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Chapter 61 You Don't Know I Love You

When Ruan Menglu was driving, she couldn't make up her mind up and down. After returning to the company, when the secretary handed over the ticket to her, she looked at the ticket and thought for a while, then said to the secretary: "Li Ling, please Please cancel my flight for me."

After hearing the words, the secretary couldn't help being stunned for a moment. Although he was surprised, he was not surprised. Every boss will go back and forth. Employees can never understand what the boss thinks, so they can only follow suit.

This was Ruan Menglu's final decision. After some consideration in her heart, she finally decided to stay. She really couldn't make up her mind to fly to the United States. She didn't want her mother to be disappointed with her. She flew over after her mood was relatively stable. She was glad that she had asked Sikong Yuru's address in New York before, otherwise there would be a sea of ​​people where to find her.

When Ruan's mother saw Ruan Menglu appearing in front of her as usual the next afternoon, the dark clouds in her heart were swept away. It seemed that her daughter at least put this mother in her eyes, and finally she did not feel disappointed.

In the next few days, Ruan's mother felt that something was wrong. She noticed that the smile on Ruan Menglu's face became less and less, and the time of silence increased. The whole person was like a walking dead. Breath, if this continues, what will this child look like?

Ruan's mother never expected that the comfort a mother wanted would sometimes be replaced by the happiness of her children. Ruan Menglu's premonition was very accurate, and it turned out to be her regret again that she didn't fly to New York in time.

A few days after Ruan Menglu canceled her flight, she received an email from Sikong Yuru, but she couldn't finish reading the letter because tears kept blurring her vision, and she only knew that everything made One result is that she has lost this love. Even though she fought for their love to the end, since the other party has chosen to surrender without fighting, what's the point of fighting alone?

When the other side of love is cut off, what is left is only a half hollow, and now Ruan Menglu is like a body without a soul. She can only commute to work like a robot every day. She goes to the hospital at noon to accompany her mother, and no one invites her. If she had to eat, she could go without eating for a day, and she would only get a faint response if she said anything to her, like a wind-up doll. Even the secretary Li Ling began to worry about the situation of her boss.

There is another person in the company who cares about Ruan Menglu very much. Lei Sha, although she used ruthless tricks to defeat her rival, she never thought that it would cause such a big blow to Ruan Menglu. Seeing Ruan Menglu getting haggard every day, she My heart is like being cut off piece by piece by a knife, I love her but can't replace that place in her heart.

The letter Sikong Yuru sent her was also accompanied by a resignation letter, but Ruan Menglu refused to accept the fact, and naturally she would not let the HR department know about it. No matter how many days or months, she decided to keep the position of director assistant until she Until the person you are looking forward to appears.

Time passed day by day, and Sikong Yuru had been away for a while. People in the company were naturally suspicious of this matter and expressed their speculations, but in fact only one person knew the ins and outs of the whole matter, and this person today I asked Ruan Menglu to have dinner together, and this meal was the first step in launching a pursuit offensive.

"Meng Lu, I don't think you should hide anything from me. After all, I am also one of the company's top management. There are some things you may not want to announce to the company, but you can choose to discuss them with me." Lei Sha sat down opposite Ruan Menglu, her expression Say this seriously.

Ruan Menglu looked absent-minded as soon as she sat down, but when Lei Sha brought up this topic, Ruan Menglu's distracted eyes immediately focused on Lei Sha's face for about a few seconds. Lei Sha thought that Ruan Menglu would confide in her, Unexpectedly, this woman suddenly returned to her usual expressionless expression, but she found that there seemed to be a melancholy in her eyes.

"Now we don't talk about business, just chat as friends, as long as I can help, I will definitely help, and if I can't, I can also be a listener. It's more comfortable to say anything, don't you think?" Lei While speaking, Sha slowly stretched out her hand to cover the back of Ruan Menglu's hand.

Ruan Menglu did not resist the physical contact with Lei Sha, she lowered her eyes and did not speak, but from her expression, it could be seen that she was thinking about Lei Sha's words.

"Is something wrong with Xiaoru? If you can't help her alone, I am willing to help. Although I haven't known her for a long time, as long as I can bring you back to a happy state, I can give her unconditionally." Any help from her." Seeing that Ruan Menglu didn't dislike the skin-to-skin contact, Lei Sha held her hand tightly.

At this time, Ruan Menglu finally reacted. She squirmed her hand slightly and did not take it out, but let Leisa continue to hold it. This behavior does not necessarily mean that she likes it. Maybe she thinks that she is a female friend, and this kind of touch It didn't bother me either, so I didn't move my hand away.

"It's not that I don't want to say it, it's just that there are some things I really don't know where to start." After Ruan Menglu finished speaking, she naturally pulled out the hand that was being held, and then stroked her forehead, looking very upset.

"Tell me, I have already dug out both ears before I plan to talk to you, so I can hold a lot of secrets." Leisa raised the corners of her mouth and said with a beautiful smile.

Ruan Menglu laughed unconsciously when she heard what Lei Sha said. Outsiders called Lei Sha the beauty of the iceberg, and there were even rumors that this woman was as heartless and indifferent as ice, but she felt that Lei Sha was also humorous. On the one hand, the feeling of getting along with her is quite relaxed and comfortable, and she has the ability to divert people's focus. Ruan Menglu remembered the few words she had asked her a few times before, which made her depressed mood slightly better.

