between men

Chapter 120

Together.James moved a few steps in a panic, but unexpectedly another doctor came behind him.The doctor went straight through James and threw the medical records in front of the nurse: "I don't want this!" His voice sounded a little annoyed, "This old woman's ward stinks to death."

"Oh... oh! Okay," the nurse hastily pulled out another medical record, "this person has a brain tumor, you may..."

The doctor took the medical records and left.

James stepped forward: "Can you hear me?" The nurse bowed her head and took out more medical records. "Who can hear me?!" James yelled, and no one in the huge emergency room noticed him.

"Who can hear me?!" he continued, shouting as he ran.Among the shouts he saw an old woman sitting beside a hospital bed sobbing; saw a child cry out under a needle; saw doctors wheel a man with a broken leg into a ward; saw Ward Spie Deng staggered out of a room—"Jay!" James ran over, "I don't know what happened, I remember I was shot, Xiaoyuan saw me, I don't know..."

The ice wolf wobbled through him, and a nurse ran to help him into a chair, and James opened his mouth to say something, but he gave up.He can't see me.James thought a little desperately, no one can see me.They can't hear me, they can't see me, they don't know if I'm alive or dead.

But am I dead or alive?James looked at the room where the ice wolf came out, and he decided to find out the answer, so he walked towards that room.But when he walked to the door, an invisible barrier suddenly blocked him - he couldn't get in.

Frustrated, James beat the invisible wall in front of him with his hands. He thought that the barrier would disappear at some point, and he just wanted to make sure that he was still alive. "Ward!" A voice suddenly came from that room, and James hurriedly pricked up his ears. "Ward Spiden?" Ice Wolf hurriedly staggered to his feet. James watched him walk in front of him, and the barrier didn't seem to appear on him.

"Hey, Dad." A voice suddenly sounded from behind. James turned around and saw Xiao Yuan standing behind him. One of his eyes was brown and the other was light blue. "...Jay?" James said tentatively, and Jay Wardgrass nodded. "You called me by my name just now," he said. "You can't get in there, and I can't help you."

"Calling your name? But I didn't..." James remembered, "I was calling Ward's name just now, the one you think is not easy to deal with. You... how are you doing?"

Jay shrugged. "Dead people's lives don't care, Dad." He looked James in the eyes. "I'm glad you haven't forgotten me after all this time, after all, we've only known each other for two weeks—" He paused. After a pause, "When you saw me, you thought of Yuan Lin, right?"

James glanced around unnaturally: "You...you know his name?"

"As if he knew my name, Aunt Taylor told him everything." Jay said, "He's not here, if you're looking for him." James nodded and walked aside, he didn't want to Talk to Jay Wardgrass, because he's spent a lot of time convincing himself that Xiaoyuan is different from Jay, and he doesn't want to jump to conclusions about it.

"Where's he?" James asked, turning around, and Jay walked over: "In Rachel's ward. He helped you get rid of Kodidock, but Eric took him— You didn't know Eric was an insider in Cork, did you?"

James glanced at him: "I don't even know what you're talking about." He turned and left, and Jie followed him leisurely. "Are you going to that other hospital?" he asked. "The so-called 'Little James' hospital, that's what you tell yourself, isn't it?"

"The world is not full of gifts! Okay?" James turned his head. "No one feels wrong about your behavior. You ran out by yourself. You are a coward, and you don't believe me!"

"Then what do you want me to believe?!" Jay replied loudly, "You want me to believe in a father who took me to the front line after only knowing each other for three days? Yes! This world is not full of gifts, and I don't want it to be like that. But What do you think? This is my name, it's not Loveant, it's Worldgrace!"

"It seems that Leather has input a lot of ideas for you." James raised his head slightly, staring at him with downcast eyes. "I don't have time to argue with you here, you'd better go back wherever you came from...Jie."

Jay lowered his head and smiled, "You know I hate Lesser as much as you, Father." He stepped aside and sat down on the chair, "Please don't transfer your hatred for her to me, I'm dead, it's—"

"It's a common problem of old people, and I'm glad you young people have learned it too." James sarcastically, "It's not that I want to hate you, Jay. You make me feel guilty, that's what I'm standing here talking to you You are my son, and I can't change that, so I can only change myself, because I know I can't be a good parent... at least I can't be like your mother."

... Wall! !The doctor's voice sounded again.Get that damn needle out, don't tell me you can't find a needle right now! ! !

Jie raised his head: "I call you father, this is not an easy task." James nodded, "I know, we don't know each other, but—"

"But you didn't get angry with Xiao Yuan when you faced him, even though he looks exactly like me... except for the eyes."

"Oh, eyes, heh—" James smiled toward the ceiling, "his eyes are all brown, and you're different; he's upright up to my shoulders, and you're as tall as me; he's very calm, And I'm sure he won't run away from the front."

Jay shook his head, and James changed the subject again. "You told me to get out, remember?" Jay told him, "You yelled at me 'Get out! Get out!' That's why I got out, remember? I didn't want to get out of there, you got me out , and I also believe you can remember these, because you have never yelled at Xiao Yuan since that rainy day—what are you afraid of, Father? Are you afraid that he will die if he goes out like me?"

"You were annoying, you know?" James sped up. "You were asking questions that everyone knew about. You were asking how to shoot a gun, how to make hand gestures. You were annoying as hell, but you didn't know very well. There's nothing I can do but yell at you - that's a mistake too, isn't it?"

"Father, I'm not—"

"My mistake, is it okay?" James strode past him, and Jie stood up hurriedly: "Where are you going?"

"You are not Xiao Yuan, and Xiao Yuan is not you, so don't use his appearance to walk around in front of me, I know very well." James opened the door, "I'm going to see him now, If you want to come along, you'd better not talk - don't make me yell at you again!"

"Father." Jie ran over, "You can't go out, you have to stay here, you—" "Get out of the way!" James said loudly, a trace of killing intent rose in his heart. "Step aside!"

"You killed me!!!" Jay pointed out loudly, "You shot me when I was running out! That's why you feel so guilty! Everything you are doing to Xiao Yuan now is just to smooth this point, But you can't do it! My tombstone reminds me that you killed me, that you—”

"Go-!" James yelled at him, "don't let me see you! I can kill you once, I can kill you a second time. Go! Go, go, go, go, go, go, go- !!!”

Jay disappeared.

James slid down slowly against the door, sighing toward the ceiling.Sorry, he whispered.I... yes, I admit it, I killed you, child.But I don't know what's wrong, do you think Lesser would make you live longer if I didn't do that?When she sent you over, I could clearly see the hatred in her eyes.I see the scars on your body, you can't take a little fright, and I have to do this, or Lesser won't stop.She just wanted revenge on me, and you... He sighed again.I'm sorry, Jay.

When he stood up, he found that this was no longer the emergency room he had just been in - there was a pillar behind him, and scattered people were walking around in front of him - this was where Rachel was. That private hospital.James reacted immediately, "Thank you, Jay." He said and entered the elevator mixed with some people.More than ten seconds later, he appeared in the corridor outside Rachel's ward, which is now empty.

"Are you really going to do this, kid?" A voice suddenly reached his ears, James looked back, and the elevator doors were slowly closing. "...Yes, I'm sure." This is Xiaoyuan's voice!James thought to himself, and he quickly ran to Rachel's ward.

"...you deserve it, kid. You can't give it to anyone." James ran to the door, but he couldn't turn the handle. "...You just asked me if I really wanted to do this, which implied that I could give it to someone else." Xiao Yuan's voice sounded slowly, and James thought he should have blinked when he said this.

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