dare to love

Chapter 39

After the birthday phone call ended, the relationship between the two became cold again. Chen Wei considered that the National University of Defense Technology was strict, and when Su Shikang was not looking for him, he would not take the initiative to bother him if he had nothing particularly important to do.

However, the relationship between people is like this. No matter how close a friend is out of contact for a long time, even if the other party is not busy, he will not have the courage to click on the other party's chat box.

Even if one person is not busy, the other will wonder if he is busy?If I send him a message, will he be annoyed when he sees it?

Chen Wei has such a mentality.

In the past, Su Shikang said that he was cowardly, but he did not admit it, but now he really felt that he had become cowardly. He was thinking that they are good buddies, isn't it normal to chat and make voice calls?

Perhaps Su Shikang was too busy, causing Chen Wei's relationship to change when he thought that Su Shikang was his buddy.

He didn't think so, Su Shikang was not considered a brother at all, any brother would feel awkward talking and making phone calls every day.

Su Shikang didn't come back from the summer vacation that year after his freshman year, and he still went to other places for training. They also chatted, but they never chatted privately. Whenever they had time or topics, they would chat in the "Three Sisters" group. Even so, the three of them The number of chats between people is very few in a year.

One day Su Shikang might finally be free, and he found some foreign news topic, chatting with Xie Hengdong in the group, Chen Wei didn't answer after seeing it, and watched them chatting silently.

He felt that his sudden message at this time would spoil the atmosphere, and then he thought that he hadn't chatted with Su Shikang for half a year, so he was reluctant to participate.

But Su Shikang might be tired from chatting, so he lazily initiated the voice inside.

It was still summer vacation and he was about to enter his sophomore year. In the weather in September, he could still have a nasal voice.

Chen Wei thinks that he is also quite awesome, and he can still catch a cold in this weather.

When they were almost finished chatting, Su Shikang said, "Chen Wei isn't here? Brother finally pampered you two!"

Chen Wei replied coldly: "I'm listening."

Later Chen Wei bought cold medicine for Su Shikang without saying a word, and sent them to their school anonymously.

The three of them were not together, but the time passed quickly. In the winter of the last semester of the sophomore year, Su Shikang came back, but Chen Wei did not have time to see him. The 20 days of his vacation were all spent on the road and traveling. He took his grandma to the hospital for a follow-up visit.

Chen Wei figured it out, the chance of Su Shikang coming back from summer vacation is zero, but winter vacation is easier.

He also calculated the time they met in the second half of their lives, and the feeling was almost zero.

He felt a little distressed.

why?

Why is it so difficult to chat and meet face-to-face? !

After saying goodbye to the subway station in 18, it took two years.

During the summer vacation, the classmates who had worked hard together in No. [-] Middle School of the City all returned to Pengcheng River. After everyone returned, Rui Qiang called them who had a good time to go to the KTV Yehe after the college entrance examination.

Rui Qiang hasn't changed much, except that he is more handsome and mature. He found a blonde beauty while studying abroad, and brought her here today.

After being gilded in a foreign country, his self-cultivation and taste have also subtly become Westernized. Rui Qiang no longer likes to drink beer. He ordered a few bottles of expensive brandy and whiskey at KTV.

After drinking for three rounds, he pointed to Xie Hengdong and Lu Xiaoting who were sitting opposite, and said with a smile: "Unexpectedly, we have been separated for two years, and you two are still together. Looking at it like this, do you plan to get married after graduation? "

Xie Heng said: "I will consider getting married, but not now."

"We still have to work hard for a few more years. We can't get married with nothing. This is irresponsible to the other party."

"Hmm..." Rui Qiang looked at Chen Wei and made fun of him, "What about you, Chen Wei? Have you been back in the past two years?"

"..."

Rui Qiang saw that he didn't speak: "Isn't it? Did you fall in love? With a handsome little brother?"

"No."

After all, Rui Qiang was drunk, so he spoke a little carelessly and didn't think much about it.

"Look at Hengdong and Lu Xiaoting who have been together for two years, why are you still standing still? If you like it, go after it. You are not a coward. Could it be that you haven't met someone you like in the past two years? impossible……"

"..." Chen Wei was very quiet, he didn't touch the drink, and his heart was extremely complicated.

Did you not meet someone you like?

Chen Wei didn't think so, there was no vacancy in his heart at all, and there was always a complicated feeling filling it, which filled his heart very much.

When people go back to the old place, it is inevitable to be touched by the scene, and Chen Wei can't help but think of Su Shikang.

It was also in this place two years ago, Xie Hengdong promised Lu Xiaoting in front of him, and then he was brought home by Su Shikang.

The two months seemed to have changed their relationship.

It may be because of habit and dependence, it is no longer the pure brotherhood of the past.

