novel bin 113 Decided to let go
113 Decided to let go
Qiu Huaisheng laid the unconscious An Ziyan on the lawn. Qiu Huaisheng put his hand under An Ziyan's nose and felt that An Ziyan was still breathing weakly. Qiu Huaisheng let go of his high-hanging heart, and then Pressing An Ziyan's abdomen with his hands, it didn't take long for An Ziyan to spit out all the water he had just drank when he was drowning.
Qiu Huaisheng was afraid that An Ziyan would catch the cold, so he didn't stay any longer, he just carried An Ziyan onto the horse, and then drove off towards the camp.
Feng Beifang originally took Bao'er in his tent, but when he heard noise outside and Qiu Huaisheng urgently calling for the imperial doctor, he felt something was wrong, so he handed Bao'er to the nanny to watch, and ran out by himself Check it out.
When Feng Beifang saw Qiu Huaisheng, who was dripping all over his body, going into the main tent holding the same wet Feng Beifang, he also followed in anxiously, ignoring the courtesy of the monarch and his ministers.
"What's going on here? How did Yan'er become like this?" Feng Bei looked at Qiu Huaisheng changing An Ziyan's clothes, and asked distressedly.He was obviously fine when he just left, but it didn't take long for his child to become like this.
"Because I didn't agree with him leaving, Ziyan jumped into the river and committed suicide. It's my fault, I didn't take good care of Ziyan!" Qiu Huaisheng blamed himself so much that he even forgot to say "I" in front of everyone.
Hearing what Qiu Huaisheng said, Feng Beifang probably guessed a thing or two. He thought that Qiu Huaisheng couldn't be blamed for it all. If his child wasn't so stubborn, such a thing wouldn't have happened.
Feng Bei looked at Qiu Huaisheng's face of self-blame, that feeling was absolutely unmistakable, Qiu Huaisheng's words were sincere.It's just that it's hard for Ziyan to trust him after being hurt once, so he ignores every expression and every movement of Qiu Huaisheng.
It didn't take long for the imperial physicians to enter the tent, just when those imperial physicians wanted to salute Qiu Huaisheng, Qiu Huaisheng showed an impatient expression, and said: "There is no need to perform these false salutes, it is important to dedicate it to Lord Feng for diagnosis and treatment!"
Qiu Huaisheng also took An Ziyan's pulse just now. Judging from the pulse, the child in his belly is fine, but the fact that the child is fine does not mean that the adult is fine.However, his ability is limited, so he invited the imperial physician.
The imperial physicians took An Ziyan's pulse in turn, and then gathered together to discuss in a low voice. Not long after, the leading imperial physician respectfully walked up to Qiu Huaisheng and bowed, "His Royal Highness Feng Jun just passed out, there is no possibility. I will boil some ginger soup for the emperor and Feng Jun to drive away the cold. Another thing, Feng Jun is physically cold, so it will be better to add charcoal fire in this tent."
Hearing what the imperial physician said, everyone is relieved. Some of these imperial physicians are veterans of the three dynasties, and their medical skills are superb, so everyone has nothing to worry about.
"Retire, it's enough for me and the country to fight here!"
"I will take my leave!" After finishing speaking, the imperial physicians went out with the consultation box.
"Don't blame Ziyan for being too stubborn. If Ziyan really doesn't like this place, the emperor will let him go. I'm just a child like Yan'er. You can take pity on me as a father, and thank you as me and the prince." !" Seeing An Ziyan lying on the bed with a pale face, although the imperial doctor said there was nothing serious, Feng Beifang still felt distressed.
After hearing these words from Feng Beifang, Qiu Huaisheng's heart suddenly ached!Is it really impossible to keep it?After persisting for so long, the result is still the same, but what can I do?If you don't let go, Ziyan will definitely seek death again, my sincerity, can't he see it?Although I don't want to give up on you so easily, but in order for you to live well, I am willing to let you go.
Qiu Huaisheng was so sad that he couldn't speak, he clenched his hands and then relaxed them, repeating this.Feng Bei could see that Qiu Huaisheng was sad, but he couldn't say a word of comfort.
After a long silence, Qiu Huaisheng said, "I will let Ziyan leave, and when he recovers, I will hope that Yue... Wang Jun and the regent can take good care of Ziyan and the child in Ziyan's womb!"
"Thank you, Your Majesty, for Cheng Quanyan. The Regent and I will take good care of both father and son. We will invite the Emperor to attend the children's hundred-day banquet, and please take good care of Fengling."
For the Hundred Days Banquet, this sentence is enough. He doesn't expect to be reunited with An Ziyan, but only wants to see An Ziyan again in his lifetime, then he will have no regrets in this life.
There is only so much that Fengbei can do for Qiu Huaisheng, if their fate is really unfinished, then everything can only depend on their luck.
At this time, the cry of the child came from outside the tent, and after a while, the nanny rushed in with Bao'er in her arms.
"See the emperor, the little prince has been crying, no matter how coaxed he can't stop!"
"Let me give you a hug, the emperor just got up from the water, and his body is damp!" After finishing speaking, Feng Bei side stretched out his arms to hug the child.The nanny knew Feng Beifang's identity, and even her master nodded, and handed Bao'er to Feng Beifang without hesitation.
"You go back first!"
"Yes, the slaves retire!"
"Okay, okay, Fengling, be good, Fengling won't cry, don't disturb your father's rest!" Because Feng Beiside said this, Bao'er's crying really quieted down, and she just let out a thin whimper Voice.The small face looked at An Ziyan, and his fleshy little hands waved at An Ziyan, as if he wanted An Ziyan to hug him!
"Good boy, let your father hug you when he is well! You have to be good now!" Now Bao'er was not happy, and looked like she wanted to cry but didn't dare to cry, which angered Qiu Huaisheng and Feng Beifang It hurts again to see it.
This poor child probably doesn't know that he will be separated from his biological father soon.Bao'er originally liked to follow Feng Beifang, even though Feng Beifang almost killed Bao'er by mistake because of his insanity at that time, but it didn't take long for Bao'er to accept Feng Beifang again, if Feng Beifang left, this poor How will my child face the days and nights without his father?But what can be done?An Ziyan's departure has become an unchangeable fact.Just let him hurt, and when the pain is numb, it won't hurt anymore.
The atmosphere in the whole tent was gloomy because of Bao'er's crying and the reason why An Ziyan was about to leave. Neither Feng Beifang nor Qiu Huaisheng spoke. Maybe Bao'er saw his father in front of him, and what Feng Beiside said didn't matter. After a while, he stopped crying, and then fell asleep in Feng Beiside's arms.
After a while, the imperial physician brought two bowls of freshly brewed ginger soup. Qiu Huaisheng drank one bowl first, then took the other bowl and fed it to An Ziyan himself.Feng Bei stood aside and watched Qiu Huaisheng's actions, and finally hugged the sleeping Bao'er, and at the same time signaled the imperial doctor to leave the camp together, he wanted to leave space for the pair of fateful mandarin ducks.
The author has something to say: This chapter makes Mao Mao feel distressed~