can you do it

Chapter 32 Fascinated

Jiang Shuyi was almost staggered.

The work area is in a conspicuous area. As soon as he stood up, everyone stared at him. Hogan was still looking at this side, Jiang Shuyi looked back at Jin Yuan, "In addition to Jiang Shuyi, I also have an English name, Aysen."

Jin Yuan:! ! !

He watched in amazement as Jiang Shuyi came to the stage, saw him embrace Hogan familiarly, and shook hands with the local writers who were invited to participate in the lecture.

Courtesy, no stage fright.

It was actually translated by Jiang Shuyi.

There was a girl with a ball head in the front seat holding "Allmylife". Jin Yuan asked her to borrow it, and opened the spine to see the translator's name.

Aysen, so western style.

Later, I remembered that Jiang Shuyi was originally a delicate little foreigner.

There were whispers all around.

"Oh my god, is he of Asian descent? He looks like he is of Asian descent. I don't know which country he is of mixed race. He is so pretty. Look at his face, he is so amazing, and he has a hand holding a microphone, ah, I am dead. "

"It seems to be from the Faculty of Letters. He became popular in the reading group. I don't feel much about his face. I don't like this depressing and indifferent style. But I have to say, I love his translation."

"Me too, besides translating, has he ever written anything himself? It's a pity not to take pictures. I'll search it."

……

Jin Yuan looked up at Jiang Shuyi.

The main hall of the auditorium is made of oak floor, dark blue curtains are tied on both sides, and the center is arranged like an interview scene. Several people sit around the table with microphones hanging from their ears.

Hogan occupies seat C, and Jiang Shu is also on his left, sitting upright, holding the microphone provided by the host, humbly answering readers' questions about the translation of the two English poems.

Quoting scriptures, explaining the profound aspects of Eastern and Western cultures...

Wearing a white collarless shirt, the shoulder line is designed to be slightly forward, with pearl shell buttons, the demeanor is indescribably noble, and the temperament is dusty.

The light seemed to be particularly partial to him, hitting his face, making his whole body so dazzling that it shone brightly.

Jin Yuan propped his chin and listened attentively to his discussion and dismantling of English poems.

He had heard Jiang Shu also speak English with an authentic Oxford accent.When reading the poem, it adds a bit of inexplicable meaning.

Jin Yuan was not interested in literature at all. Looking at Jiang Shuyi on the stage at this moment, he suddenly felt, shit, literature is also a very attractive subject.

The elbow was suddenly slapped, Jin Yuan came back to his senses, looked aside, and recognized another vice chairman of the student union wearing glasses, "What's wrong, Yu Feng?"

In order to avoid blocking his sight, the man with glasses squatted halfway, "Yuan, I have something to do later, can you help with the finishing work?"

"Okay." Jin Yuan deserved to be straightforward.

"Thanks, thank you," the man with glasses joked, "I called you [-] times and didn't respond, did you suddenly awaken your literary blood?"

Jin Yuan stared at Jiang Shuyi's face and replied, "As a high-quality college student, how can I not have a bit of literary literacy, and I have deeply cultivated it."

"That's really deep. You can see people with bright eyes. The last time you participated in the IPT championship and gave a speech, the little fans in the audience looked at you the same way."

Jin Yuan stopped laughing halfway, and looked away, "Don't talk nonsense, I'm not fascinated."

He stopped staring at Jiang Shuyi, and only glanced occasionally.

Jiang Shu also said that the time was short but precise, returning the home game to Hogan.Under the heavy gaze of the crowd, he returned to his seat very gracefully, as if this was just an insignificant episode.

A little thirsty, he asked Jin Yuan which bottle of mineral water on the table belonged to him.

"This bottle is missing." Jin Yuan knocked on the table to signal, his eyes fell back to his face involuntarily.

Jiang Shu also looked at him, "What's wrong?"

"It's nothing." Jin Yuan avoided it as if nothing had happened.

Jiang Shu also took a few sips of water and turned to the book to take notes.

He translates out of interest, and he has no skill but emotion.Although it is commented by industry insiders that the style is unique, there are indeed many deficiencies.

It was almost eleven o'clock when the lecture ended, Jin Yuan was busy with finishing work, and Jiang Shuyi was also backstage, preparing to send Hogan back to the hotel.

On the way, we chatted about the ins and outs of being targeted by the mentor.Jiang Shu was also very patient, asking and answering each sentence, with many details attached.

Hearing the conflict with Li Yuanxin in the apartment, Hogan instructed, next time if this happens again, you protect the person, take her to a safe area and ask her to call the police, and don't do anything.

