girlfriend lover

Chapter 65

When Lei Sha came out of the hospital restaurant, she happened to see Ruan's mother walking towards the door alone. Lei Sha wondered why this person had just arrived and then left. She thought that something must have happened, so she hurried to the ward to see Ruan Menglu.

When Lei Sha walked into the room, she saw Ruan Menglu standing in front of the window with her back to the door, looking at this thin and lonely figure, Lei Sha suddenly had the urge to hug her from behind, but this could only be a desire in her heart, In front of the person she likes, she appears more timid than anyone else.

"Meng Lu." Lei Sha walked behind Ruan Menglu and called her softly.

Lei Sha stood silently behind her, and waited for a long time before she saw Ruan Menglu turn around. Lei Sha looked at Ruan Menglu's beautiful face, and felt the deep sorrow and loss on the other side, she couldn't tell in her heart Although she doesn't have the courage to hug the person she loves, she can hold those slightly cold hands and give her warmth.

"Leisa, I decided to fly to the United States to find her tomorrow. I can't wait any longer. I don't want to have another regret in my life." Ruan Menglu said firmly.

Lei Sha looked at Ruan Menglu with complicated emotions. On the surface, she would always be on Ruan Menglu's side, but in fact she could not agree with everything Ruan Menglu did, especially supporting the person she liked to find another woman.

"In a country as big as the United States, how do you find her? What's the difference between you and looking for a needle in a haystack? You must have a plan when you do things, and you can't be so impulsive." What Leisa said was not completely unreasonable. How easy is it to find a missing person in a familiar place?

"I have her home address. I'll go see her family first. After all, she will keep in touch with her family. I believe I can find some clues from there." Ruan Menglu looked confident.

"You are not familiar with her family at all. They will never reveal the family's whereabouts to a stranger. Besides, if Xiaoru wants to hide from you, she will definitely not let you find her. A person who doesn't know how to cherish you, you Why bother to spend so much energy on her?" Leisa persuaded with a earnest attitude.

"Many things cannot be explained in a few words. I believe that even if she hides from me, it is because she loves me. In short, I must find her first. Nothing can stop my determination to find her." Ruan Menglu said with a very firm tone. She said, seeing the persistence in her eyes, Leisa knew that she couldn't change this person's mind.

On the same day, Ruan Menglu called her secretary to help her book a flight ticket. Because it was a holiday, many people took advantage of this time to travel abroad. The seats in the next few days were full, and the fastest flight could only be booked three days later. .

After calming down, Ruan Menglu felt that being too hasty was not a rational expression, so she decided to leave after a week and use this time to ask some people about Sikong Yuru. Song Chengsi who came back from the United States might also be able to help Busy, when a person has a clear decision, his thinking becomes more and more clear, and things are not as difficult as imagined.

On the night of the same day, Ruan Menglu parked the car near Sikong Yuru's previous apartment, then got out of the car and walked around the neighborhood alone, hoping to meet a miracle in this place. Although there is no chance of it happening, the more desperate she is The more people hold expectations, even if there is only a one in ten thousand possibility.

Counting it, their love has not been very smooth along the way, they have separated and reunited several times, but they firmly believe that they will never be separated from each other, so Sikong Yuru just sold the apartment not long ago, and the two originally planned to use this To make some investments with a sum of money, but unexpectedly after the two people's affairs were exposed, the storm continued to hit, the first step of the plan had not been implemented in time, and the people around them had already left.

Ruan Menglu walked and watched all the way, and the memories were replayed in front of her eyes like rewinding scenes. She suddenly couldn't accept that Sikong Yuru left her like this. What kind of reason made a person who loved her so ruthless? just walked away.

Crowds of people come and go, the bustling street lights are flickering, but her heart is like a lake of stagnant water, unable to stir up any waves. She walks aimlessly, and the further she walks, the more desperate she feels in her heart. If she can only stop breathing If she could make her heart no longer hurt, then she would rather end her life.

She thought she could numb her senses through a busy life, unless she worked hard all her life, she would feel even more heartache as soon as she stopped, and a feeling of sadness came from her heart, she couldn't help asking herself, how could this How long can the days of life last, and how long can such suffering be endured?

Ruan Menglu walked to the window of a store and stopped. She was attracted by a watch in the window display, and remembered the first time when she and Sikong Yuru went abroad for business. At that time, her love for her had sprouted. , I bought her an expensive watch on impulse. It was already two years ago, but when I think about it, it seems like yesterday. a broken heart.

Leisa spotted Ruan Menglu from not far away. For her, it was impossible for a sad and desperate person to go out shopping. She followed Ruan Menglu's footsteps with doubts, and suddenly saw this person again. Standing in front of a shop, staring at the window in a daze.

Lei Sha slowly approached Ruan Menglu and stood behind her for a long time, but unfortunately this person was so engrossed in looking at the things in the window that she didn't feel that Lei Sha was behind her for a long time.

After waiting for a long time, Lei Sha finally couldn't bear to step forward, lightly patted Ruan Menglu's shoulder and said, "Hey, Menglu, why are you here?"

Ruan Menglu came back to her senses after hearing the voice. When she turned her head and saw it was Lei Sha, she replied with a blank expression: "I have nothing to do, let's go out for a stroll and get some air."

