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Chapter 47 Chapter 47

In the third year of Wei's family, Lin Ling's mother began to frequently instruct middle-aged men with potbellies to meet her daughter at the bar. Seeing how her mother was pressing so hard, Lin Ling simply put aside the bottom line of taboos and played more happily than ever. Men see Lin Ling's arrogant and frivolous appearance, or they are completely disgusted or moved, but no one has the idea of ​​marrying him back.

Seeing that well-intentioned arrangements repeatedly failed, Lin Ling's mother, Xiao Nanzhu, was secretly anxious. In late autumn, Xiao Nanzhu couldn't bear the anxiety anymore, so she invited her second and third best sisters to the bar together on the ground with dead leaves. With good words on his forehead, he invited several middle-aged aunts to a secluded room.

"Son, you can't do it if you don't get married." Aunt Guo slapped her thigh in a crying voice, choking and choking, the curtain opened, and the good show began.

"Auntie, who said I won't get married? I have been selecting marriage partners under Ms. Xiao's instruction since the year, but the progress is a bit slow." Lin Ling took out a cigarette and handed it to Aunt Guo.

"This kind of thing can't be delayed." Xiao Nanzhu tacitly beat the drums to cheer.

"Woman! After you are in your early twenties, it will become less and less valuable!" Aunt Guo took a puff of cigarette and threw out some clichés that smelled of mud.

"Don't pick it! Just make it! Have you ever seen the fruit on the street stall? The more you pick it, the worse it gets! It ends up rotten in the basket! It ends up as a trash that is thrown into the trash can! It's not like someone is willing to take it if you give it away for nothing. You! This is the principle of women's marriage and love." Aunt Bai took the opportunity to yell loudly and happily.

"You are also women, why do you belittle women like this?" Lin Ling spoke resentfully.

"You child is really ignorant. If you don't really want to do your best, who would want to take the risk of offending you and tell you these things?" Xiao Nanzhu tried to comfort you.

"If you don't live according to your wishes, you are ignorant, right? Then I have to ask who has been whispering in my ears since I was a child that men are all romantic ghosts and men are stinky garbage? Who put the negative things about marriage? All the emotions have been instilled in my mind, and now you want me to marry a man?" Lin Ling cut off the half of the cigarette in his hand and sneered.

Unexpectedly, Xiao Nanzhu was choked up by Lin Ling's few words, his face flushed red and he couldn't speak for a while.

"Aunts, let's stop here! First, I don't like children, and second, I enjoy solitude. Currently, I live a very comfortable and happy life." Lin Ling tried to draw an end to the lengthy tug-of-war.

"No, you're not happy. You're clearly trying to hold on. How can a single woman be happy?" Aunt Wei Qin, who had been silent for a long time, made a quick kick.

One moment Lin Ling was secretly delighted to get rid of the crisis, and the next moment a dark green bomb with its core ignited rolled over at his feet.

"Which eye of yours sees me unhappy? Are you the roundworm in my stomach or the rat under my bed? You think you'll hit the nail on the head with these sentimental words? But they don't.

You live together with a man you don’t love in a situation where you have no emotional foundation. You can’t live your life and take your children as the entire spiritual support of your life. The root cause is that you are not strong enough, not because you are great.

In addition, it is entirely your personal choice to jump into the fire pit of marriage, so why pull me? "Lin Ling frowned and retorted sharply.

"You! You child!" Wei Qin trembled from Lin Ling's anger.

"Lingling, what mom loves the most in this life is saving face. You didn't get into the graduate school and the civil servants. How much face did I lose in front of my neighbors?

Now my mother is counting on you to find a promising offspring, so that my mother can stand up in front of the neighbors, and my mother doesn't want to be judged because there are still girls in the family.

Every time I go out, people ask me if your daughter is married?I can't wait to get under the ground immediately. "Xiao Nanzhu complained while wiping tears.

Seeing this situation, Lin Ling suddenly felt a strong sadness in his heart.

"Mom, I'm tired, let's go." Lin Ling buried her head in her knees and waved her hands.

"I will never leave today if things don't come to fruition." Xiao Nanzhu's attitude was firm.

"Why do you force me like this, mother?" Lin Ling finally lost control of his emotions, tears welled up in his eyes like spring water.

"I didn't force you, you are too pretentious, just relying on earning a few bad money to forget about yourself." Xiao Nanzhu's tone was full of contempt.

"Isn't the Wu Zhao that Aunt Wei introduced to you last month very good? God knows why you disagree with life and death!" Wei Qin's mouth was earth-shattering again.

"Your cousin Wu Zhao has entered the drug rehabilitation center for four out of two years. He is a HIV/tertiary syphilis patient. You should keep this flirtatious kind for yourself, and don't come out to harm girls from good families." Lin Ling confronted Wei Qin with a cold face. .

"Don't all men look like that? Besides, how much better is your style than Wu Zhao? Lingling, I'm not talking about you, you kid is really short-sighted! A big-hearted woman should learn to keep one eye open." Wei Qin raised her arms in the forest Ling taught patiently.