It is indeed a preference.

Jiang Shu also thought about it, but when the girl was hit back, her pupils dilated and became terrified, and she froze at that moment.It may be a stress reaction, he couldn't control it and knocked Li Yuanxin to the ground.

Walking along the lakeside path, the lake is sparkling, and the wicker is swaying in the breeze.Jiang Shuyi walked slowly, and said softly: "Idon't know, maybe sheremindsmeofmymama."

In the early days of his memory, Jiang Shangwen was a gentle and gentle father, with a soft temper, and he was obedient to his mother He Yun.

It was only in the second year of high school that he discovered that he had violent tendencies.He came home from school that day, half an hour early for the holiday, and witnessed the scene of domestic violence.

His mother slammed into the closet, and his gentle and gentle father was a different person, ruthless, and deliberately avoided the exposed parts.Wash your face and it looks unharmed.

That day was also the first time Jiang Shangwen committed violence against him.As for his mother, it has been more than a year.

He Yun often goes to work early and returns late. He eats lunch and dinner at school. Except for holidays, the meeting time is short and short, and Jiang Shangwen does not do it frequently.

That's how it was concealed.

It took him a long time to understand the cause and effect of things.

The cause was that Jiang Shangwen was frustrated at work and blamed others.His mother is cowardly by nature under years of control, and can endure domestic violence. Apart from her personality, she mainly takes care of him.I don't want him to adapt to the London environment and experience family changes at the same time.

It wasn't until Jiang Shangwen made a move against him that he made up his mind to divorce.

Jiang Shuyi sometimes feels that maternal love is great and stupid.

But it's hard to be harsh.

Every act of overcoming her nature is basically for him.

The wind by the lake was hot, and Jiang Shuyi's "maybe shere minds me of my mama" was like rambling, easily blown away.

Hogan was silent for a while.

In fact, he witnessed the scene in another way, not the scene of domestic violence, but the scene after being smashed by Jiang Shuyi.

That day he was going to plant plane trees in the backyard, and he was used to shooting videos to record the changes in the yard over the years.Looking through the video the next day, I caught a small section in the corner of the lens.

In the rainy and foggy London evening, fifteen or sixteen-year-old Jiang Shu stood in front of He Yun by the courtyard window.

The young boy's cheeks were red and swollen, and he pointed a gun at Jiang Shangwen with both hands, his hands were shaking constantly.

Shaking almost unsteadily.

The holding posture is also wrong, unfamiliar, but the eyes are very firm, even though there are tears.

He Yuntou pressed against his thin back, crying, and the long lotus-colored dress dragged the floor like blooming petals with bruises.

Jiang Shu also said: "It's okay mom, it's okay, you get out of here now."

Can't hear the sound, but can see the mouth shape.

The gun belonged to his friend, and it was an empty shell that was eliminated and given to Jiang Shuyi as a toy earlier. Looking at Jiang Shuyi's bloodless lips, Hogan thought, his voice should be trembling.

In one's life, there are many moments of gnashing one's teeth but being powerless.At that moment, he was really touched by Jiang Shuyi.

Have been together for so many years.Out of selfishness, I hope that everything will go well for Jiang Shuyi, and she will stand under the spotlight like tonight, to be amazed, praised, and envied.

I hope I don't habitually suppress my emotions.He has been strict with himself for decades, never slack or indulgent, and seems to have nothing but academic desires.

That's not the case with humanity.

For some reason, Hogan's mind suddenly popped up, Jiang Shuyi and Jin Yuan looked at each other secretly and for a long time in the hustle and bustle of the packed auditorium.

The hotel was brightly lit, his gray temples were shining brightly, he was stepping on the thick carpet to swipe his room card, when he suddenly looked back at Jiang Shuyi.

There was a smile, without saying anything, hugged him, and said good night gently and kindly.

Jiang Shu also touched his face, very gentle, "Sweetdreams."

It was almost early morning, and the huge campus was deserted and deserted, and the street lights were dim and dim.Jiang Shu also walked along the lake, picked a clean stone bench under a willow tree, and sat watching the black swans on the lake.

After a long time, I received a call from Jin Yuan.

"Aysen," Jin Yuan said, "what time is it, why haven't you come back?"

He helped with the finishing work, removed the banners and collected the props...it was very late, and when he returned to the apartment, it was dark.Counting the time, it was enough for Jiang Shuyi to go back and forth from the hotel to the apartment three or four times.

"In Qiuyue Lake, immediately." Jiang Shu also responded.

