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Chapter 30 Hurt in Your Body, Pain in My Heart

When Ruan Menglu opened the door and came in, the doctor happened to be examining Sikong Yuru beside the hospital bed. Ruan Menglu took the opportunity to grab the doctor and asked a lot of detailed questions. After the doctor walked away, Ruan Menglu's eyes fell on Sikong Yuru's calf The plaster, although the doctor has repeatedly assured that there is no serious problem, but when seeing this situation with his own eyes, as the closest person to the other party, he is more or less worried.

"Does it still hurt? Is there any other injury that I didn't say?" Ruan Menglu bent her knees and gently brushed away a strand of hair that stuck to Sikong Yuru's cheek. She spoke in a calm tone, but her eyes couldn't hide her distress.

"It's just a small injury, it's okay." Sikong Yuru said it was okay, but her eyes began to turn red. How long has it been since she felt such tenderness from Ruan Menglu? Thinking of this, a sense of grievance welled up in her heart.

"In addition to all your medical expenses and unlimited sick leave, the company also has an insurance compensation." Ruan Menglu said to Sikong Yuru in a comforting tone.

These comforting words not only did not work, but even hurt Sikong Yuru's heart. They have been together for a while, but it is a pity that the woman she loves the most has never been able to understand her. In fact, she doesn't care about sick leave at all. Or compensation, what she needs more is the love and care of the other party.

The sadness in her heart was quickly reflected on her face. Sikong Yuru lowered her eyes with a gloomy expression. She didn't speak and refused to look at Ruan Menglu again. Seeing this situation, Ruan Menglu couldn't help becoming anxious, thinking that the other party was still angry with her. I didn't dare to speak anymore, I could only stand there like a log, even a little at a loss.

The two of them kept silent like this. Sikong Yuru glanced at Ruan Menglu who was standing beside the bed out of the corner of her eye. Feeling angry, he pretended not to care and said, "Don't worry about me, I'm really fine, you can go and do your work."

Ruan Menglu thought on her knees and knew that what Sikong Yuru said was angry. If she believed it, or thought that Sikong Yuru was such a considerate woman, if she just went about her business like this, this woman would not give her any more. With a good face, maybe from now on, the two of them will no longer have any other interaction except for business.

Ruan Menglu was not always so sullen, she put down the handbag hanging on her shoulder, then dragged a plastic chair placed in the corner of the room to the bed, and sat down comfortably like this, resting her hands On the edge of the bed, he lifted his chin with one hand, then tilted his head to look at Sikong Yuru.

Sikong Yuru saw that Ruan Menglu was not only not busy, but also sitting in a leisurely posture, so she couldn't help asking, "Are you still going?"

"Go? Go there?" Ruan Menglu showed an incomprehensible expression, thinking that Sikong Yuru asked a ridiculous question.

"There are still so many things waiting for you to deal with. I said I'm fine. Are you still going back to the company?" Sikong Yuru looked very serious. It seemed that she also attached great importance to the company's affairs. Just now Ruan Menglu thought that she He said this out of anger, but at this moment, he felt that she was sincerely urging her to leave.

"I just told Li Ling to help me deal with some important matters first, and the rest is not so urgent. Nothing urgent is as urgent as your injury. I will always be here with you." Ruan Menglu ignored Si Kongyu What is Ru's idea? She feels that she should stay. At this moment, she has to face up to a problem. She thinks that if she doesn't express herself positively, the Song Chengsi outside who is always courteous may really threaten her one day. Her position in Sikong Yuru's heart.

After hearing these words, Sikong Yuru lowered her head and said nothing, she really couldn't tell her true thoughts from her appearance alone, and her non-smiling face seemed a little unhappy, Ruan Menglu observed for a long time but scratched There was no result, and after thinking about it, I couldn't help feeling flustered, and kept asking myself what to do next.

It wasn't that Sikong Yuru didn't respond on purpose, what happened today made her feel very sudden, and she didn't know how to react for a while.

First of all, the ceiling on the top fell for no reason, and the meeting room was so big but it hit her, making her feel that she was so unlucky because of the bad luck of eight lifetimes, but it made her feel again the long-lost feeling. Heartbroken and tender, I wonder if this is a blessing in disguise?

Although Sikong Yuru was very happy in her heart, her expression was unwilling to cooperate. This situation made her face even more stiff, her head was in a mess, her tongue became clumsy, and even her body reactions felt worse than usual. Slightly dull.

No matter how quiet Ruan Menglu's personality is, there is a bottom line. Those carefully buried emotions and words that have been held back for a long time finally burst out at this moment.

