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Chapter 70 Letting go is also a kind of love

After Ruan Menglu arrived at the hotel, she locked herself in the room. Song Chengsi was worried that she would do something stupid, so he kept sending her text messages through WeChat on his mobile phone, comforting her and preventing her from doing anything that would hurt herself. .

Ruan Menglu did want to relieve the pain in her chest with the pain of her body for a moment, but she is still a sensible person, knowing that it is meaningless to do such a thing, anyway, the person who hurt herself will not feel sorry for her anymore, and also The fact can't be changed, so it's better to reserve the energy to book a return ticket and leave this sad place as soon as possible.

Ruan Menglu and Song Chengsi appeared at the hotel counter to check out in the middle of the night as if fleeing, and then asked the hotel to help contact a taxi to the airport. In just one day, she took a few hours by car to meet the court A person who misses you, and then leaves this country with a bleeding heart.

Ruan Menglu was sitting by the window. She looked at the dark sky outside the window, and she couldn't help asking herself repeatedly, could she never have a happy love in this life?

The tears I held back finally fell one after another. Sometimes I really feel that the facts are too hurtful. No matter how capable a woman is or how well she does, she will never be able to replace the identity of a man. They all lost to men, and they all lost inexplicably, making people unconvinced.

Ruan Menglu's gaze stayed outside the window all the time, letting her tears fall freely. At this moment, she felt that it was unnecessary to even raise her hand to wipe her tears. She told herself repeatedly that it was time to let go and let it go. She opened the door of her heart, and she would rather be tortured by loneliness sometimes than let love carve a knife into her heart again.

When Ruan Menglu appeared in the office, Li Ling and others couldn't help panicking. Everyone had the same question in their hearts. They also said that Ruan Dong went to New York to visit relatives while on a business trip. This trip would take at least several months. Why? They only left for a few days before returning to the country. Song Chengsi, who was traveling with him, hadn't seen anyone yet, but their Dong Ruan appeared first, and the office returned to its usual serious atmosphere in a blink of an eye.

Lei Sha sat in a daze in her seat with a distraught look. She had been depressed since the day Ruan Menglu left. When she saw Ruan Menglu open the door and walk in, she thought it was her hallucination for a moment, until Ruan Menglu passed by her and said to her "Good morning", she finally believed that what she saw was real.

Ruan Menglu was dressed elegantly as usual, and her hair was neatly tied up. Although she seemed more haggard than before, the light makeup on her face made her look energetic.

Leisa's eyes never left Ruan Menglu. She was still questioning from just now. It was a little unbelievable that this person came back in such a short time. The task Ruan Menglu was about to perform was quite difficult. She was curious about the result, but never She couldn't tell whether she was happy or sad on Ruan Menglu's face.

Ruan Menglu ignored Lei Sha's face full of question marks, she pressed the internal extension and said to Li Ling: "During the few days I left, any documents that the company has to be signed need to be checked by me, and I will sort out one by the way. Report."

"What happened?" Lei Sha finally couldn't help standing up and walking to Ruan Menglu's side and asked, she vaguely felt that things were not optimistic, a person would only become numb when the pain was extreme, Ruan Menglu's The expressionless expression on her face perfectly explained her state at this time.

Ruan Menglu didn't seem to hear Lei Sha's words, and continued to look at the computer screen. Lei Sha waited for a long time and saw that she didn't respond, so she covered the computer in front of her. He glared at Leisa and said, "What are you doing? Didn't you see that I was working?"

"If you are so anxious to work, you will not suddenly fly to another country early, and you will not book a return ticket, and you will not come back suddenly without notice." Lei Sha is not afraid of Ruan Menglu's anger at all. The other party's tone Hit her more than the other side.

Ruan Menglu stood up, stared at Lei Sha sternly and said, "Are you trying to quarrel with me?"

"If you can vent your anger after scolding, then I'd be happy to quarrel with you." When Leisa said this, her eyes suddenly softened, and she couldn't hide her affectionate eyes.