"I'm in a bad mood," Jin Yuan asked, "Where are you? I'll take you to play."

After a while, a motorcycle appeared at the fork in the road. Jin Yuan swayed his tail precisely, stomping on the ground with his long legs. He didn't ask Jiang Shuyi what happened, but just smiled at him, "Get in the car."

Jiang Shu also didn't speak, and looked at him quietly against the moonlight, the sultry night wind and the chirping of cicadas on the willow trees by the lake.

Thinking aimlessly, if the tone is normal, how could Jin Yuan hear it even through the phone?

He got on the second-hand motorcycle with the paint peeling off again, and passed by the library with sparse lights, the Faculty of Letters that he knew so well, and the third canteen where the roast duck meal was excellent...

Holding Jin Yuan's waist, he felt that he was obsessed with ghosts. He had morning class tomorrow and didn't sleep in the middle of the night, so he went to play.

where to play

Pass through the solemn and solemn school gate and drive into the street.On the main road, the accelerator was turned to the bottom, and it stopped beside a marble building dozens of kilometers away.

Jiang Shu also looked up, Jiangcheng Stadium?

Jin Yuan fiddled with the side door a few times, and the door creaked open, "I know the administrator here, and I can come to play anytime."

Jiang Shu also followed in, and the moment the headlights on the top of the gymnasium turned on with a "bang", he was shocked.

The spacious lake-like swimming pool, the diving platform with variable height, and the seemingly endless auditorium... It looks like a diving venue for international competitions.In the huge space, only he and Jin Yuan existed.

"It's very dangerous to go to the coastal road at this point," Jin Yuan said with a smile standing on the 7.5-meter platform, "Here, you can jump as you want."

Jiang Shu also looked at the blue swimming pool water, thinking that if he didn't bring a change of clean clothes, he would be very embarrassed after the dance.

He looked slightly hesitant.

"It's normal to be nervous when playing for the first time," Jin Yuan suggested, "In this way, I will count one, two, three, and we will dance together."

"Row."

At the moment of jumping, Jiang Shuyi took half a step back subconsciously, Jin Yuan moved too fast and fell straight into the water, splashing waves of water.

After a while, Jiang Shuyi looked at Jin Yuan who was dripping onto the platform, felt guilty, and gave him a tissue, "Wipe your face."

"When did you lose your courage?" Jin Yuan wiped it all over, "It's only ten meters, and it's not in La Quebrada, Mexico. Forget it, I'll take you down."

If you get wet, you will get wet. Anyway, in the middle of the night, no one can see it. Jiang Shu also convinced himself, but when he walked to the edge of the platform and looked down at the deep pool from a high place, he couldn't help but shake it off. Jin Yuan's hand.

Jin Yuan fell alone, splashed with turbulent water, soaked in the water and shouted: "Jiang Shuyi!"

Jiang Shu also got off the platform, and reached out to Jin Yuan to pull him up, but Jin Yuan dragged him out of the swimming pool.

"Jin Yuan!" Jiang Shuyi almost choked on water.

Jin Yuan put his hands on the edge of the swimming pool to surround him, "Speak to me, are you not too much?"

"Too much," Jiang Shu was also submerged in the water, looking at him very close, "but I don't want to get wet."

"Then you are not wet now?" Jin Yuan leaned forward and approached, "Wet through."

In summer, it feels good to touch the water, Jiang Shu also kicked his calf, "Thanks to you."

It is very light and has the resistance of water, unlike kicking, Jin Yuan looked down at Jiang Shuyi, smiled and shouted: "Aysen, help me choose a foreign-style English name too."

Deliberately playing tricks, Aysen held it on the tip of his tongue, repeating every sound a thousand times.

"Let me think about it," Jiang Shu also smiled, "Bysen."

Beeson?It's a normal name, but Jin Yuan always feels like he's scolding him, pinching Jiang Shuyi's chin, fiercely, "Call me?"

Jiang Shu also slapped his face, "Let go."

Jin Yuan sprinkled it, and smelled it in his neck, "Did you wear perfume?"

Jiang Shuyi was wet all over, his back was pressed against the pool wall, his shirt was clearly see-through, water droplets slid from his chin to the side of his neck, and then slid into his collarbone, precariously.

Looking up at Jin Yuan, his eyes seemed to be soaked in water, both still and moving, revealing a hazy feeling of wanting to talk.

Didn't wipe it, but the answer was, "Yeah."

Jin Yuan bumped into his eyes, and his heart stopped for half a beat.Jiang Shuyi tapped his chest, "What are you looking at? Stay away from me."