"A bunch of low self-respecting bastards, get out of here one by one!" Lin Ling frantically picked up the baseball bat under his feet and smashed open the door. He listened so hard that his head turned to one side like a marionette, and the policeman felt like a loyal dog guarding the safety of his master.

The chirping sparrows evacuated Xiao Nanzhu together with their wings that exuded the smell of birds, and the world was instantly clean.

That night Lin Ling was completely drunk, and the next day at work Lin Ling recalled that he had talked a lot to Wei Jiaman, and recalled Wei Jiaman's almost cruel silence with each other, but he couldn't remember the content of the conversation.

In the early winter, Lin Ling discovered that Wei Jiaman had stopped trying to communicate with others. The simplified sign language for ordinary people and the notepad in his hand became the only way for Wei Jiaman to communicate with the world.

Xiao Nanzhu, who had always been energetic during the summer solstice of the following year, suddenly fell ill. Lin Ling had to put down his work and stay in the hospital to take care of him day and night.

"If I am suffering from an incurable disease at this moment, my last wish in life is that you get married and have children, and live a normal life." Xiao Nanzhu said weakly in front of the hospital bed.

"You will get better. Even if you really don't get better, I will never be so stupid as to use the rest of my life to satisfy your desire to control beyond reincarnation." Lin Ling put down the cotton swab in his hand and responded.

"This is a last wish!" Xiao Nanzhu emphasized sadly.

"A last wish can be an imperial decree, and a last wish can also be a piece of nonsense." Lin Ling threw the cotton swab into the trash can at the foot of the bed, and escaped from Xiao Nanzhu's ward in two steps at a time.

When the road in Lucheng was icy, Xiao Nanzhu's body was recovering day by day, and his face showed the previous look. Lin Ling took advantage of a quarrel to find an opportunity to move out of his home and go to Tang Yun's apartment, returning the focus of life to his career, and went back to take care of him from time to time glance.

That day when Xiao Nanzhu called the bar under the pretext of being unwell, Lin Ling was already slightly drunk, Wei Jiaman reported that he bravely sent Lin Ling home, and the two of them saw another unexpected scene when they entered the door.

Sitting next to Xiao Nanzhu was a 36-year-old young man, who immediately got up when he saw Lin Ling came back, and looked at Lin Ling back and forth like an inspection.

"Don't pick and choose, I will settle the marriage for you right away." Xiao Nanzhu made the final decision as if the auction bidding had ended.

"Are you a human trafficker? Come to my house to buy a wife?" Lin Ling stretched out his hand and slapped the young man resoundingly.

"Hot, I like it." The young man covered his face and smirked, with a disgusting sinful blur in his eyes.

"You just let your daughter marry such a scumbag?" Lin Ling pointed to the young man and asked Xiao Nanzhu.

"Blind thing, this is the precious youngest son of President Xu's family in front of you. Although Xu Hang's mind is a bit weak, he has a very good personality." Xiao Nanzhu enthusiastically sold Lin Ling.

"Xu Hang, you go back first, we will contact you another day." Lin Ling gestured to the young man at the door.

"Okay, okay." Xu Hang agreed very happily, and Wei Jiaman cooperatively pushed open the security door to let Xu Hang leave.

"Mom, do you have to bleed to finish? Why are you still forcing me? Are you trying to force me to death?" Lin Ling picked up the fruit knife on the coffee table and pointed the tip of the knife at the carotid artery.

"Do you think that you can get rid of it once you die? Don't think that you can be clean after death. If you dare to die in front of me today, I will dare to match you with a ghost marriage tomorrow!" Xiao Nanzhu put down his body completely and cursed.

Lin Ling only felt that the knife in his hand was taken away quickly, and the man rushed towards Xiao Nanzhu with lightning speed.

Wei Jiaman's wind-like figure and Xiao Nanzhu's frightened and distorted expression were engraved in Lin Ling's mind.

At that moment, Lin Ling suddenly remembered the old story that Xiao Nanzhu told Wei Jiaman when he was drunk the last time he brought a group of sisters to the bar to force a marriage.

"When Tang Yun first came to Lucheng, she met Jian Lai, a weird young man with few words. When he was 14 years old, he fell in love with Jiangnan, an actress from Lucheng Drama Theater, but his biological father married her back home. Plant hatred in my heart.

When Tang Yun was 20 years old, the boy planned to let his fiery father and a group of old friends see the female drama actor entangled with her body, so the boy's father died instantly, and the world was clean from now on. The boy took the female drama actress away and flew away. "

Lin Ling quickly flipped through Wei Jiaman's indifferent eyes every time he met Xiao Nanzhu after that night. Lin Ling thought about it for a long time. reckless behavior.

Lin Ling just turned a blind eye and led Wei Jiaman into the bottomless abyss, like a beekeeper leading bees into a burning place with fragrant stamens.

"Jiaman, be obedient, run fast, run as far as you can." Lin Ling indifferently watched Xiao Nanzhu who was struggling on the ground push Wei Jiaman, who was trembling with fear, out the back window.

Lin Ling pushed aside Xiao Nanzhu's palm holding the blade, cleaned up Wei Jiaman's traces bit by bit with a rag, turned around and took out another knife from the toolbox, cut his wrist and lay down on Xiao Nanzhu in a curled up position. beside.