A trace of surprise flashed across Ruan Menglu's face, but she quickly suppressed all her emotions and returned to a face as cold as frost. Those crystal clear and charming eyes had lost their original brilliance. Looking at her, Lei Sha suddenly felt very heartbroken, wondering how destructive it is, it can wipe out a person's emotions and desires from then on.

"I'm really busy, I don't have time to make trouble with you." Ruan Menglu went back to her seat and sat down, turned on the computer and continued her previous actions. Lei Sha wanted to say something, but Li Ling knocked on the door and walked in. Sha had no choice but to swallow back the words that came to the tip of her tongue, looked at Ruan Menglu with a helpless expression, and walked out.

Lei Sha happened to meet Song Chengsi when she was walking in the corridor, she didn't care about the situation, grabbed Song Chengsi and dragged him to the lounge on the left side of the corridor, then stuck her head out of the door, looked left and right before closing the door close.

As soon as Lei Sha turned around, she saw Song Chengsi's frightened look like a little rabbit. She felt cute for a moment, but she still held back her smile and said, "I thought you were resting, why did you come to the company again?"

"Ruan Dong has come in. I dare not come. I rushed over immediately after receiving the call in the morning." After Song Chengsi finished speaking, he suddenly took a few steps back, then covered his chest with his hands, and stared at Lei with a defensive expression. Sarah said, "What did you bring me here for?"

When Lei Sha saw Song Chengsi's sissy appearance, she showed a disgusted expression on her face. No matter whether the other party was trying to be funny or showing her true feelings, a proud woman like Lei Sha would feel that there were people who were afraid that she would take advantage of her, so she strode away. He went forward and grabbed Song Chengsi by the collar and said, "Old lady, if I want you, you are also blessed by your third life, but you don't have this kind of blessing. Now I want you to tell me honestly, Dong Ruan's trip to the United States will go to the end. What kind of blow did you encounter? Why did you suddenly become weird when you came back?"

Song Chengsi didn't know how to answer when he heard Lei Sha's words, and he didn't know whether the person involved would like to let people know about this kind of thing, but if he didn't say that the crazy woman in front of him seemed to swallow people, he would When he was still hesitating, Leisa said again: "If you are doing it for her own good, tell me, you see she hides everything in her heart, even if she doesn't die of depression for a day, she will be suffocated by her own thoughts die."

Song Chengsi looked at Lei Sha's concerned eyes and anxious expression, and thought that Ruan Menglu also needed friends at this time. Seeing that Lei Sha was the only person who cared about her the most and dared to approach her, he didn't hesitate much when he thought of this. Tell Leisha clearly what you have experienced.

Different people have different positions and moods. Although Lei Sha feels sorry for Ruan Menglu who has suffered such harm, she brings a glimmer of hope for her love. Since Sikong Yuru, a stupid woman, has given up on Ruan Menglu, she can take advantage of Ruan Menglu's situation. Attacking her when her feelings are most vulnerable, I believe that sooner or later Ruan Menglu will become her man.

A few days later, Ruan Menglu submitted Sikong Yuru's resignation letter to the personnel department. After the formalities were completed, it was confirmed that this person was no longer a member of the company. From the perspective of others, Ruan Menglu seemed to have returned to the previous situation and remained unchanged in her work. Her sincerity, and I never saw her depressed again, this is also the Ruan Dong that everyone was familiar with at first.

In everyone's eyes, Sikong Yuru's departure didn't seem to have any effect on Ruan Menglu. There were rumors that the two women, Sikong and Ruan, were engaged in an underground affair. Now that Sikong Yuru left, everyone stopped following this topic. The matter of these two people has also been forgotten.

One night a month after returning from New York, Ruan Menglu privately asked Song Chengsi to have dinner together. The two have become close friends since they went to the United States together and got to know each other better. Lovers are separated, rivals and ex-husbands have become good friends, sometimes many things happen that cannot be expected, it can only be said that this world is too crazy.

Human beings cannot control their fate, unfortunately it happens every day. For Ruan Menglu, at least she has truly loved, and she has worked hard to fight for it. If you really can’t get it, don’t force it. It’s really tiring to hold on to it. Sometimes Changing your mindset is the only way to be truly kind to yourself.