Black friday

Chapter 54 β12 His Letter

"Diana, dear Diana, you used to read to me many books when I was young, by a lamp by my bedside.

You like to read love poems, you read me a lot of love poems, remember?In the past, the love poems you taught me also helped me a lot in my work.

I think you may have forgotten, the doctor talked to me, he said that you are doing well recently, and I don't want to mention some official duties that don't please you.Actually, what I want to tell you about is Clement - my boyfriend.

It's because of him that I suddenly mentioned love poems. It's not that there are some troublesome cases that I have to bother you with. I know you hate these...but I can't take care of you nearby, sorry Diana.

Diana, you liked Yeats's poems very much back then. You don't need me to tell you when you were still a professor, because you still like his poems now.Books are indeed able to enrich life and are the only constant colors in the growth of life. I often think that even if one day your illness gets worse, you may forget me, but you will never forget the books you have read and loved.But Diana, I don't think there's anything wrong with it, at least they will be with you when the time comes, just like you were with me when you were a child.

However, I now have Clement by my side.

And Clement, just like a poem written by Yeats: Go, children in the world, go to the stream and fields, and hold hands with the elves. There are too many crying in this world, you don’t understand.

As written in this poem, Clement is a treasure that does not belong to the world. He should live in a garden full of flowers, flapping beautiful black wings, but he is definitely not evil!He is too beautiful!I don't even know how he fell into my arms, he is so precious, no one in this world can compare to him, he should not be restricted by anyone, so that he can no longer fly to heaven—he Like hell maybe, Clement is such a sweet guy, everyone in his family is.

Also, where else but a family like the Addams could indulge such a precious person?

Diana, am I too gross?

It's so strange that I'm always helpless when faced with Clement's love words.His part-time language job is the most difficult language in the world to learn. It is a mixture of the closed snowdrift sugar in the gingerbread house you made for me and the night lights of Las Vegas. I vaguely remember that Father created it for me. The woody fragrance on the small desk in the house blends with the stars falling to the ground... I can't stand it at all.

Before him, I never thought that there are people like Clement in the world.You know Diana, he's as different from me as Victor Frankenstein said he was from his fiancee Elizabeth.

Clement is so elegant, even if he never shows this, his family education makes him always elegant and classic, and his gestures are like a gentleman soaked in etiquette.But that's where Clement's amazingness comes in, he's the kind of guy that never comes across as dogmatic, he's kind of bubbly and narrow - that's a bad thing to write, but I want to tell you that too Say, you are my most trusted Diana! Clement doesn't like to socialize like I do, and of course he can please everyone when he wants to.But it is such a good Clement, who always opens up to me... Diana I even panic, Clement is incomparably good, but it is me, I am boring, lackluster, and have no interest at all-this kind of me can make Will he always have such happiness and contentment from now on?

I think this is the self-doubt that everyone will have when they meet someone they really like, right?I don't want Clement to be sad because of me, even if it is the poisonous fruit his love planted on me, I can't pick the forbidden fruit like Adam, because I have nothing but him Please.

Speaking of which, Clement is a person who doesn't even bother to make a wish, a person who really has no desires.Those who have nothing to look for are often fearless, and Clement probably wants to stand in front of me and block the many winds and rains ahead for me.

But I also want to treat him like this. I am just an ordinary person, cowardly and timid, and I don’t know how to love him. Strong arms, protecting him as best I can.

After all, Clement is so good, he is such a good person, he should live in this world in peace and health, and be selfish, so that I can be happy for it.

Diana, I told you a joke again, this must not be a bad joke that won't hit you, I'm sure of that.

That is——when I wrote the above paragraph, I actually laughed unconsciously.

Diana, I think you'll laugh when you see this too.

My dear Diana, I just can't help myself right now.I was full of ideas for him, but I was also racking my brains for him, so before that, I didn't know that I could write such words.

In the middle of the last letter and this letter, I encountered a little unhappy thing, don’t worry about Diana, it’s just a little thing that happened to me, the most affected thing in this matter is one of my colleagues who has left Elle , do you remember her?I've sued you before, saying she's partnered with Morgan to bully me.Thinking about it now, there is nothing wrong with such a day, everyone is very happy, isn't it?

Diana, then allow me, a child who has grown up, to erase all the 'adverbs' that you are thinking about in a hurry, and there is nothing wrong with that, so don't remember my embarrassing things La.

You don't have to rush to write to me to comfort me, because Clement has really helped me solve the unhappiness that will hurt everyone in this matter.

Diana, Clement is a very reliable person, isn't he?So, I also think when I can help him!

Clement also said such things to me, you should read it first, after you read it, you will understand what I tell you every time, he is really sweet as hell.

'If you really want to thank me, then kiss me.Because doing so will make you love me more. '

'If you feel lost or in pain, miss me.Love for me will overwhelm all the melancholy that haunts you, and then only the thought of me will torment you in your heart. '

He always speaks in such an orderly manner, even if he speaks forcefully, he is still in an orderly manner.

I think you're bound to sigh and say, 'Isn't it! '

However, regarding the second sentence, I have a different idea. Clement’s family education made it so. His values ​​are very different from ours. You see, he thinks that missing is something that will make people scratch their heads and cannot be released. up.That's right, of course, but Diana, I want to complain to you, he's too hasty.

I miss him, but at the same time I can't get rid of it, I can still feel the joy of my whole body!How could this be torture?This sentence is a misnomer too much!

……

Diana, this is really... I wrote so much at once!

But please don't blame me, Diana, I read this letter again from the beginning, and I feel that I also used the wrong words, and I shouldn't put them in front of you to teach you to taste the tangle of my heart.

I’d better press it flat and stuff it into the book, so that if you don’t read it, I don’t read it, and no one else reads it, then no one will be able to find out my confided feelings, and it won’t disturb others. up.

Diana, forgive me for shouting one last time on this letter that is destined not to be sent-Diana, I love Clement deeply, just like you enlightened me since I was a child, I know what love is, what is affection, what is Life and death are inseparable, and then, I will treat him like this now.

Diana, I will visit you with Clement next time, don't worry about me too much, we are all fine.

Diana, you are doing well too! "

—Spencer Reid

There was a hint of a smile on Clement's lips, and he chewed slowly this letter, which was contained in the book that he accidentally took off the shelf.He let go of his body and mind to savor the letter, but couldn't sink into it himself, until he saw Reid's signature and then suddenly woke up, followed by swelling, overflowing, and drowning him happy.

Taking advantage of this situation, Clement picked up a pen and added a poem on the back of the letter paper ——Beforeuslieseternity;oursoulsarelove,andacontinualfarewell.

Facing eternity, our soul is love, a lingering farewell.

The author has something to say:

Rhett, you are already a mature Rhett, and you have learned to write love letters by yourself.In this way, you can also go on your own.

Ladies and sisters will not accompany you anymore, say thank you and see you again W