love too early

Chapter 32

I didn't answer, and Shen Nanyu didn't seem to need my answer either.

The moment the Ferris wheel reached its highest point, his kiss fell down, like a soft feather, touching my lips very lightly.When I subconsciously wanted to avoid it, one hand held the butterfly bone on my back to stop my movement, and then the other hand covered my eyes, and I heard Shen Nanyu's soft voice: "Don't hide."

So I closed my eyes in the dark and felt his soft lips kissing me cautiously, like a butterfly kissing the first petal in the morning, his movements were raw and green, as if he didn't know what to do next except touch.

The innocence made people suspect that this was the first time he kissed someone.

However, it was this kind of intimacy without distracting thoughts that melted somewhere in my heart unconsciously. Although I couldn't see Shen Nanyu's expression, I could hear his fiery emotion from his sudden faster heartbeat.

Time slowed down at this moment, Shen Nanyu unconsciously grasped the hand on my back, pressed me into his arms, and then tentatively bit me lightly as if he suddenly thought of how to kiss. lips.

"Um……"

I accidentally let out a soft hum, as if suddenly irritating him, the next second, his hand slowly moved down, holding my waist through the thin fabric, and then tried to lick and bite more boldly.

Still pure and jerky, with a bit of recklessness, bit my lips a few times, then gently sucked my lips, comforting and stroking with moist and hot lips and tongue.I was itchy and numb from his random movements, I opened my lips slightly unconsciously, and raised my head to accept his kiss.

I don't know when, Shen Nanyu took away the hand covering my eyes, I opened my eyes, and met his warm and moist eyes.

"How could anyone not cherish you..." He stroked my face and whispered.

Numerous Kongming lanterns are still floating in the night sky, and the Ferris wheel crosses the apex and slowly enters a new reincarnation.

I saw the water in my eyes from the reflection in the glass, and I didn't know if it was because of the pain or something else.

Shen Nanyu hugged me, lowered his head and buried his face in the hollow of my shoulder, took a deep breath, and said, "Will you be with me?"

"Shen Nanyu..."

"Please," he said, "don't refuse me."

Together... At this moment, the first thing I think of is not Fu Zhiheng, because I know that the relationship between the two of us is not enough to bind each other. I only think of Shen Nanyu. I don't know much about him. Can some short-term goodwill really start a new relationship?

As if guessing what I was hesitating, Shen Nanyu said in a low voice: "For so many years, have you ever thought about leaving your original life and trying some other possibilities? Even if you treat me as an occasional dessert for a change of taste, I don't mind."

He put himself in such a low profile, which made me feel confused, "Why..."

"Because I like you." He said, "You didn't refuse me to kiss you, can I understand that you are willing to try with me?"

I really didn't refuse him to kiss me, even if the kiss wasn't comfortable, I didn't push him away either.

This kind of connivance became a handle in his hands, and I suddenly understood those children who are so proud of themselves.

"If you don't speak, you are acquiescing." Shen Nanyu lifted my chin and kissed me lightly again.

His eyes had long lost their usual indifference and calmness, and had become foggy, shrouded in ambiguous affection.

The ferris wheel gradually approached the ground. I thought for a long time in a daze, and finally decided to follow my instinct. I tried to raise my arms back to hug Shen Nanyu, grabbed his shirt lightly, and said, "I can't make any promises to you." .”

"I know."

"If you've done something to make me uncomfortable, or if I've had enough and want to separate..."

"I'll listen to you." Shen Nanyu showed a faint smile, seemingly got what he wanted, but seemed to be lost and sad, "I don't want anything else except you."

The Ferris wheel stopped, he took my hand and didn't speak any more.

When we came, we were full of enthusiasm, but on the way back, the two of us fell into silence.I was thinking about why I made such a deviant decision on impulse. My life was obviously stable and peaceful, but now there is a faint tendency to derail.And what Shen Nanyu was thinking, I don't know.

The only thing that is certain is that he is still nervous, blushes when he looks at me, and squeezes my palm unconsciously when holding hands.

Among the many people I have met, Shen Nanyu is undoubtedly the most special, he has a face worthy of being surrounded by countless people, he has a smarter mind than most people, and he is indifferent to everyone and everything Alienated, but he told me that he likes me bluntly and warmly again and again, but if he is brave and resourceful, he is so innocent that he can't even kiss.

Thinking of this, I was suddenly relieved. It is not surprising that such a person would attract me.

If one day I want to release my repressed rebellion, then Shen Nanyu is the most suitable choice.

He sent me downstairs, hugged me again, and said softly, "I'm very happy today. Thank you."

I put my hand on his back and said nothing.

After a long time, he reluctantly let me go and said, "Go back. Rest early."

"Well," I smiled at him, "you too."

I should have been touched, but it seems not.

Shen Nanyu left.I leaned in the elevator and stared blankly at myself in the opposite mirror.

Holding hands, hugging, kissing... what can these represent.It means nothing.

After trying Fu Zhiheng's intimacy and Shen Nanyu's, I feel more and more that all intimacy is just a way to relieve loneliness and please myself.Accepting it when you want it and rejecting it when you don't want it may be the easiest way to make yourself relaxed and happy.

Fu Zhiheng hasn't come home yet, I'm a little tired, I took a bath first, then lay on the sofa and watched TV.

After a busy day, I went out to play with Shen Nanyu at night, and I didn't have the energy to think about anything else.Swiping my phone in boredom, I happened to see a rabbit lying on the chat bar, and I suddenly remembered that he didn't seem to bother me for a while.

Is it too busy at the beginning of school, or did I encounter some unbearable setbacks at Shen Nanyu...

From Shen Nanyu's attitude towards Fu Zhiheng, one can probably imagine what he looks like to people he doesn't like.

Fu Zhiheng will not be hurt if he is heartless, but the rabbit is different. He likes Shen Nanyu so much, so he might be hit hard.

My sympathy is limited, so I skipped it after thinking about it.It's good for the rabbit to stop, so he won't be reckless and do strange things.

Ding.The phone rang, it was news from Shen Nanyu.

He sent me a photo of the night sky at the amusement park tonight.The full moon hangs high in the distance, countless Kongming lanterns are rising nearby, and there are a few scattered stars dotted in the dark night.

"I will remember the moon tonight." Shen Nanyu said.

I saved the photo, no reply.

There was the sound of the door opening in the living room, I looked up and saw that Fu Zhiheng had returned.

He probably didn't expect that I was still watching TV, saw me stunned for a moment, and then smiled on his face: "Are you waiting for me, baby?"

I hummed without denying it.

Fu Zhiheng casually threw his coat on the sofa, came over and squatted in front of me, held my face in his hands, and said, "Go to bed first if you're sleepy, I'll take a shower right away."

I shook my head, "Not sleepy."

He said today that he did not smoke or drink alcohol, and his body was clean without any unpleasant smell of perfume, exactly the same as when I saw him in the afternoon.

Thinking of the afternoon, I smiled at him and said, "The cake is delicious."

Fu Zhiheng instantly bent his eyes, kissed me heavily on the face, and said, "It's just as long as you like it."

He went to take a shower, I turned off the TV and prepared to go to bed early, I picked up the jacket that was scattered on the sofa, and a piece of paper folded into small squares fell out of it, I picked it up and opened it, it was full of messy sketches. Watching is the product of distraction and laziness during meetings.

Fu Zhiheng is a student of architecture, but the things drawn on the picture look like jewelry. After looking at it for a long time, I can barely see that he wants to draw a wedding ring, because my name is written everywhere on the paper, and there are two little ones in the corner. of English words.

—Marryme.

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