Opposite shore

Chapter 12

Chen An suspected for a moment that he was hallucinating.

He could understand every word Zhou Xuxing said, but he didn't quite understand the meaning of the concatenation.

Did Zhou Xuxing say they were together as he thought they were together?

Chen An didn't dare to guess in this regard, the sudden shock deprived him of his ability to think.He wanted to open his mouth to ask something, but felt his throat tightened, he didn't know where to start, he had too many doubts.

The thing he had been asking for all this time was suddenly handed in front of him. His first reaction was not to be happy, but to wonder what is hidden in this piece of pie that fell from the sky, and it would corrode his body and mind like colorful poisonous mushrooms. , or disappeared suddenly after he was addicted to it.The surprise came to him without any precautions, but what he felt the most was panic, and he even doubted whether it could be considered a surprise.

How did that happen?Chen An was at a loss, did Zhou Xuxing really know what he was talking about?

Maybe he was silent for too long, Zhou Xuxing suddenly started to explain in embarrassment.

"Actually, I also think what I said was a bit too sudden." He leaned back on the seat unnaturally, "We have known each other for too long, and I have no experience with homosexuals..."

Zhou Xuxing tapped the armrest of the chair unconsciously with his fingers, and spoke incoherently, "Maybe it will be difficult for you to adapt to this relationship, so if you don't want to, I don't think..."

"Zhou Xuxing," Chen An called him in a daze, Zhou Xuxing stopped talking, still did not meet Chen An's gaze, but stared at the table calmly, Chen An still looked at him, "Why?" ask.

"What?" Zhou Xuxing raised his head slightly.

"Why do you want to fall in love with me?" Chen An asked.

"I... seem to have started it recently," Zhou Xuxing thought for a while and said, "Ever since I knew you liked the same sex, I couldn't help but wonder what would happen if we were together."

"But you don't have to have a psychological burden," Zhou Xuxing added, "It doesn't matter if you don't want to, I don't have to have a result..." Zhou Xuxing sighed again, "I'm still...too impulsive."

Chen An had many concerns.Even if he didn't listen to Zhou Xuxing's explanation, he could still guess that it was the other party's whim or whim. Although he still felt that it was unreal, he quickly figured out that Zhou Xuxing's liking and his liking were not on the same dimension at all. .

What does Zhou Xuxing like?It's like a person walking on the street and saw a very interesting new product in a dessert shop from the window, so he wanted to buy it and try it.

Chen An's liking is like a person who is used to the dark long-term greed for the light of a street lamp. He knows that the light is not for him alone, and he also knows that he can't take it as his own, but this light illuminates the light in his heart. The difficult part of the road meant a lot to him, and it was difficult for him to adapt to the darkness after seeing the light.

Of course, Chen An also thought, if they broke up in the future, would the relationship be the same as before?Can Zhou Xuxing's family accept his love with homosexuals?Will he still be with the opposite sex in the future?How long will he like himself?

After all, Chen An didn't ask these questions out loud. He didn't know the answers, but Zhou Xuxing might not be able to answer them either.He was afraid that if he asked, Zhou Xuxing would not be with him anymore.

"We can try together." Chen An said.

Zhou Xuxing raised his head in surprise, staring at Chen An with bright eyes, then he smiled slowly, making Chen An's heart skip a beat, he smiled and asked Chen An, "Then am I yours?" Boyfriend." Chen An nodded in ecstasy, thinking that he might never learn how to reject Zhou Xuxing.

It was Zhou Xuxing who clearly confessed, but he still didn't seem to have the initiative.

"Should you go to work?" Zhou Xuxing looked at the time to remind him, "It's already 08:30."

According to Chen An's nine-to-five working hours, it was time to leave. After tidying up briefly, he went straight to the door to change his shoes, and said to Zhou Xuxing, "Then I'm going to work."

"Hey!" Zhou Xuxing hurriedly stopped him.