Rui Qiang seemed to know what he was thinking, moved his big butt to his side and put his arms around his neck: "Oh, Shi Kang is not here, otherwise today will be much more lively... Hengdong will go up and sing two more songs, I am tired of singing." Then we should play the game."

Xia Huo silently sat beside Lu Xiaoting and watched, his eyelashes trembled unnaturally when he heard Su Shikang's name.

Su Shikang wasn't here, Xie Hengdong wasn't interested either. Thinking about how they went their separate ways after graduation, it would be fucking outrageous for him not to see Su Shikang for two years. When had they been separated for so long before?

Seeing that Xie Hengdong was not in the mood to sing, Rui Qiang ordered a few more glasses of wine to play games, signaling that he would not return tonight if he was not drunk.

He Lexuan said: "Shall we sleep on the street when we're drunk? Isn't it too dangerous for this girl to sleep on the street?"

Rui Qiang: "Hey! What are you afraid of? You are so tough, no one would dare to take advantage of you."

What they play is the turntable, which is very simple and ordinary. The pointer turns to whose turn it is, and then chooses truth or adventure.

Now that I've drunk and decided to tell the truth and take risks, I don't have to hide all the youthfulness and first taste of emotion in the past.

In the first stitch, the pointer turned to Chen Wei.

There is a rule in the game, if you don't choose truth or risk, you will be punished with three cups.

Chen Wei is allergic to alcohol, so he chose to tell the truth.

"Excuse me..." Rui Qiang cleared his throat, "May I ask how long it took you to get out of your first love?"

"..."

What stupid question?

The surrounding people all looked at Chen Wei, they were shocked because they didn't know that Chen Wei had a first love.

Chen Wei secretly scolded Rui Qiang for being an idiot, but on the surface he was calm, and he answered almost seriously.

"Should it be a summer vacation?"

Xie Hengdong also looked at him.

"I don't know what real giving up is, but at least I know that after a summer vacation, I don't feel so uncomfortable, and I can see everything."

Chen Wei thought of the two months he stayed at Su Shikang's house, the melon fields in midsummer night, and Shenzhou Lake where the lake and the sky were the same color.

"Then have you made any new progress in your relationship recently? For example, there was an affair..."

"Just one question, don't push yourself!" Chen Wei glared at Rui Qiang.

Rui Qiang raised his eyebrows and stopped talking.

The second game started, and the pointer turned to Xia You.

The question is nothing new, is it still those people you like?who do you like?Who did you fall in love with?Silly question for these idiots.

Xia You hesitated for a moment, and pondered for a while in Rui Qiang's sincere words.

Everyone looked at her and felt that her expression was a little heavy, the kind of expression that wanted to say something but didn't dare to say it.

Saying it is a relief that has been suppressed for a long time.

She drank, her face was flushed, and her voice was a little dull.

"I do have someone I like, but he's not here today, otherwise I can have a big adventure to confess my love." Xia You said, her voice trembling a little, "Xiao Ting is my best friend, she likes Xie Hengdong's time with me The time I liked him was about the same, but she was braver than me. After graduation, I chased after the person I dreamed of, but I didn't dare to say it, so I fell in love with him silently for two years, two years plus three years in high school, which is five years .”

She is different from Lu Xiaoting. Lu Xiaoting has the qualifications and good background. She can spend a lot of money for the person she likes. She is also very confident. She can say it freely when she likes someone, but she feels that she has nothing.

"..." Chen Wei felt inexplicably uncomfortable as he listened. Xia You hadn't said who it was, but he already had a feeling in his heart.

"I feel that he is far away from me. There are only a handful of opportunities for us to talk in the three years of high school, let alone now..."

"Who is it?" Rui Qiang asked.

Chen Wei picked up the whiskey next to him and took a sip while listening. No one around him knew he was allergic to alcohol, so no one stopped him.

Xia You felt that there was no point in concealing the matter now, so she blurted out: "Su Shikang."

Chen Wei's heart trembled inexplicably.

"Hey!" Rui Qiang thought nothing of it, "How dare you two sisters and sisters fall in love with two brothers? Come on, what are you afraid of? Su Shikang is single now, why not at this time?" when?"

"That's right." There was also a booing from the side, "Look at your girlfriend, if she is as timid as you, can she still catch up with Xie Hengdong? We have been together for two years, and you have been delayed for two years. How do you know that Su Shikang won't agree with you? If you delay, you will be robbed..."

"Yes……"

Everyone present said that Xia You was in love, but how could she not be considered in love?Who would silently have a crush on someone for five years.There is still long love in this world, but who would be willing to have this kind of silent love.

But liking Su Shikang is different from liking Xie Hengdong. Although they have similar experiences and lack of love since childhood, Xie Hengdong is the kind of gentle and eager to be cared for. Therefore, as long as you give, it is very easy to walk into his heart.

