Chapter 73
Chapter 73
There is no follow-up about the two people's absenteeism. Wan Xiaoqian is the most typical "sword mouth bean curd heart", she didn't mention this matter again, and let the two go.
After the physics class in the afternoon, Huang Yang made too many mistakes, and the red pen ran out of gas after correcting the mistakes, so he turned around and borrowed it from Ruan Fangyu.
"Hoo—" He stared at the hand that was covered in bruises after two classes. "Mom, what's wrong with you? You've made so many mistakes that you're exhausted."
"I'm handicapped, you chopped off your hand." Ruan Fangyu sarcastically turned the tip of the pen to himself after writing the last inscription and handed it to him, saying casually: "I was crushed by the leg of the stool when I was picking things up."
"It's so miserable." Huang Yang pretended to bow to the scarred hand twice, secretly lifted his eyelids to glance at Zhang Xinghang who was lying on the table, covered his mouth with his hands, and lowered his voice. "What's wrong with my father?" In the past, when he turned around to talk small things to Ruan Fangyu, Zhang Xinghang would always participate, either to piss him off or to piss off Ruan Fangyu.
"It's raining this morning, so I'm a little uncomfortable."
"Would you like to go to the infirmary?"
"I'm fine, I don't have a fever, I drank hot water, and I have medicine when I get home at night."
"Oh." Huang Yang nodded, and turned back reassuringly. Halfway through the turn, he thought about something about "going home at night", and then turned back suspiciously. "Whose house are you going back to?"
Ruan Fangyu: "..."
"Turn back."
Zhang Xinghang was lying on the table, the noise around him was like waves, layers of noise in his ears, he couldn't hear it clearly, he just felt it was very noisy.These voices were born from the depths of the soul, like maggots attached to the bones, lingering.
Ruan Fangyu was worried when she heard his gradually heavy breathing.Hands reached under the table and grabbed his stiff fingers.
The sound of breathing stopped abruptly, Zhang Xinghang's eyes buried in his arms widened in horror, in the darkness...
"What's the matter with you?" Ruan Fangyu kneaded his stiff fingers down with her fingertips, moved them to the palms, felt the cold sweat in her hands, he finally became anxious. "Where do you feel uncomfortable, where does it hurt?"
The sound hit Zhang Xinghang's eardrums, breaking through the noisy barrier bit by bit——
Zhang Xinghang grabbed the hand subconsciously, and then released it consciously after his breathing became even.He straightened up and took his head out of his arms. "It's okay, nothing."
His face was frighteningly pale, almost blushing, his pupils turned downward, and his eyes fell on Ruan Fangyu's hands.
"Is it still hurting?"
Ruan Fangyu frowned. "Have you had a nightmare?"
"Yeah." Zhang Xinghang said half-truthfully, "I dreamed about something from my childhood." From the moment Ruan Fangyu confessed his affection for him, his spirit was tense, ecstatic and trying his best to restrain himself from pulling at both ends of his mind. Childhood scenes often appear in the movie, recalling being locked in a damp and dark basement, waiting for death in the dark for a long time...
Ruan Fangyu would not be happy when it comes to Zhang Xinghang's childhood.No matter which period of time this person's memory is, it seems that he can't come up with a detailed review.I have never heard him say "I am very happy".
Ruan Fangyu suddenly wanted to hear him say it once, and hesitated for a while. "Can you tell me something about your childhood?"
He wanted to know about Zhang Xinghang's past. Although it was not a good thing to uncover the deep wounds, the wounds that had never healed had been covered and covered, and they would only rot and stink.
"Hmm..." Zhang Xinghang pondered, as if he was considering prevarication or telling the truth.
Ruan Fangyu didn't want to hear him lie, this person would always make the lie more true than the truth, so he tapped to remind him. "I am your brother."
These words touched the emotions he had just calmed down again, Zhang Xinghang asked: "Is it just brother?"
Ruan Fangyu was choked by these words, inappropriately recalling the crazy words they said together when they hugged each other in the corridor in the morning, hot blood spread from the heart and burned to the face.
"Otherwise, do you want to let the whole school know in a big way? Forget it, Xinghang, we are all just students."
"Brother, how do you ensure that you only belong to me?" Zhang Xinghang didn't intend to make a scene known to everyone. He never cared about the thoughts of unimportant people, but he just wanted to declare his sovereignty and satisfy his paranoid possessive desire.
Ruan Fangyu didn't understand. "Who I belong to is determined by my own heart. Other than that, no one can interfere. I am a living person."
Zhang Xinghang's limbs were congested with blood, he didn't dare to look at him anymore, and looked away. "Don't say that, brother, I can't help but mark you for life."
He knew he was abnormal, so he shut his mouth firmly after saying this.
Both of them were quiet in the small desk room, and then the class bell rang, and the only sound of frolicking and talking around disappeared. Wu Minfeng stood on the podium, opened the ppt, the topic ended, and the class just started.
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Neither of them spoke to each other until school was over.The moving of tables and chairs and the rattling of papers mixed with wailing ended a tiring day.
The old yellow-headed melon was buried among the rushing students, holding the paper in his hand and pointing his feet.
"Ruan Fangyu, come with me."
Ruan Fangyu was packing her schoolbag when she saw Lao Huang "precariously" blocking the door, she slapped her shoulder casually and quickly followed out.
It's normal to be left behind by the teacher to talk after school, but every teacher has his own characteristics—Lao Huang can force him to abuse his heart, Wu Minfeng starts to abuse his body, and Wan Xiaoqian abuses his heart and body.
When Ruan Fangyu came back after being read by Lao Huang, the lights in the entire teaching building were turned off.He went down to the first floor, intending to go straight out of the carport. When he walked to the hall, a thought popped into his mind—whether Zhang Xinghang would be waiting for him in the classroom.
He looked back at the empty staircase, and although he felt that he was not that stupid, he still turned back.
The faint green light of the emergency exit barely illuminates the empty corridor, and the night outside the window is pitch black.Zhang Xinghang huddled in the corner, with his back against the wall, his eyes downcast, indifferently listening to his heart beating like thunder, and the footsteps on the stairs approached a little bit.
He finally raised his head and called out to the source of the sound in a low voice. "elder brother."
He actually waited at the door of the classroom.
"Are you stupid?" Ruan Fangyu was speechless. "What if I don't come back? Are you staying here all night?"
Zhang Xinghang didn't speak, just smiled very lightly.Of course he knew it was irrational to wait there.
At the age of 14, Lin Qiuping threw him on the street in order to chase the plane in Mocheng. He knew that he should chase after him, held on to his sleeves tightly, and cried, "Mom, don't go", so there is still a chance Not to be left behind, but he didn't.Textbook cases and various speeches by successful people encourage people to pursue bravely, but Xinghang just stays where he is day after day—abandoned when he is abandoned, picked up when he is picked up, and he stands silently in the same place waiting.
He has no fixed place to live, and Ruan Fangyu is his only connection with the current illusory "home".Zhang Xinghang didn't know if he was qualified to go back together after saying that sentence during the day.I can only wait in the same place in the most stupid way, and abandon him when I am abandoned, but those who want him will definitely come back to find him.
"Brother, can I go home with you?"
Ruan Fangyu was startled, choking in her throat full of complaints.
"Otherwise?" He pulled the strap of his schoolbag, turned around and walked back, and said casually, "Find a time, and move all your things there. Don't take too much. Our place is small and we can't fit it."
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