love too early

Chapter 72

Lust for flesh and lust is not a good thing. ——I was lying on the bed at three o'clock in the morning, looking at the ceiling absent-mindedly, thinking to myself.

During this period of time, Fu Zhiheng was forced to abstain from sexual intercourse, and finally got my permission. He wished he could vent all the energy he had accumulated for half a month on me.

I was tossed until I almost collapsed, but he was indifferent and refused to let me go no matter what.

I guess he must have some shameful thoughts - as long as I can't stand it anymore, not only he can't touch me, but Shen Nanyu can't touch me for a while.

I looked down and saw that Fu Zhiheng was standing at the end of the bed with his upper body naked drinking water. As he swallowed with his head up, a few drops of sweat rolled down his Adam's apple, forming faint water marks on his muscular chest, which became more intense under the dim light. It seems ambiguous.

I retracted my gaze, closed my eyes tiredly, and felt someone holding my knee and gently stroking it while I was half asleep, and then I pressed two warm lips against it, and murmured in a low voice: "It's blue..."

Who is to blame for turning green... Before falling into a coma, I complained silently in my heart.

Early the next morning, Zhou Hang called Fu Zhiheng and me to wake him up. He said with great vigor that the plane and the hotel were ready, and Fu Zhiheng and I were welcome to arrive at any time.I didn't get enough sleep and got up very angry. I pulled up the quilt and covered my head irritably. Fu Zhiheng lowered his voice while comforting me, resisting the urge to curse, and said to Zhou Hang on the phone: "You are fine, what kind of eunuch are you? Xiaolu is here to have fun, not to visit Weibo privately."

The two argued back and forth a few times, and Fu Zhiheng told Zhou Hang that there was a friend of mine who was traveling with me this time.

"Have you made new friends when you were young?" Zhou Hang's loud voice came into my ears through the quilt, "Good thing, I've never seen him take the initiative to make friends."

Knowing that the so-called "new friend" was the principal violinist of the University A Orchestra he had seen, Zhou Hang let out a long cry, and suddenly realized: "Xiao Shen, no wonder."

"No wonder what?" Fu Zhiheng's tone was obviously unhappy.

"It's so good, no wonder it catches Xiao's eyes." Zhou Hang said.

Fu Zhiheng snorted, and asked: "Are there enough hotel rooms? Remember to arrange a separate room for him, and Xiaolu and I will live in one."

"It's up to you," Zhou Hang said dissatisfied, "I'm not stingy enough to let you share a room."

After making a phone call, Fu Zhiheng lost all sleepiness and muttered something to himself, I couldn't catch it, most likely he was complaining about old man Zhou Hang's work and rest, disturbing people's sleep early in the morning.After complaining, he pulled down my quilt, tucked the corner of the quilt, and said softly, "It's not good to sleep with your head covered."

I hummed perfunctorily and ignored him.

I didn't get up, and Fu Zhiheng didn't dare to make too much noise, so he could only lie down and continue to sleep with me.

There was always his rustling voice beside me, I couldn't sleep well, and I didn't know how long time had passed while I was half asleep and half awake. I slowly recalled the conversation between Zhou Hang and Fu Zhiheng just now in my mind, shook my head dreamily, and muttered Muttered: "No..."

Fu Zhiheng heard it, leaned close to me and asked softly, "It's not what?"

"It's not because Nanyu is excellent..." I replied vaguely, "It's because..."

Because... I got stuck again when I got to my mouth.

After a long silence, I almost fell asleep again, and heard Fu Zhiheng ask in a daze, "Because you like him?"

like?I shook my head and said slowly, "No."

Fu Zhiheng was obviously relieved, as if as long as it wasn't this answer, anything else would be fine.

"It's okay, it's not important." He touched the top of my hair, "Go to sleep, baby."

But I still thought that I was in a dream, and I was talking in my sleep: "I seem to have never been liked so much by others... How could anyone be willing to give everything they have to another person..."

Not even all, Shen Nanyu often makes me feel that even if I want something he doesn't have, he will definitely try his best to satisfy me.

I think that he can freely talk about a pure and romantic campus love, but he leaves the power of life and death in my hands who will not give him love, or even promise him, brave and firm, like a moth fire.

Can one really give that much for a relationship with no future?

I do not know.

Beside quiet for a long time.Just when I thought I had fallen asleep, I heard Fu Zhiheng's voice again.

He smiled lightly and said, "It turns out that I lost here."

"If you miss it, you will miss it," a warm hand gently stroked my cheek, "Is it Xiaolu?"

"I didn't chase you when you were 17, so when you're 27, I'm going to watch someone move you with love that I didn't express."

"Tell me, is it a good thing that we grew up together..."

Is it Fu Zhiheng?He sounded so lost.

People may become childish in sleep, I wanted to comfort him, but I couldn't open my eyes, so I instinctively rubbed my face against his palm, trying to tell him not to be sad anymore.

Fu Zhiheng's movements froze, and after a long time, he bent down and kissed my forehead, and said with a sigh: "What do you want me to do?"

I couldn't answer, I shook my head subconsciously, and rubbed my cheek against his palm again.

"Xiao Lu," Fu Zhiheng's voice has never been so gentle, "I love you too. No less than anyone else."

I had a long, long dream.

In the dream, Fu Zhiheng was 17 years old, waiting for me to finish class outside the classroom. His school uniform shirt was always unruly, his tie was loose, and a white earphone cable was hanging from his chest. When he saw me looking at him, he took off his earphones and showed me With a grin, he said silently, "Wait for you."

The reason why I knew it was a dream was because Shen Nanyu also appeared in the dream, the same high-spirited 17-year-old, sitting in the front seat of me, listening to the teacher carefully.

As if there were eyes in the back of my head, I was only distracted by Fu Zhiheng for a few seconds, then Shen Nanyu turned around, bent his knuckles and tapped on my table lightly.I looked back and saw him tilt his head expressionlessly, signaling me to concentrate on listening to the class. Although he deliberately put on a serious look, his eyes were soft.

Out of the corner of my eye, I caught sight of Fu Zhiheng outside the window, he gave Shen Nanyu a vicious look, and made a movement of punching his fist, like a childish ghost.

Later after school, Shen Nanyu took his notebook and said that there was something that he didn't understand, and asked me if I had any other ideas. It happened that I didn't understand that too, so I took a look with him.

Before I knew it, all the other students had left, and only Shen Nanyu and I were left in the classroom. I was concentrating on doing calculations on the draft paper, when there was a sudden knock on the door, and I turned around to see Fu Zhiheng standing there with a dissatisfied expression on his face. There, he said to Shen Nanyu, "Your surname, Shen, is endless. Why are you pestering my boyfriend every day!"

I was a little unhappy when my train of thought was interrupted, so I asked Fu Zhiheng angrily: "Who is your boyfriend?"

Fu Zhiheng froze in an instant, most of his arrogance was extinguished, and he muttered in a low voice, "It's going to happen sooner or later..."

"Go first if you have something to do," Shen Nanyu smiled kindly, "I'll do the math again myself."

I turned around, "Don't pay attention to him."

……

Everything in the dream seemed real, even the sunlight coming in from the window seemed warm.After waking up, I was in a trance for a long time, as if I had experienced a life that belonged to me and did not belong to me. Those distant figures seemed to have truly come to my life.

If there is a parallel world, I hope they can all get what they want.