contract lover

Chapter 049 Chapter Country

Ye Zhean received a call from Chris in advance, inviting him to meet at the coffee shop, and Ye Zhean went.

Chris wore a loose silk shirt today. In Ye Zhean's opinion, it was no different from pajamas, maybe even pajamas, but it looked surprisingly good-looking on Chris.

Ye Zhe'an didn't care. He sat down and ordered a glass of Americano, waiting for Chris to speak first.

Chris looked at him with the same familiar eyes, naked and full of desire, full of pain, but not for him, Ye Zhe'an seemed to be immune, looking sideways out of the window, not caring what he was thinking at all.

After the coffee was delivered, Ye Zhe'an raised his wrist to check the time, and said lightly: "Ten minutes have passed, do you still want to waste time?"

Chris lowered his head, looked at the brown liquid in front of him, his eyelids slowly closed, and then opened again, his thin lips parted slightly, and he said a word: "His name is Steven, he is my lover."

Every story has a cheesy but fateful beginning. Chris and Steven met in American high school. Steven was Chris's teacher. Because of a classroom conflict, the two became rivals who disliked each other. Falling in love, rivals become lovers after all.

However, love comes easily, but it is difficult to maintain it. Chris has a paranoid personality and a strong desire to control, while Steven is free-spirited. More importantly, Steven is not born curvy. In the twenty years before he met Chris, he only liked women. To him, Chris was just a part of his life. Accident.

After the initial sweet period, they began to quarrel, argue, and even fight.In order not to let Steven go out to fool around at night, Chris locked him at home, confiscated the keys, and cut off all Internet and communication. Steven couldn't stand Chris's behavior, making noise, insulting, and using all the dirty words he could think of, like a Crazy, just to annoy Chris, but Chris is unmoved. Steven went crazy. He fell on the ground and cried loudly, and even took out a knife and threatened Chris to die in front of him if he didn't let him go.

Chris was finally irritated, his heart was ashamed, he left a sentence of "I've had enough" and turned and walked out the door, the door was left open, if Steven wanted to leave, just leave.

However, things did not stop there.The next day, Steven was found dead downstairs in Chris's apartment. According to surveillance and forensic autopsy results, Steven jumped to his death. What Chris didn't expect was that the forensic doctor found that Steven was addicted to drugs and jumped very quickly. The main reason is that drug addiction attacks are unbearable and they commit suicide, or have hallucinations and accidentally step into the air.

Later, the police investigation also confirmed this point. There were no traces of fighting with others on Steven’s body or at the scene, and through the investigation of his social network, he did have the experience of taking drugs during his lifetime, and it lasted for half a year.

Chris had a breakdown. He had been with Steven for almost a year, and he didn't know when his lover became addicted to drugs.

Chris went back to the house he and Steven shared and found a "suicide note" that Steven had hidden between the two drawers of the bedside table. Let's call it a suicide note. In fact, it was just an unspeakable letter to Chris. Cut white.He said that he was designed to be addicted to drugs, and he dared not tell Chris that he tried his best to get rid of drug addiction, but he never succeeded. In the end, he chose to give up his lover and leave this world alone.

"You are very similar to Steven. When you don't smile, you feel melancholy like the whole world owes you money." Chris suddenly laughed, and this was the first time Ye Zhe'an saw him smile, although it was just a wry smile, "But you He doesn't like to laugh, but he always laughs."

"He is tall, taller than you, and taller than me. He looks very similar to you standing there. When drinking, he likes to hold the glass with his left hand. He doesn't swallow the wine immediately when he drinks it. You will turn your head when you put the cup on. When he is giving me a lecture, he will hold the pen tightly in his hand and circle the content he thinks is difficult for me. You will also, Even your voices are very similar."

"Miss Ye, I know I shouldn't think of you as him, but I miss him so much, I really... miss him so much."

Chris covered his face, his voice was choked, full of pain, "I regret it, why didn't I find out about his abnormality earlier, why didn't I love him harder, why...why didn't I find out until I lost it, I love him, I am willing to use my everything to love him.”

Ye Zhean, who had heard the whole story, asked him: "If he hadn't died and was tortured by drug addiction every day, and the drugs turned him into a devil, and you could only look at him and couldn't do anything, would you still love him forever?" him?"

"I will, I will, no matter what he becomes, I will always love him until the end of my life."

Ye Zhe'an laughed silently, laughing at Chris and himself. Chris said that he is like Steven, but in fact he is just like Chris, stupid and narrow-minded. He doesn't know how to love, doesn't know how to love, and thinks that he is the injured party and the tortured party. The result?

It is said that there is no medicine for regret in the world. For a lover who has passed away, medicine for regret is indeed useless, but if that person is still there, shouldn't he...should try to restore it before things get worse?

Once this idea arises, there is no cure.

Ye Zhe'an rushed day and night, finished the epilogue of the last topic of this semester assigned by the professor before mid-July, and got on the plane back to China.

"Mom, don't bring too many things. We'll be back in two days. I still have classes at school next Monday." Luo Yuan reminded his mother while packing his backpack.

"Mom knows." Luo's mother picked out two pieces of clothes that she often wears and stuffed them into her luggage, thought for a while, and stopped, "Why don't we take Nian Nian with you, you said Nian Nian was born for several months Your dad hasn't seen him yet, let's take it over and let him have a look."

"Mom, let's do it next time," Luo Yuan zipped up his backpack, "Firstly, Niannian is still young, so it's too troublesome to take him on the road, and secondly, we have a short time to go back. .”

Mother Luo sighed, "You're right, I didn't think carefully."

Luo Yuan grabbed his mother's hand and comforted him: "Mom, when Nian Nian grows up and becomes stronger, let's take him to see Dad, okay?"

Mother Luo nodded, "Is it safe to keep Nian Nian here?"

"Don't worry, I asked Chenchen to take two days off to stay here. With him and auntie here, everything will be fine."

After Luo Yuan finished speaking, Shen Siming called, "I will pick you up at [-] o'clock for the plane at [-]:[-] tomorrow morning, go to bed early at night, and don't be late."

"Wait," Luo Yuan said, "How do you know what time our plane leaves? Chenchen told you?"

"Yes, what's the problem?" Shen Siming took it for granted.

"You mean, you will go back with us tomorrow?"

"I just want to go back, let's go together." Shen Siming said.