dare to love

Chapter 31

After meeting with Xie Hengdong, Chen Wei's expression was obviously not as bright as before. He followed Su Shikang silently, and said nothing, as if there was something in his heart that he couldn't express.

But he stopped and went to a pharmacy.

Su Shikang followed him into the store without asking him, because Chen Wei seemed very difficult to speak at the moment.

Chen Wei is good-looking, and when he smiles, he is like a spring breeze, which makes people very comfortable. When he is not smiling, his temperament is in contrast. He looks very difficult to talk, and is very cold.

Of course, Su Shikang wasn't afraid of him like this, he just didn't want to talk to someone who had just broken up and met his ex.

Yes, Su Shikang sympathized with him.

"What kind of medicine to buy handsome?"

"Two bottles of alcohol, a bottle of iodophor, and MEBO gauze bandage cotton swabs..."

Su Shikang pulled his arm, and whispered: "You just moved the vegetable market to my house last time, are you planning to move the pharmacy to my house now?"

Chen Wei glared at him, and he told Su Shikang to shut up, who had been prudent all the way.

As soon as the two returned home, Chen Wei washed his hands and helped Su Shikang treat the wound. He only did things and didn't talk, and didn't give Su Shikang a chance to refuse.

The two sat on the bed, the electric fan was blowing in front of them, making a disturbing noise, Chen Wei lowered his head, and concentrated on disinfecting Su Shikang's wrist.

His movements are very light, very careful and gentle.

Su Shikang clenched his arms, trying to pull his hands away. He felt that Chen Wei made him itchy.

"Relax!"

Su Shikang looked at him: "The wounds are healed, it doesn't matter whether they are disinfected or not..."

He thought that Chen Wei would talk about him, but after hearing Chen Wei sighed, his slightly affectionate eyes looked at him calmly, "Did you treat yourself like this before?"

"..." Su Shikang felt his back go numb.

As for Chen Wei, he used to only know that Su Shikang was careless and careless. He didn't expect that Su Shikang could take care of everything in an orderly manner, but he was the only one who was not responsible.

He treated himself like a novice who knew nothing and was unwilling to learn.

Chen Wei felt uncomfortable, he looked at the opening, a layer of electric current rushed through the deepest part of his heart.

He didn't yet know what that slight throbbing was.

After applying the medicine, Chen Wei spread a layer of gauze on Su Shikang's wrist, and then glued it on with silk tape.

He was afraid that Su Shikang would be allergic to ordinary medical tape, so he bought silk tape.

When the tape was wrapped around his wrist, Chen Wei discovered that Su Shikang's wrist was very thin, and his five fingers could easily hold it.

But Chen Wei is an idiot, and Su Shikang is obviously stronger than him, and he is also better at fighting than him, yet he has the face to develop an idea of ​​wanting to protect others.

"It's bandaged."

Su Shikang withdrew his hand, the smell of medical iodophor could not cover the smell of wormwood on his body, "Thank you buddy."

He was a little uncomfortable, he was used to being a man since he was a child, and almost no one cared about him except his grandma, so every time he got hurt, he hid his wounds, no one would find his wounds, and no one would be so patient. Treat him to a small scar that he never takes notice of.

Besides, when the three of them were together before, Chen Wei would give him some of Xie Hengdong's attention, and help him as an ordinary friend, and treat him well. Putting it on him made him very uncomfortable.

Very, very uncomfortable.

Chen Wei's eyes are very warm, and his feelings are also very warm, which has not changed since the first meeting.

Su Shikang didn't dare to look him in the eyes, he just asked very easily, "What do you want for lunch?"

"dumpling."

After Chen Wei finished speaking, he regretted that he couldn't let Su Shikang, an injured person, cook for him. After thinking about it, he thought it was inappropriate, so he followed Su Shikang and wanted to do it with him.

"What are you doing here?"

"Let me do it."

"?"

Chen Wei said: "Your hand is injured, so I will do it."

"..." Su Shikang couldn't imagine what it would be like for Chen Wei to make dumplings and chop vegetables in a serious manner, so he shook his head, "No, no, I'll do it, it's not that delicate."

"Then I can always help you?"

Seeing that Chen Wei was serious, Su Shikang said, "That's fine."

-

The people here live differently from those in the city. No matter in terms of speaking style or eating habits, they go out early and return late, work hard, and even rarely buy dumpling wrappers and dried noodles in the market. .

Su Shikang lowered his head and patiently met his face, while Chen Wei leaned against the stove and looked at him.

His eyelashes are long and drooping down because he's so focused, and the tip of his nose has a bit of flour on it, looking...

very gentle.

Chen Wei found that the hands that were patiently making dough had already developed many calluses due to long-term labor.

After getting along with each other, I realized that Su Shikang, who in his impression from the first meeting would only fight and make trouble, has a bad temper, wild temper, and doesn't care what he does, actually has such a gentle side.

Chen Wei stretched out his hand, rashly trying to wipe off the white of Su Shikang's nose, but Su Shikang subconsciously avoided it.

"What are you doing?" Su Shikang was very vigilant.

"..."

Although Chen Wei is crooked, it doesn't affect his straightness. He doesn't know how intimate and abnormal his subconscious movements are.

