girlfriend lover

Chapter 73 Can Water Covering Be Collected?

Although everything was expected, when she actually heard the answer, Sikong Yuru's heart still felt very painful, and her eyes filled with tears unknowingly, but she was not reconciled to this ending in the end, at least Give her a reason to really give up, otherwise she won't let this love end like this.

"Why? Don't you love me anymore?" Sikong Yuru no longer cared about the eyes of the people around her, her tearful appearance made others feel pity for her.

"We have been on and off many times along the way, but I really feel tired. Our love can never see tomorrow. Although my family can accept my choice of relationship, your family has not yet formalized it. Accept, you may face many obstacles in the future, maybe one day you will have the idea of ​​wanting to get married, and I can't give you a love life like an ordinary person, besides, we all care too much about the eyes of others. Everything makes me feel very heavy, and it’s better to be friends than to be a lover.” Ruan Menglu’s tone of speech was very flat, and her tone of speech was not emotional, it seems that she has taken everything lightly and has made up her mind , even if there are nine cows, they can't pull back her changed heart.

A few months can actually make a person go through such a big change. Sikong Yuru only feels that fate has made people play tricks. The love they have worked hard for several times can only hang the sign of friendship in the end. The reason for breaking up is not because The lover chooses someone else, but because the lover is a woman of the same gender as himself.

This is such a sad and helpless fact, the feeling of depression envelops the whole heart, making Sikong Yuru feel that the whole heart is heavy and unspeakably uncomfortable.

"Do you still remember our agreement?" Sikong Yuru stared at Ruan Menglu with a pair of despairing eyes.

Ruan Menglu looked at Sikong Yuru's tearful eyes but couldn't answer for a long time. It wasn't that she had forgotten the promise, but that she was afraid that she would not be able to fulfill the promise. It was not as heavy as a light leaf, but Ruan Menglu couldn't bear to say such unfeeling words, so she had to use another way to explain her affection for Sikong Yuru.

"Of course I remember, we said..." Ruan Menglu paused and continued: "No matter what we will become in the future, we will grow old together. You are my forever... best friend."

When Sikong Yuru heard this, tears fell down the corners of her eyes uncontrollably. Ruan Menglu replaced the word "lover" with "girlfriend". Maybe everything is really irreversible. Sikong Yuru hopes that time will If she could turn back the clock and let her return to the day when she changed her destiny, then life would not leave this regret.

Sikong Yuru and Ruan Menglu flew back to the United States the second day after they separated. She refused to take any of the things at home. She said that since they are best friends, they should keep in touch and come here for vacation when the day is off. It is emphasized that it will be a long time to live, so Ruan Menglu is not allowed to move her things at will.

Although Ruan Menglu was dubious about Sikong Yuru's words, she still agreed to her request. Speaking of which, she was still a bit selfish. If half of the things her eyes saw every day were taken away, the room would definitely become empty at once, which would make the lonely People become more empty, she may be willing to let go of someone but she is reluctant to lose the memories they had, this kind of contradictory mentality sometimes makes Ruan Menglu feel entangled.

Since that day, Sikong Yuru has been in frequent contact with Ruan Menglu. For Ruan Menglu, the feeling of changing from a lover to a friend has not changed much. Sometimes she can't tell clearly. Have you lost the habit of a friend, or still maintained the habit of a lover?

Song Chengsi learned to be a good man at home in preparation for his marriage. Recently, he often learns to cook at home, and Ruan Menglu, who is a good friend and cooks well, naturally cannot escape the fate of being a white mouse. Ruan Menglu often found excuses to avoid the weak dishes, but she never thought that when Song Chengsi had an advantage, she would ask Peipei to invite her. Ruan Menglu couldn't bear to refuse the invitation for the first time, so she had to Change to a more positive attitude to attend, as if you are going to join in the fun, it is better than staying at home alone.

When Song Chengsi was showing his skills in the kitchen, Peipei and Ruan Menglu were sitting in the living room chatting. Somebody mentioned the United States, and the topic gradually turned to Sikong Yuru. Ruan Menglu would avoid discussing it before. This person, but now she can say her name openly. Peipei is very sensitive to this change in her, and although she is curious, she still asks cautiously: "Are you still in touch?"

"Well, we have been in frequent contact recently." Ruan Menglu replied naturally.

"Oh, that's a good thing, why don't you make an appointment to meet up, you go over or she comes over, it's not bad as a vacation." Pepe's suggestion sounds obviously ulterior motives.

Ruan Menglu pursed her lips and smiled, feeling grateful to this good confidant in front of her who has been silently supporting them, but some things are not as easy as others think, and not many people can understand their situation, so for Pepe's suggestion , Ruan Menglu just responded in a light tone: "Everyone is very busy, we don't see each other whenever we want, and her current job makes it impossible for her, but she came back not long ago, and after meeting me for dinner, He flew back in a hurry the next day."

"Xiao Ru came back?" Peipei said with a surprised expression.

Ruan Menglu nodded, she had expected that Pepe would react like this, but she didn't want to reveal more about the plot that happened occasionally, so she deliberately said lightly: "Well, I came here specially to pick up some important things and left. "

Peipei looked at Ruan Menglu suspiciously. The reason seemed far-fetched. She came back to pick up something important after leaving for more than half a year. Even if it was true, she did not believe that Sikong Yuru was doing it for such a reason. When she came back, whether Ruan Menglu really didn't know or was just pretending to be confused, she should know Xiaoru's feelings for her better than anyone else.

"I said when are you going to get back together?" Pepe asked straightforwardly. To be honest, she couldn't stand the fact that they had been tossing each other all the time. They didn't think it mattered, but those who cared about them seemed to be abused.