Su Shikang is different. He is always free and unrestrained, as if he needs nothing and lacks nothing. The outer shell is too hard, and weak people cannot break through the shell and enter his heart.

His youth was very dull, with almost no spring heart sprouting, it was difficult for him to like someone.

But everyone present didn't want Xia You to give it a try, including Xie Hengdong. He felt that Su Shikang should also find the right person, and live a normal and happy life from now on.From the current point of view, Xia You is the best candidate.

Except Chen Wei.

Chen Wei wondered if he was being selfish. When everyone was booing for a big adventure confession, his facial expression became stiff, and suddenly he couldn't even pretend.

"I said Xia You, you just lost twice, logically speaking you should choose twice, so this time you choose the big adventure, call Su Shikang, everyone said this is okay?"

He Lexuan raised her hand in agreement: "Yes!"

"..."

Suddenly her heart beat wildly, Xia You smiled stiffly, she picked up the phone hesitantly, clicked on WeChat and began to scroll slowly through the list column by column.

If you are not hesitant and nervous, then you can easily think of it. In fact, you don't need to search so hard at all, just search it.

There are a lot of people on the list, and I haven't seen that name for a long time, until the last person who read it got anxious and joked beside him.

"Have you never talked to Su Shikang once, have you been lying together for five years?"

"...No." Xia You said, "He probably doesn't like chatting with girls."

Chen Wei looked anxiously, he thought, did Su Shikang delete it for her?

It's a pity that Xia You found it as soon as this idea came up.

Rui Qiang: "I found it!"

"..."

Xia You clicked on Su Shikang's WeChat.

"Me, should I send a message?"

"Call him directly and tell him, otherwise what kind of adventure is it? Hahahahaha..."

Chen Wei swore that this was the first time he wished that Su Shikang would not be online and that his mobile phone would be confiscated.

But tonight the facts have been against him, Su Shikang answered the phone, but he answered the little girl's call quite quickly.

This was also the first time Chen Wei heard Su Shikang's voice after nearly a year.

"……Hey?"

The person on the phone sounded suspicious, but his tone was unexpectedly gentle.

"..." Xia You held the phone, unable to speak a word for a while.

Su Shikang thought she made a mistake, so he said "Hello" again.

"Speak!" Lu Xiaoting grabbed her hand and encouraged her with lips.

"I... Su Shikang, it's me... you, do you remember me?"

As soon as he said it, his voice was trembling.

"Remember, what's the matter?"

"I, I want to ask you, do you have a girlfriend?"

As soon as this statement came out, I did my best.

"..."

"No, I won't ask, I want to tell you, I...I like you..."

"Alas!"

As soon as this sentence was said, Rui Qiang took the lead in cheering. He closed his mouth and silently gave Xia You a thumbs up.

Xia You took two deep breaths, feeling relieved.

"I liked you when I was a freshman in high school, and it's been five years today, so I want to ask, do you have a girlfriend, because I want to try with you, if you don't want to agree now, then I will chase you... "

The girl was talking, and because of the alcohol, she started to cry: "I'm not afraid of chasing you for a long time, I suppressed this feeling for five years, it doesn't matter if you don't have time and don't want to fall in love, I'm willing to wait, lol Ting has been chasing for three years, who told me that I didn't work hard with her at the beginning, so it doesn't matter, if you don't agree, please give me a chance to pursue you."

"Su Shikang, I really like you."

"So give me a chance? I want to pursue you seriously..."

"..."

There was a long silence on the phone.

Everyone also held their breath, wanting to hear what the person on the phone would say.

In the end, Su Shikang lowered his voice, and said in a tone that only the two of them could hear: "Did you lose the game?"

"I..." Xia You sniffed, "I lost the game, but what I said is true."

"I didn't say what you said was false. If you don't play games today, don't you plan to tell it all the time?"

"...Mmm." Xia You felt a little comforted by Su Shikang's voice, because he found that Su Shikang was really gentle when talking to her like this.

"Xia You, you are so stupid."

Five years alone, how could Su Shikang and He De, how could he afford it.

"Yes...I'm stupid, I never knew I could be in love for so long...Su Shikang, I..."

"Xia You, let me tell you quietly..."

"..." Xia You put the microphone close to her ear.

She had already guessed what Su Shikang would tell her, and told her quietly that she didn't want her to be ugly if she was rejected in public.

He is actually very gentle and always takes care of the girl's face.

Su Shikang said: "I have failed you for five years, because I can't promise you now, I already have someone I like."

"Xia You, if possible, let's not be classmates, but good friends."

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The author has something to say:

Hmm... It means that Weiwei is very difficult. He has been guarding against these two best friends. He lost to Lu Xiaoting, and Xia You came again.