"Do you know that women can also fall in love with women?" Ruan Menglu didn't know anything about Lei Sha, thinking that this woman, like ordinary women, would be unfamiliar with same-sex love.

When Lei Sha saw Ruan Menglu asking her such questions seriously, she felt amused in her heart, but she suppressed her smile and replied, "I know."

"Then can you accept it?" Ruan Menglu asked cautiously.

Leisa nodded with a natural expression and said, "Of course."

After listening to Lei Sha's answer, Ruan Menglu was still a little hesitant when she decided to tell the truth. At this moment, she still seemed to be struggling with the order of each paragraph.

Seeing Ruan Menglu's hesitation, Lei Sha said anxiously without waiting for Ruan Menglu to say, "You like women, right?"

Ruan Menglu was dumbfounded by Lei Sha's directness. She stared at Lei Sha dumbfounded, and couldn't react for a while, but Lei Sha had a very comfortable expression. She saw the woman in front of her stunned again and again, and ignored her. What would you think, and went on to say: "The relationship between you and Xiaoru is not as simple as the boss's subordinates. In fact, after I came to the company, I heard rumors about you everywhere, and you are almost half-disclosed." .”

Ruan Menglu's expression this time was even more surprised than before. She had heard about them in the office from Sikong Yuru, and she always thought it was no big deal. Anyway, she was used to being the heroine after dinner, but since Lian Gang Leisa who came to the company can be so sure of their relationship, which proves that rumors are no longer just rumors.

The company's rumors may have become a kind of poison, invading their peaceful life, no wonder Sikong Yuru occasionally showed a very wronged look, and she didn't realize until this moment that these right and wrong have actually deeply affected them Relationship.

Thinking of this, Ruan Menglu couldn't help sighing deeply. It seems that Sikong Yuru's departure was definitely not just a momentary anger. Under all the pressure, they chose to sacrifice their love when they thought that even Ruan Menglu could not save them.

Leisa's gaze stayed on Ruan Menglu's face, observing her every second of expression changes, it could be seen that Ruan Menglu was trying her best to suppress the pain in her heart, but the more they talked, the harder it was for Ruan Menglu to hide her pain. Weak, and finally said with a heart-wrenching tone: "So what if it's public or not? She has left me."

Leisa was not surprised to hear the news at all, but she had to pretend not to know, and with a little sympathy in her eyes, she said in a tone of regret: "Why is she willing to leave you and leave?"

"I also really want to ask her why." When Ruan Menglu said this, her eyes turned red, and Leisha suddenly felt very heartbroken when she saw it, and she had an urge to hug her.

"Is there really no way to contact this person again? Since she is so important to you, why don't you try to find her?" Leisa asked tentatively.

Ruan Menglu shook her head and said: "America is such a big place, where should I go to find her, besides, I can't leave now, if I say I have to leave for a few days, my mother will die, you say I What should we do now?"

During this period of time, Ruan Menglu kept all these sad things in her heart, she was almost sick from boredom, it was rare to have a trustworthy person who could listen to her, she wished she could express all the pain in her heart at this moment.

Leisa quietly looked at Ruan Menglu, who was frowning deeply. She felt a lot of feelings in her heart. She couldn't tell whether it was happiness or sadness, but she didn't feel any guilt for what she had done. In this era of the weak and the strong, Love is also a game of contention. Those who choose to be out are giving up opportunities. She doesn't think she is taking advantage of it.

Lei Sha closed her eyes as if thinking, opened her eyes after a while, and said to Ruan Menglu with a serious expression: "Since we know that she has gone to the United States, it will be easy to handle. If you can't leave, I can." Help, I will try to contact a friend who is an official in New York later, I believe that through him, I will be able to quickly find Xiaoru's whereabouts."

Lei Sha's words were like a ray of light in the darkness, making Ruan Menglu seem to see hope in despair, she raised her head with bright eyes, and asked in an unbelievable tone: "What did you say?" Is it true? This person can really help me find Xiaoru?"

Lei Sha looked at Ruan Menglu's expression that was cloudy and sunny for a while, and suddenly felt that the woman in front of her was as helpless as a child, and the love in her heart was unconsciously revealed from her eyes, but it was a pity that this woman couldn't feel it because she was upset. For her affection, her only response was eager eyes, waiting for Leisa to give her a confident answer.

"If there is action, there is hope. As soon as he notifies me, I will tell you as soon as possible." Lei Sha didn't dare to promise her, so she could only let her hold on to hope.

"Yes, where there is action, there is hope. After my mother's surgery, I will go to New York to meet your friend. No matter what, I must find this person." Hope was ignited in Ruan Menglu's heart again. With the assistance of one more person, there is more strength, she told herself, even if she went to the ends of the world, she would find this person out.

Leisa smiled on her face, but smiled wryly in her heart. She and Ruan Menglu have the same mentality but different positions. What she can do now is to plan and arrange step by step. If you can't get it now, it doesn't mean you won't get it forever. She said to herself that one day she would definitely take Sikong Yuru's place in Ruan Menglu's heart.