"Have you eaten yet?" Leisa felt a sad aura exuding from her whole body, and she couldn't help but feel distressed for her.

Ruan Menglu couldn't remember if she had eaten, she almost forgot when she ate the last meal, Lei Sha didn't wait for her answer, she dragged her hand and walked towards the place where the restaurant was gathered.

Except for Sikong Yuru, Ruan Menglu hardly has the habit of holding hands with other girls to go shopping. Seeing her hand being tightly held by the other party, Ruan Menglu is very uncomfortable, she wants to pull it out but she can't make it too obvious After struggling for a long time, they finally came to the door of the restaurant. Lei Sha let go of Ruan Menglu's hand naturally, and the two let the restaurant waiter lead them to their seats one after the other.

It seemed that it had been a long time since the last meal, but Ruan Menglu didn't feel hungry at all. In order to entertain Lei Sha, she ordered any food at random, and then stared into the distance of the window in a daze.

Seeing that Ruan Menglu always seemed to be absent-minded, Lei Sha began to feel a little annoyed at her attitude, and then thought that she didn't care about her body so much, the anger in her heart soared instantly, and she taught her eyes with a reproachful tone. People said: "Why are you torturing yourself like this? Is a woman who abandons you worthy of letting you hurt your own body? Why don't you think about the feelings of those who care about you around you? You can't stand on my side Do you think about my position?"

Hearing Lei Sha utter a lot of complaints like a cannonball, Ruan Menglu looked away from a distance, turned her head to face the woman in front of her, and said with a little slow reaction: "What did you say?"

Seeing her reaction like this, Lei Sha couldn't help becoming agitated. She couldn't bear Ruan Menglu's continued treatment of her in this way. Although she was not a very active woman, she did so many things not for the sake of the people in front of her. If you don't reveal your heart in time, I'm afraid there will be another opponent sooner or later.

Thinking of this, Lei Sha didn't hesitate anymore. She took a deep breath and wanted to prepare herself to confess, but her heart beat faster and faster uncontrollably. This damn heartbeat made her suddenly very nervous. The courage she had raised up slowly declined again. Looking at Ruan Menglu's face, Lei Sha was speechless for a while.

"I feel very lonely these days. I didn't expect to feel so empty without someone around me." Ruan Menglu said these sentimental words in a light tone.

"Meng Lu..." Lei Sha looked at Ruan Menglu's exquisite face revealing a faint melancholy, her heart was stabbed like a needle.

"I'm sorry, you are so kind to me, but I keep making you worry about me. Well, let's not mention these sad things for now, let's enjoy our dinner time." Ruan Menglu's attitude changed drastically suddenly, Lei Sha knew her It was a forced feigned happiness in order not to spoil the fun, which actually made Leisa feel even more distressed.

"Lu..." Lei Sha called out softly again. It was the first time Ruan Menglu heard Lei Sha call her name in single characters, so she raised her head and looked at her. When she met the other's eyes, she was a little stunned. Neither knew how to react.

Lei Sha's face seemed to emit a faint and gentle light, and her eyes were full of affection. Ruan Menglu was not a little girl who had just entered the love scene. Everything seemed so obvious, so how could she not understand the other party's intentions.

Ruan Menglu deliberately avoided the hot gaze of the other party. Even so, she gradually felt uncomfortable. In order to prevent the embarrassing atmosphere from getting stronger, she decided to walk away with the excuse of going to the bathroom. Unexpectedly, Lei Sha's radar sensed her first. Before Ruan Menglu spoke, she took action, pressed the other's hand, and said with great courage: "Why don't you choose to let me be by your side?"

Although everything was within Ruan Menglu's expectations, she still couldn't help being very shocked when she heard the other party say it herself. She stared blankly at Lei Sha, and it was difficult to describe her mood at the moment. Her lips moved but she still couldn't help it. Make up your mind to say no.

"Lu, I really like you. I have never had such a strong feeling for a person. I promise I will never leave you. I am willing to stay by your side forever, as long as you are willing..."

Ruan Menglu could feel the urgency in Lei Sha's tone, if it wasn't for true love, she wouldn't have such a strong expression, but Ruan Menglu always regarded Lei Sha as a good friend, and she didn't even have any ambiguous feelings. Now she is not in the mood to want to be with anyone, facing the confession of the woman in front of her, she only responds with an apologetic expression.

In fact, Ruan Menglu doesn't need to speak too clearly. A smart woman like Lei Sha can understand the other party's intentions from subtle movements. Although Ruan Menglu's embarrassment made Lei Sha feel very hurt, she also expected that it might This is the result, so there is no expression of sadness. Instead, he cleverly avoids embarrassment and says: "It is very common for someone as outstanding as you to have one more admirer. I like you, but I know We'd be better off as friends."

Ruan Menglu looked at Lei Sha with grateful eyes, she didn't know what words to use to express her mood at the moment, even if she had thousands of words, she could only return a grateful look.

Lei Sha's attitude is very generous, which prevents Ruan Menglu from feeling uncomfortable spending the whole night together, and after this night, Lei Sha finally realizes one thing, things that don't belong to her, no matter how much money you spend Spirit and money are ultimately nothing.