It is true that he has just lost his love, but when he gets along with a person like this, his relationship will change somewhat.It's just that this change was not obvious at the beginning, and it was not noticed.

"You got flour on the tip of your nose, I'll wipe it off for you."

Su Shikang said: "It's okay, we'll wash it up after we're done."

Chen Wei withdrew his hand silently: "Alright."

Then he stood silently behind them and occasionally handed things to Su Shikang, beating them up.

But he didn't stay quiet for a few seconds, and started talking again.

"Su Shikang..."

"..."

Su Shikang didn't answer him, he concentrated on what he was doing, waiting for his next sentence.

He didn't wait long before Chen Wei's next sentence came.

"Look at you being so capable and good at fighting, not only will your girlfriend not have to worry about everything in the future, but also no one will dare to bully her. What kind of ideal type is this..."

"What's the matter?" Su Shikang intentionally joked with him, "I think it's a pity that my brother doesn't bend?"

"That's not true!" Chen Wei stroked his chin and thought about it seriously, "But if you are also gay... I found out that I was wrong before."

"What's wrong?"

"Attributes."

"?"

Chen Wei didn't realize how dangerous his problems and thoughts were at the moment: "I used to think that you should be a 1 like me, now look at it... I think it's exciting to be a 0 like you..."

Chen Wei thought about it, and swallowed his saliva strangely without even noticing it himself.

Because he damnably thought of something he shouldn't think of, he was trying to imagine Su Shikang lying under the body.

The broken hair on his forehead was intertwined with wet sweat, and there were also physiological tears that he couldn't restrain...

He used to think that it was impossible for Su Shikang to cry. Chen Wei had never seen Su Shikang cry, but it was impossible, and it was possible to think about it.

They are all adults now, and of course they will not be as pure as they used to be.However, Chen Wei hadn't realized how abnormal his state was at the moment, and Su Shikang slapped his back lightly, causing him to almost bite off his tongue.

"What's on your mind every day? Brother, I'm looking for a hot girl in the future, so I won't get along with you, a gay."

"Don't be so deadly, it hurts to slap your face."

Su Shikang didn't want to quarrel with this psychopath, and just went about his own business.

He didn't leave a few steps, Chen Wei leaned over again, insisting on talking to him.

"Thank you for rejecting Hengdong today?"

"Thank you?" Su Shikang's tone was flat, "We have come together for three years. In fact, whether you are together or not in the end, I don't want to have conflicts. You are both adults. You can't handle relationship problems like a child."

"Then why don't you call Hengdong over another day, and let's have a meal together?" Chen Wei leaned against the wall, his tone became more relaxed, "It really shouldn't go on like this, explain things clearly, it's good to be buddies."

"Are you planning to let go?"

"What should I do if I don't let go? I can't hang myself on this tree. In fact, I've already decided to let go since the night Hengdong said we broke up."

It's just that it takes time to forget, and it takes time to let go.Chen Wei will never force anyone who does not want to spend his life with him.

Those three years should be planted.

Su Shikang didn't say anything, whether Chen Wei let it go or not, he was not qualified to preach, because it was three years alone.

The dumplings are cooked and stuffed with beef.Chen Wei bought too much that day. Even though the neighbors gave some away, there was still a lot left. Su Shikang said that he would not eat badly, so he made beef, beef pie, and beef soup for him in different ways in the past two days. Beef noodles, beef fried rice...

Chen Wei felt that he was almost soaked in beef, and he was going to throw up after eating.

But he was still very moved. In order to reward Su Shikang who worked hard every day, he planned to learn to cook a little dish for Su Shikang, so as to share some of the hard work for him.

As a result, he was almost studying recipes in his room in the next few days, and rarely came out to make trouble.

Su Shikang often went out, and he had to come back at night when he went out. Chen Wei sometimes cooked noodles for him and Grandma Su, but not anymore.

So he learned how to cook, cooked some food for Grandma Su every day, and often helped her carry things, and went with her to water the vegetables in the vegetable garden to see the newly planted vegetables.

The old lady smiled and praised him, saying that Weiwei is capable and good at cooking, and he can be a teacher.

Chen Wei naturally took it to heart, he accepted the praise with a low-key smile on his face, but he was very embarrassed in his heart, wishing that Su Shikang would come back soon and let him show his hand.

The opportunity came soon.

That morning Su Shikang went out early again, and told him that if he didn't come back at night, he could cook some noodles at home to fill his stomach. Chen Wei obediently agreed, and had already made up his mind.

There were a lot of ingredients in the refrigerator, but Chen Wei thought that Su Shikang would eat spicy food, so he rode his bicycle to the market to buy a pack of peppers.

--------------------

The author has something to say:

大家晚上好呀，虽说谌维和谢衡东刚分手，他俩的初悸不该来那么快，但是这故事是围绕他俩写的，谌维对谢衡东的感情起承转合我不可能一一写仔细的，所以大家不用觉得感情线突兀哦～感谢在2021-11-2513:33:09~2021-11-2613:08:08期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels of the irrigation nutrient solution: 10 bottles of Qianerqian; 1 bottle for Wuzaike;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!