Blossoms are blooming

118 The Pain of the Steamed Bun

An Ziyan packed his luggage in the house by himself, which should have been done by servants, but An Ziyan just wanted to pack it himself, probably because he didn't want others to touch his things.

When An Ziyan opened a cabinet, he saw that it was full of Bao'er's things that he brought back from the Southland five years ago. For a moment, An Ziyan stopped what he was doing, and then picked up a small belly bag and held it to his nose. Before sniffing.

His Bao'er, I don't know how the past five years have been?Have you been wronged in the Southland?But with that person's love for Bao'er, I'm afraid he won't suffer any grievances.

At the beginning of the period, when An Ziyan returned to Yuguo, there was not a single day when he didn't miss Bao'er, and almost every night he would have nightmares. A woman in a queen's dress, and Bao'er ran over to call that woman her queen, until An Ziyan was startled awake by this dream.

Later, Si Ling was born, Si Ling Si Ling, as the name suggests, means missing Feng Ling.After having Si Ling, An Ziyan transferred the idea of ​​missing Feng Ling to Si Ling.

When Si Ling was born, she looked very much like Feng Ling. The two brothers and sisters were printed in the same mold. An Ziyan thought that Si Ling was Feng Ling. Because of this, An Ziyan didn't even give her nickname. .He also called out Siling's name by mistake several times, but fortunately, Siling was still young and didn't understand anything, so he didn't ask An Ziyan for calling her name wrong.

Now that An Ziyan thought that he was going to the southern country again, it meant that he would be able to see Feng Ling soon, and he didn't know what Bao'er looked like now.

In the past five years, An Ziyan had the opportunity to meet Bao'er, but he didn't. It's not that he didn't want to, but he didn't dare. He was afraid that he would lose control of his emotions after seeing Bao'er, and that he would be desperate He went back to find Feng Ling, after all, he owed that child so much.When I was young, I almost strangled the child to death by mistake, and left that child because of my own selfishness when I was only half a year old.Although there is Siling by my side, it is not Fengling after all.

I don't know if the child will hate him after seeing him. Thinking of this, An Ziyan began to get scared, but if the child really wants to hate him, it is understandable, after all, it was planted by himself. fruit.

At some point, Si Ling opened the door and came in from the outside, then ran to An Ziyan's side, grabbed An Ziyan's sleeves with both hands, and said, "Daddy, Daddy, my daughter is sleepy!" The fleshy little hands rubbed his big watery eyes.

"Si Ling is sleepy, Daddy hug her to rest, okay?" Siling nodded with her red mouth pouted, her face of grievance made An Ziyan mistakenly think that Bao'er was standing in front of her, then An Ziyan put down her hands With a small bellyband, he hugged Si Ling into his arms.

"Si Ling, daddy is going to take you out of the palace tomorrow to a far, far away place, are you willing to go with daddy?" An Ziyan asked softly.

"Daughter goes wherever daddy goes. Is there our palace in that place?" Si Ling asked in a soft voice, looking at An Ziyan with sleepy eyes.

"It's very big, as big as the imperial palace, and there's a little brother there!" And your other father!But An Ziyan didn't say the last sentence.Then An Ziyan glanced at Siling, his baby was asleep, and he didn't know if he heard the words behind him.

Siling's father!Heh~ Ever since Si Ling could talk and remember things, she kept asking An Ziyan why everyone else had mothers, but she didn't.Then she watched with envy that Mrs. Liu took her two children to her natal home, and then back to her natal home.An Ziyan lied and said that his mother died of dystocia while giving birth to her.When he said this, An Ziyan felt as if he was cursing himself, but in order to convince Si Ling, he could only say this.

Later, when Si Ling got older, she ran to him and said, "Why don't Daddy marry another bride and come back? Others have mothers but the daughter doesn't, and the daughter loves Daddy alone!" Looking at An Ziyan with a pitiful look.

An Ziyan said: "But it is enough for Daddy to have Siling. If he finds a stepmother who treats Siling badly, Daddy will feel bad!" So Siling was also afraid that her stepmother would abuse her, and finally asked An Ziyan to marry another bride The matter of the son is over.

There was another time when An Ziyan brought Siling into the palace. At that time, he had something to do, so he let Siling play with other children, but it didn't take long for Siling to come to him crying, crying with snot and tears Yes, it made An Ziyan feel distressed to see it.

"Si Ling, what's wrong? Did you fall somewhere? Let Daddy have a look!" As he spoke, An Ziyan checked Si Ling's body and found that she was not injured at all.

"Daughter, my daughter wasn't injured, but my daughter was crying because they said that my daughter is a bastard, and my daughter is not a bastard. The daughter wants a mother, the daughter wants a mother!" Hearing what Si Ling said, An Ziyan was silent. And the few brothers who had just talked with him also seemed very embarrassed.

That's right, the child was originally born to him, but he was very low-key when he gave birth to Siling. He knew that he had such a daughter when the ministers were entertained by Siling for a hundred days, but those ministers only looked at her that day. When he arrived, he didn't see Siling's "mother". At first they thought that Siling's mother died of dystocia, but they didn't see any funeral in the palace.

Later they thought of An Ziyan's special body, and thought that he gave birth to a baby girl not long after he came back, and they saw him come back but did not see him come back with other men, so they wondered if An Ziyan was messing around outside, Then the man didn't want him anymore, so he ran back to the palace to take refuge.But after all, An Ziyan is from the Prince Regent's House, so everyone dares to discuss this matter behind their backs and dare not put it on the table. They are afraid that if they accidentally let the Prince Regent find a way to charge them with crimes, you must know that the Prince Regent treats this son How caring.

In the end, An Ziyan took Siling away with an excuse. He comforted Siling for a long time that day before Siling calmed down, but he didn't understand that after he left with Siling, the few people who talked to him before He began to talk about him, and then he found that the eyes of others changed when they saw him, and he could roughly guess why.After all, it's been so long, even if those people hide it well, he will hear a little rumor, but there are some things that he needs to know clearly, so why should he care about other people's eyes, so he ignores their attitude.

Until now, An Ziyan smiled helplessly, "Siling, Daddy can't give you a mother, but Daddy can give you another father. He should like you as much as I do!" But Siling was already asleep No, I couldn't hear An Ziyan's words at all.

Then An Ziyan kissed Si Ling on the forehead, then carefully put Si Ling on the bed, and admired Si Ling's sleeping face.

I don't know if Feng Ling still looks so similar to Si Ling now.Thinking of this, An Ziyan unconsciously brushed Si Ling's hair with his hands.Then he smiled and turned around to continue packing the luggage that he was going to take away tomorrow.

The author has something to say: These chapters are written very smoothly, hahaha O(∩_∩)O~~