Jin Yuan suddenly pressed Jiang Shuyi to the side of the pool, smiled back, his cropped hair and tattoos made him look aggressive, "No."

"I said stay away from me."

"I said no."

"...don't smell me, bastard..."

"Why don't you have a long memory, don't let me smell it, I prefer to smell it."

……

Water splashed in the swimming pool, and there was a sudden sound of footsteps, tapping from far to near.Jin Yuan looked up and saw a security guard in black uniform walking in the corridor.

He hugged Jiang Shuyi to the edge of the swimming pool, and with his hands supported, he went ashore, and ran forward holding his wrist, "The security guard is here, hurry up!"

Jiang Shu was also shocked, "You said you knew each other!"

"I lied to you."

The gymnasium was extremely empty, Jiang Shu also lived for more than 20 years, and for the first time fled frantically in embarrassment, his clothes and pants were all wet, and the ground was covered with watermarks.

The security guards followed closely behind, and he followed Jin Yuan and ran around in a panic, through the long corridors and into the lush green plants, trying to get out of his sight when the security guards shook him.

The two hid in the cramped stairwell.Jiang Shuyi was sweating on his forehead, panting with his hands on his knees, his body was in a mess, and there was a kind of disorder and madness that his life had been subverted.

It’s deviant to fall into the sea while dragging a car. This is the real deviant. Looking at Jin Yuan, who is both an accomplice and the chief culprit, he scolded him, “Illegal trespassing will be punished, you criminal.”

"It's fun, you don't like to play with excitement," Jin Yuan said, "If you catch it, you will be beaten up at most. I can't take you for a drag race, and let you get hurt."

Jiang Shu also took a breath, and continued to scold, "Asshole."

"Come on, you clearly enjoy the feeling of doing bad things," Jin Yuan bent down to look at him, "Your eyes are smiling."

Jiang Shuyi was still panting, unable to suppress her smile, she pushed Jin Yuan's face away, "You are so annoying."

I really enjoy it. I have been bound by the rules for a long time, and the satisfaction and refreshment brought by breaking the rules of order is beyond words.

Extreme joy begets sorrow, but after leaving the gym, he finds that the key has been forgotten and the motorcycle has been stolen.

Jin Yuan: "Which cub is so wicked?"

There is a barbecue stand at the side door, and two middle-aged men are eating barbecue nearby.Jiang Shu also went over to ask, but was inexplicably scolded.

They were very drunk and vented their anger at strangers wantonly, and one of the men even deliberately pushed and shoved them.

"Try it yourself," Jin Yuan pulled Jiang Shuyi behind him, pointed at the drunk shirtless man with a wine bottle, "Believe it or not, I'll blow you up."

The man just went crazy with drinking, not to the point of not distinguishing between personnel and affairs. Seeing that there was a problem, he immediately settled down.

If you lose your car and can't find it, there are shared bicycles, and you can also take a taxi.

But they didn't mention it, they walked along the road, chatting with each other.

"It's immoral to use violence to control violence, but it's cool." Jin Yuan put his arms around Jiang Shuyi's shoulders, "Forget it, don't be brave, just stand behind me."

"Are you good at fighting?"

"It's more than enough to protect you. So, tell me in time when you encounter something, and don't let your mentor happen again."

Jiang Shu also smiled and said cooperatively: "There was a dog barking at me a few times by the side of the road, I was scared to death."

"I'm scared to death," Jin Yuan also laughed, "Wait, I'll slap it twice."

……

The moonlight is like veil like fog, and the two shadows are stretched out, and the curbs are straight or curved, seemingly endless.

Stopped and stopped, and visited the night market halfway.At dawn, I had breakfast at a time-honored breakfast shop in Jiangcheng, and it was already dawn when I returned to school.

The students in class looked hurried and shuttled around the campus.Jin Yuan touched the campus card in his pocket, and bought a pen by the store.

Jiang Shu also wondered, "There is a closet of pens piled up in the apartment, why do you still buy them?"

"Take a test."

Last semester, the professor of Theoretical Mechanics took more than half of his class, and suddenly went abroad for a study visit. He came back this semester and continued to teach. The professional class has just ended, and the end-of-course exam has been arranged.

There are 10 minutes left to start the exam.

Jin Yuan walked against the flow of people without looking back, and waved at Jiang Shuyi lazily, "Let's go."

Jiang Shuyi stood under the ginkgo tree, looking at his leaving back, surprised but not surprised, for a long while, he laughed softly.

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