"We are good friends for life." Ruan Menglu said it naturally, but Peipei heard it harshly. Ruan Menglu's "good friend" is simply a misnomer!

"Please, you are not deceiving me, you are deceiving yourself." Under the excitement, Peipei forgot that she was talking to the proprietress. Luckily, Ruan Menglu is not that old-fashioned person. After work, everyone has the same status. , so wouldn't mind the staff talking to her in that tone.

"I don't deny that we were once in love, but after going through so many things, we finally found our own way of getting along. I think being friends is more suitable than being lovers." Ruan Menglu ignored Pepe's emotions How excited, I responded with a very calm attitude.

"You have overcome all difficulties and finally overcome all obstacles. Now you say that it is more suitable to be friends. If this is the case, why did you choose to be together in the first place?" After the problem was solved, they chose to separate. Which school's fallacy is this?Pepe felt that she couldn't understand it with her ordinary IQ.

"I don't know if I haven't tried it. In the end, the fate is arranged in this way. I can only accept it." Ruan Menglu responded with a still calm tone and a blank expression.

"Meng Lu, you've changed." Peipei sighed and then continued: "You are no longer the Ruan Dong I knew, nor the Lulu who stayed with Xiaoru to give her strength and protect her. "

What Peipei said made Ruan Menglu suddenly have a deep feeling. It turned out that not only did she feel that she had become a stranger, but even others found that she was no longer the former self.

"What's going on between you guys? Meng Lu, tell me what happened, and listen to my opinion after you're done, okay?" Although they were two women of the same gender, they were seen by Pepe The most beautiful couple, Pepe felt sorry from the bottom of her heart when she heard the news that the two had ended their relationship.

After listening to Peipei's suggestion, Ruan Menglu still felt hesitant. She looked at the other person's face and thought about it for a long time, and finally told the content of the conversation that day in detail. , she couldn't wait to express her opinion and said: "You don't need to make your love public. David's identity is just hidden from the public. Aren't you a pair of so-called girlfriends and lovers?"

"Girlfriend lover?" Ruan Menglu murmured these four words, thinking that this sentence was very interesting.

Seeing that Ruan Menglu seemed to have listened to her words, Peipei hurriedly added a few more words to her: "From the standpoint of a bystander, Xiaoru really loves you very much, even if I love you So much about Song is not as good as one tenth of Xiaoru's love for you. If you still love her, please cherish her. No one dares to guarantee that there will be no tomorrow for a relationship, but at least you can work hard to create tomorrow .”

It's not that Ruan Menglu didn't understand what Peipei said, but because she was afraid of being hurt again, she deliberately ignored the real voice in her heart and lied to herself that she liked the life alone now, but she didn't really let go of that relationship. Everyone knows better.

"Pepe, you are also a Christian. I heard that it is written in the Bible that God does not like homosexuality, so how can Xiaoru accept being with me?" Ruan Menglu has always been concerned about this matter, which is also a root in her heart. Thorn, religion will cause two people's views on love to conflict, and she feels that it is necessary to understand this before deciding whether to take action.

Pepe lowered her head and put one hand on her chin. After thinking about it for a moment, she suddenly raised her head and looked directly into Ruan Menglu's eyes and said, "I was also confused about this argument. The Old Testament of the Bible does say that men cannot be with men. Fellowship, but the Ten Commandments of the Old Testament also say that you should keep the Sabbath and do not work on this day, but today there are still many people who go to work on Sunday, so should we condemn these people? If the hospital and the police station are both If you don’t go to work, people who have accidents or get sick can only wait to die, and thieves can’t call the police when they come to your door. Should people resolutely obey the commandments? Or should they perform tasks according to the situation? Do you still understand me when I say this? "

Although Ruan Menglu is not familiar with the content of the Bible, after listening to Pepe’s analysis, she believes that with the change of generations, those old views or laws must be changed to match the footsteps of the new generation, and people should not follow blindly It is not a way of saying, but you should think rationally and look at everything from the perspective of a wise man.

Before accusing a behavior of being right or wrong, you should actually weigh the interests brought about by the behavior. People who blindly follow the crowd to attack have actually committed the crime of judgment. When you point a finger at others When the time comes, the four fingers are actually pointing at him.

"Go, go and chase your goddess back. We want to ask you two to be my bridesmaids in our wedding." After Peipei finished speaking, a happy smile rose from the corner of her mouth, and Ruan Menglu's heart warmed up when she saw it , Seeing other people's happy appearance reminded her of those memories unconsciously. Some things might really have no way to start over, but they could choose to start over.

When Pepe was about to say something again, the man in the kitchen started to send out a distress call. Pepe jumped up from the sofa immediately after hearing it, and rushed to the kitchen with a determined goal.

Ruan Menglu also followed after seeing this, and when she walked to the entrance of the kitchen, she couldn't help but stop and watch a warm picture, saying that it just so happened that the person she was thinking of sent her a private message through WeChat at this time, Then I sent her a photo.

Looking at the woman with crooked and smiling eyes in the photo, Ruan Menglu made a decision in her heart, so she wrote back to the other party without hesitation: "Honey, I miss you, and I decided to arrange a time to visit you next week, after the flight time I'll let you know again, if you don't dare to pick up the plane, I'll publish your ugly photos!"

When Sikong Yuru, who couldn't sleep in the early morning, opened this private message, she read the content once and thought it was a hallucination caused by her day and night thoughts, but after reading the content again and again, she became more energetic , immediately sat up from the bed, pressed two thumbs on the phone screen for a long time, wrote and deleted a few lines, deleted and wrote again, repeated the same action several times, but finally replied with two sentences: " Waiting at the airport, risk your life to accompany the gentleman."