I pretended to cry and said that I was afraid that he would marry a wife and have children. I couldn't accept that someone around him would take my place." Song Bai twitched the corners of his mouth and showed a forced smile: "I said I love him, not the love of a younger brother for an older brother, but the so-called ethical love, the love of a woman for a man." In fact, saying this also tarnishes their feelings, Song Bai loves him, like a fish loves a piece of sea, a bird loves a tree .so.That's all.

Ji Suiyun's hands clenched tighter and tighter on the steering wheel, his throat seemed to be stuffed with hot red coal, and he couldn't even speak a word.

"So it wasn't him who tricked me, it was I who seduced him." Song Bai breathed out steam in his palms: "He can feel that he owes me, but others can't feel the same way, let alone you."

The blue veins on Ji Suiyun's well-maintained fingers were throbbing. There was a place in his heart that hurt, and he uttered two words as if to protect himself: "Shut up."

Song Bai's eyes turned red, and his voice was choked with sobs: "You obviously don't like me, why do you still fight with Lu Fucheng? There are so many people around you, all of them are beautiful and obedient, why do you still want to fight with Lu Fucheng?" Rob."

why.

why?

These three words hovered in Ji Suiyun's mind. In the beginning, he felt that the whole world was not good enough for him, so how could he hear the verb "rob".But today, he listened to Song Bai talking about what he obviously hated most, the sad spring and autumn, but his heart ached.Because I really like him.

Song Bai was wrong, Ji Suiyun's ruthlessness and impermanence are not because he doesn't like it, but because Ji Suiyun just likes it.

The car accelerated violently, Song Bai was shocked by the powerful back push, and the seat belt fastened him again.

Ji Suiyun stepped on the accelerator deeply, Song Bai looked at him in panic, and felt for a moment that he wanted to take himself to death.

Song Bai's face was pale, and he watched Ji Suiyun overtake other cars several times without any risk, and far away from the series of horns sounded by other drivers angrily.His whole body was limp, and his uncontrollable heartbeat was pounding in his ears.

"Ji...Ji Suiyun, please slow down...you drive slowly..." Song Bai's whole body was stiff, and there were water droplets in his eyes.

Ji Suiyun's voice was still clear, calm and almost cruel: "Aren't you quite courageous when you spoke just now, don't worry, this road can only drive to [-] at the fastest."

The loop road is no better than the high speed, even if you drive to [-] on the high speed, you can't feel too fast, but you can drive to [-] on the loop road, which already makes your heart beat faster.

Song Bai couldn't utter a complete sentence, his back was pressed tightly against the back of the chair, and his eyes were tightly closed.Song Bai is not afraid of death, he just doesn't want to be with Ji Suiyun.

The journey of nearly four and ten minutes was compressed to 10 minutes, and in this short quarter of an hour, cold sweat soaked Song Bai's entire back.

Ji Suiyun dragged Song Bai out of the car, and Song Bai's legs were so weak that he could hardly stand up.It wasn't until Ji Suiyun pushed him into the house that Song Bai came back to his senses suddenly, and he returned to this apartment in Jing'an.

"I really hate your dying look." Ji Suiyun squeezed Song Bai's chin fiercely: "You are cowardly and incompetent to deceive yourself, why do you put on the arrogant face of Buddha cutting meat to feed eagles! Do you think Lu Fucheng Will you thank you? What is the use of your sacrifice other than touching yourself?!"

"But I did it." Song Bai tilted his head, and a little water stain fell on Ji Suiyun's tiger's mouth, with some scorching pain: "My parents are fine, and Lu Fucheng has no criminal record, so I agreed. You did it all."

If it wasn't for these things, Song Bai might have gone crazy when Ji Suiyun invaded him only across the door from Lu Fucheng, and died the night Feng Zhengqi insulted him.Song Bai is deceiving himself and others, why?

He listened to Ji Suiyun's words and acted like a dog. He didn't dare to call his family in front of Ji Suiyun, but now Ji Suiyun wants to deny everything he did.

whatever.

Looking at Song Bai's face, Ji Suiyun was so irritable that he wanted to hit someone, but there was really nothing he could do.The person in front of him was the one who could hit Ji Suiyun twice if he didn't like it at the beginning, and he could push against the floor-to-ceiling windows without any scruples. Now that he frowned, Ji Suiyun felt distressed.