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Chapter 6 Forgiveness
Zhou Zishu lowered his head to hide the pain in his eyes.If it were eight-year-old Zhen Yan, maybe he would have a dream of his master coming to save him.But Wen Kexing at this age has long since ceased to dream. He only wants to take revenge, and he only wants to burn with the troubled times, and he doesn't even want to admit that he is Zhen Yan.What Lao Wen wants to make up for is not his own regret, it is clearly Master's!
I still remember that I told Lao Wen that losing them would make Master regret for the rest of his life, but Lao Wen didn't speak, and there were faint tears in his eyes.Their master can no longer come back, so Lao Wen hopes that this master will have no regrets.If you treat him well, he will always repay him with his life, even if he makes himself suffer more... This idiot is so stupid!
But Zhou Zishu could only tell this lie for him, for the sake of Lao Wen and Master.
That night, Zhou Zishu showed great enthusiasm and thoughtfulness to Wen Kexing, Wen Kexing was flattered, and was so happy that he couldn't find the north.
In the middle of the night of the second day, Zhou Zishu couldn't sleep, so he rejected Wen Kexing's proposal to accompany him for a walk, and started strolling around the Four Seasons Villa by himself.
Walking to Qin Huaizhang's door, seeing that the lights were still on inside, he hesitated and knocked on the door.
"Is it Zishu?" Qin Huaizhang raised his voice as if he was waiting for him.
Gently opened the door, Qin Huaizhang was leaning on the head of the bed, Zhou Zishu worried: "Master, you haven't recovered yet, you should rest earlier."
Qin Huaizhang smiled. "I've been sleeping for so many days that my bones are so soft that I really can't sleep. Besides, I don't worry about you either."
"I?"
With a light cough, Zhou Zishu hurried forward to pat him on the back, Qin Huaizhang took a sip of water and said, "Yesterday, during the day, you were hesitant to speak, and your eyes were not right. You thought you had something to say, but you were concerned about whether I just woke up or not. Dare to say."
Zhou Zishu said: "I still can't hide it from your eyes."
Qin Huaizhang said with a smile: "Even the 80-year-old eldest son Shu is still a child in front of me. How can I not see it. If you have something to say, hurry up, and you will get sick if you hold it back."
Lowering his eyes, he tucked up the quilt for Qin Huaizhang, and Zhou Zishu knelt beside the bed. "Master, I want to apologize to you."
Qin Huaizhang frowned, and instead of getting him up immediately, he listened patiently.
At the end, Zhou Zishu shed tears. "It's me who is incompetent, I don't know people well, and I have harmed Jiuxiao and all the uncles and brothers. I am useless..."
Qin Huaizhang's face turned pale, "From now on, I can't teach you little sage Zhou anymore, I should call you big fool Zhou. Silly boy, come here."
"You are so stupid. Shouldn't you blame me for dying too early for this?"
Zhou Zishu choked up and said, "It's not that Master wants to die..."
"Is that what you want the Four Seasons Villa to be like? Are you the one who wanted to kill Jiuxiao and all the uncles?"
Looking at Qin Huaizhang's loving and forgiving eyes, Zhou Zishu felt even more uncomfortable.
"There are nine out of ten unsatisfactory things in life. You are not a god, why are you so demanding on yourself? You said you were a deserter, but you also continued your life for the Four Seasons Villa, and later revived the Four Seasons Villa. Isn't that enough? "
"But, Jiu Xiao and the others can't come back."
"Yes, they can't come back, so you feel guilty and blame yourself. But Zishu, even if you feel guilty to death, can they come back? If they can't, why do you have to torment yourself?" Patting his head, Qin Huaizhang wiped away tears for Zhou Zishu.
"Master, Zishu is no longer a 16-year-old boy. I confess to you today. I don't want you to comfort me. Even if you beat me a few times and scold me, it will make me more comfortable..."
Qin Huaizhang knocked him down, scolding him, "You idiot Zhou."
Zhou Zishu: ...
"Zishu, let me ask you, what is Four Seasons Villa to you?"
Zhou Zishu said: "It's home, it's homeland, it's the family business you entrusted to me..."
"It really is a fool." Qin Huaizhang knocked him again. "Four Seasons Villa is, in the final analysis, a Zhuangzi, a slightly larger house. I left him to you to give you a place to stay, so that you will not wander around. You are familiar with the four books, five classics and hundreds of classics, why don't you Learn to keep the green hills, not afraid of lack of firewood. Don't say that I left the Four Seasons Villa, even if it is bestowed by the heavenly king Lao Tzu, it is not as important as you."
"Do what you can, don't force what you can't do. If I were you, I would take Jiuxiao and the others to leave Kunzhou when I couldn't make it, and find a paradise to live in seclusion. When you grow older, they will all become talented Now, go back and revive the Four Seasons Villa. In the past, King Ping abandoned Haojing, and only then did he have the foundation of the Eastern Zhou Dynasty; It’s not shameful for 16-year-old Zhou Zishu not to be able to support the Four Seasons Villa. It’s shameful for 81-year-old Zhou Zishu if he can’t see it.”
"Master!"
"Okay, big fool Zhou, as a teacher, I already know, can you let go of everything and live well in the future?"
Zhou Zishu nodded.
"Since I survived as a teacher, I won't let this happen. However, that kid, Shu, needs to be trained. He can't be as stubborn as you!"
"Zhou Zishu", who was about to take a bath and change clothes, suddenly trembled.
"Since you're here, let's have a good chat today. Come on, you're in good health. You shouldn't be sick. Let's lie down and talk with Wei Shi."
Zhou Zishu said with a smile: "I just play on the floor."
Qin Huaizhang raised his eyebrows, "Why, do you dislike Master?"
Zhou Zishu said: "How dare I? It's just that the family has a fierce wife, afraid that the grape trellis will fall and break my legs."
Qin Huaizhang was silent for a moment, "Zhou Zishu, get out!"