She suddenly jumped up from the chair and sat on the edge of the bed, then stretched out her hands to hold Sikong Yuru's cheeks, and lifted up the face that had been kept at 45 degrees downwards, then looked straight into the other's eyes, with Half begging and half reproachful, he said, "Please don't torture me like this again, okay? If I do something wrong, I would rather you scold me, beat me, and yell at me than you are like now, my My parents have all gone back, and I am the only one left at home facing the TV and facing the big wall. Can’t you understand our situation? In order to protect our relationship, to protect you, I must do what others seem to be right These are all just to cover up our feelings that we can't openly and openly, don't you understand?"

Sikong Yuru looked at Ruan Menglu with somewhat startled eyes. She was a little slow to react now, but she listened to every word Ruan Menglu said. In fact, she also had the same thought. It's just that couples will inevitably have quarrels, and of course there will be times when they lose control of their emotions, and that's because they care too much about each other, so they will hurt each other.

Ruan Menglu saw that Sikong Yuru was still reacting in such an annoying way, she curled her lips, then stood up quickly, apparently planning to leave.

Seeing Ruan Menglu turning around angrily, Sikong Yuru stretched out her hand nervously to grab her. Because her body suddenly leaned forward and her feet couldn't move, she lost her balance all of a sudden. Sikong Yuru was about to roll over from the bed When she came down, fortunately Ruan Menglu had sharp eyesight and quick hands, and rushed forward to hug her at lightning speed, thus avoiding a small accident.

"If you get hurt again, I'll accompany you to lie on the hospital bed in the next room." Ruan Menglu hugged the frightened Sikong Yuru and said helplessly.

"I just want you not to leave." Sikong Yuru rested her chin on Ruan Menglu's shoulder, and the faint scent of Ruan Menglu's body lingered around her nose. Smelling this familiar scent, she suddenly felt much more at ease.

"I said that I won't leave, I will always be here with you, and I will pick you up when you are discharged from the hospital, so that it will be more convenient for me to take care of you." Ruan Menglu patted Sikong Yuru's back as she said, It's like coaxing a child.

"You said before that you need time to think about our relationship, how long do you have to think about it? Then our relationship..." Sikong Yuru sat up suddenly from Ruan Menglu's arms, then stared into Ruan Menglu's eyes and said these words, speaking There was anxiety in his tone, and his eyes looked a little innocent, as if he had been wronged a lot.

"Don't think about it, and I don't want to think about it. No matter what others say, I know my own needs very well. Even if I can't have you, I can't deny my feelings for you." Ruan Menglu met Sikong Yuru's eyes , her eyes were gentle and distressed, and she couldn't help but hold Sikong Yuru in her arms after she finished speaking.

For this so-called taboo love, they have all reached the point where their feet are deeply sunken, the more they struggle, the more they sink, and the slightest disturbance makes them fear and uneasy. After these days of calm thinking, Ruan Menglu Finally, I figured out the reason for the red light in the relationship. In addition to trusting each other, what is more important is good communication, because the lack of language expression will lead to misunderstandings. She decided to express herself more from now on. I hope this change Can help each other build a more sense of security.

"This afternoon, a colleague said that they saw you in the bar last night, and that you were intimate with someone..." Sikong Yuru pressed her cheek against Ruan Menglu's chest, and although she felt sweet in her heart, there was something she couldn't let go of. At this moment, the rumors about him were floating in her mind, trying to destroy her rarely getting better mood.

Ruan Menglu's first reaction after hearing the words was shock. It wasn't that she was scared because of doing something wrong, but because of these all-pervasive eighth men and eighth wives that made her timid. There have been few people she knew in the bar all this time. , where you can indulge and enjoy freedom to the fullest, but you never thought that you would be targeted last night, and the matter of drinking a few glasses of wine in the bar would also be dug out as today's tea time topic.

It was only when Sikong Yuru mentioned the bar that she remembered that she had an appointment with Leisha to have dinner tonight. Just now she received a call from Li Ling and a text message from Leisha, but she was in a panic at the time, so she didn't open the message. It was only when Ruan Menglu remembered this person that he called. She glanced at Sikong Yuru with some hesitation on her expression, but finally answered the call.

"An accident happened to an employee in the company. I'm still in the hospital. I'm afraid I won't be able to have dinner with you tonight. I'm really sorry. I'll make it up for you another day." Ruan Menglu rejected tonight's date with a few words, She didn't seem to have considered the other person's feelings. It is impossible for a caring person like Ruan Menglu to make such a mistake unless it was done deliberately.

Whenever Sikong Yuru is present, Ruan Menglu only avoids two people, one is Ma Chenghui and the other is Lei Sha. Judging by Ruan Menglu's tone of voice, Sikong Yuru thinks that the latter is more likely, so after careful analysis After reading the content of the conversation on the phone, she was sure that the two should have met last night, so the other person her colleague saw in the bar was actually Leisa.

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