Blossoms are blooming

106 Making a decision

At this time, it had been more than a month since Qiu Huaisheng came to Jingxin Garden, which was a good thing for An Ziyan.An Ziyan stayed in the Jingxin Garden as if isolated from the world, he didn't hear anything outside the window, only occasionally heard the servant girl and guard mention the mountain torrent, and then how the emperor tried every means to fight the flood and rescue the disaster, and finally the disaster was brought under control.

An Ziyan still remembered that after that day, it rained heavily in this southern city for several days. The rain was so violent that it almost broke the roof of the Jingxin Garden, but fortunately, the house was strong.

After the heavy rain, the city has become extremely cool, giving people a feeling that winter is about to enter.

After this month, An Ziyan also figured it out. If he went, he might be able to take advantage of this opportunity to leave that person and leave the southern country. No matter what, An Ziyan believed that as long as he made any request now, his father would be satisfied. King will help him.And if Qiu Huaisheng stopped him, he could use the child in his womb.

It's just that this child is pitiful, and he was used as a tool to leave here before he was born.

An Ziyan had already planned everything, and now he was waiting for Qiu Lie's father to arrive.An Ziyan didn't tell anyone about this matter, including Madam Wu, not because he was worried that Madam Wu would tell the story, but because Madam Wu accidentally said something wrong, and at that time, he might be afraid to leave. I can't go.

But now An Ziyan still has another worry, which is Baoer's affairs. An Ziyan is hesitating whether to take Baoer away with him or not!He wanted to, but the country he was going to was far away, and he often slept in the open air, and he was pregnant now, so he hasn't reacted yet, but An Ziyan can probably guess that he will be sick in a month, when the time comes I can't take good care of Bao'er by myself.

It's not that An Ziyan does not believe that his father has the ability to take good care of him and the child, but he is worried that Bao'er will not be able to bear the hardships of this journey. After all, Bao'er is only five months old now, and after the autumn hunt, he will only be six or seven years old. A month-old child, besides, Bao'er is spoiled and spoiled, if he really went through this experience with him, An Ziyan can easily imagine how much trouble Bao'er will have on this journey.

But if he leaves without Bao'er, his heart will be more concerned in Nanguo. He must be thinking every day if the child is asleep, sick, crying, and whether he is thinking about him too!An Ziyan didn't dare to think about it anymore, after all Bao'er was born and raised by him, how could he be willing to keep him here.

Because of An Ziyan's worries, his whole body became much haggard. Mammy Wu saw it and was anxious in her heart. Mammy Wu wanted to ask An Ziyan if he had any worries, or if he was still troubled by Qiu Lie's affairs. But it's been a month, even if the problem that can't be figured out after so long, it should be figured out?Nanny Wu wanted to ask, but in the end she didn't. She knew An Ziyan's character, if he wanted to say something, she would say it without her asking.So for An Ziyan's health, Nanny Wu had no choice but to ask the imperial chef to make a nutritious meal for An Ziyan's health.

While worrying, An Ziyan would often look at Bao'er in a daze when she was sleeping soundly. I don't know how many times An Ziyan has been bumped into by Madam Wu. When he was in a daze, he would leave on his own, even if he had something important to tell An Ziyan.

In addition, Mammy Wu also found that An Ziyan was inseparable from the child. Although she had never left Bao'er before, Mammy Wu could feel the feeling An Ziyan gave her now and what she had seen in the past. different.

Ever since Bao'er was not afraid of strangers, An Ziyan sometimes asked his servants to take care of the children when he was tired, while he read, painted, and wrote. But now An Ziyan didn't do anything except sleep, bathe and go to the toilet. The rest of the time, Bao'er is taken by his side.When the weather is good, An Ziyan will hold Bao'er for a walk around the Jingxin Garden.

In the eyes of outsiders, An Ziyan lived a comfortable life in Jingxin Garden, but only he and Nanny Wu who served him knew that this was not the case. An Ziyan knew what he was worrying about, and Nanny Wu knew that An Ziyan had something Worrying things, but I don't know what I'm worrying about.

"Nurse Wu, tell someone to tell him that I will go to Qiu Lie!" Qiu Lie will go, and he must go.

Mother Wu was a little surprised. Seeing An Ziyan coaxing Bao'er, and listening to An Ziyan's indifferent words, she wondered if An Ziyan had really been troubled by this matter for so long?

"My lord, you should have thought it through clearly. If the old slave sends someone to report back to the emperor, he will not be able to go back on his word at that time!" Wu Nanny knew that An Ziyan didn't want to stay with Qiu Huaisheng, and even though Wu Nanny was in the palace, The people in the house are concerned about An Ziyan, so she naturally doesn't want to see An Ziyan's life unhappy.

"That's right, I'm afraid I'll regret it if I don't go!" An Ziyan said meaningfully.If you don't go this time, you don't know when you will have the opportunity to leave next time.

Nanny Wu was a little taken aback, but she didn't think too much about it, she just thought that An Ziyan's words meant that she missed her family, so she wanted to take a look, and didn't speculate elsewhere.

"The old slave is going!" After finishing speaking, Wu Mama got up and left.

An Ziyan showed a faint smile, and then kissed Bao'er's fleshy cheek.

"Bao'er, Daddy's good boy, no matter what choice Daddy makes, you won't blame Daddy, right!" After speaking, An Ziyan buried his face in Baoer's little body, deeply Inhaling the breath of Bao'er's body, it was a faint milk fragrance.

And Bao'er pulled An Ziyan's hair with his hand, but this time An Ziyan didn't pull the hair out of Bao'er's hand, but Bao'er still pulled it, so that he could remember this feeling.

Yes, An Ziyan has already decided to leave Bao'er at this time, because he was able to look like he was terminally ill a few days ago, and he remembered what his father said to him back then, when he was just born, he was also like Now Bao'er is so healthy, but not long after he turned half a year old, he fell ill. After waking up from the dream, An Ziyan picked up the sleeping Bao'er, looked at Bao'er sleeping soundly, and thought of the dying boy in the dream , Thinking of his father's words, An Ziyan made this decision.

Although Qiu Huaisheng said that Bao'er would not be like him, An Ziyan still had lingering fears, and he didn't dare to take the risk.

At this moment, Bao'er was in his arms, but when he thought that he would never be able to hold this small body again, An Ziyan felt the pain in his heart, and he could only wait for the fateful time to meet again!

Therefore, An Ziyan cherishes the time with Bao'er very much now, because after the farewell, the father and son may really never see each other again.At the same time, An Ziyan also hated himself, hated why he couldn't soften his heart and give Qiu Huaisheng a chance, so that he wouldn't have to be separated from Bao'er, but when he thought of the situation back then, An Ziyan's soft heart hardened again, he no longer had The solution is to share the same bed with Qiu Huaisheng!

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