Chen An stopped and turned to look at him.

"What's the hurry, I'll take you there."

Chen An subconsciously wanted to say "no need", but Zhou Xuxing stopped him before he could speak.

"And I'm your boyfriend, so I'm going to send you to work."

Chen An really didn't expect Zhou Xuxing to adapt to this identity so quickly. He stood at the door with red ears and couldn't speak. Zhou Xuxing suddenly found it funny, took the car keys with a smile, hugged him and went out.

Zhou Xuxing was really shameless when he talked about love. Chen An had just recovered from sitting in the car when he heard Zhou Xuxing ask him, "When will you move back?"

"Ah?" Chen An didn't react.

"If we're together, don't live so far away." Zhou Xuxing glanced at Chen An and said meaningfully, "Don't think I don't remember that you moved out for someone else."

Chen An didn't know whether to laugh or cry, "I haven't lived here for a month, and now I have to pay liquidated damages if I cancel the rent."

"I'll pay you the liquidated damages," Zhou Xuxing dismissed, "It's not a big problem."

"You can't move back right away after you cancel the lease," Chen An continued to explain, "If you rent the previous house back, you have to contact the landlord again, and I don't know if it has been rented out."

"Why do you want to rent it back?" Zhou Xuxing said nonsense without changing his face, "Is my house not enough for the two of us?"

Chen An was at a loss for words again, and after a long time he reluctantly choked out a sentence, "Zhou Xuxing..."

"Okay, okay," Zhou Xuxing smiled viciously and complacently, "Then let's talk about it in two days, I just remind you."

Zhou Xuxing's car arrived downstairs at Chen An's company. Chen An said goodbye to him and was about to get off the car. Zhou Xuxing stopped him again, "Hey you..."

"What's wrong?" Chen An turned around.

Zhou Xuxing looked at him, then glanced around, waved his hands and said, "It's okay, go to work."

Chen An got out of the car inexplicably, walked to the door of the company and looked back subconsciously, and managed to meet Zhou Xuxing who was still opening the car window, and the other party saw him turn around and yelled at him, "I'm leaving, don't think too much about it me."

Chen An laughed cheekily at him, he didn't look in Zhou Xuxing's direction anymore, turned around and entered the company.

In fact, he was still in a daze. The incident of falling in love with Zhou Xuxing happened suddenly and much calmer than he imagined.

At noon, Zhou Xuxing called and asked him if he wanted to go home at noon, saying that he was following up a project in the development zone at noon today, so he couldn't accompany him for dinner, and he would pick him up after get off work in the afternoon.

Although Chen An was not used to it, he couldn't help but raise the corners of his mouth when chatting. He listened quietly to Zhou Xuxing's words, obediently responded, and the other side fell silent.

"Huh? Do you have anything else to do?" Chen An asked him.

"You don't even say a few words to me," Zhou Xuxing said, "I'm the only one talking."

"I just go to work normally," Chen An said, "Nothing special."

"It doesn't have to be something special, you can say anything." Zhou Xuxing asked, "What do you want for lunch today?"

"Hmm... I want to eat noodles." Chen An thought for a while and said.

"Do it yourself? Or buy it in a store?"

"Make it yourself. I'll go to the supermarket to buy some ingredients. I think it's better to make the sauce yourself."

"That's it," Zhou Xuxing said, "You can tell me about this kind of thing, I really want to know."

Zhou Xuxing's voice came through the mobile phone at an unhurried pace, and there was a heartbeat signal in Chen An's ear. Chen An's breathing on the other end of the phone was a little messy. I heard Zhou Xuxing say, you go home, I hung up the phone.

Chen An's mood became a little happier. Even if Zhou Xuxing wasn't sincere, he couldn't help feeling that his love experience with Zhou Xuxing was much better than he had imagined.

When Chen An got off work in the afternoon, Zhou Xuxing was already waiting downstairs on time, and they went to the opposite mall to have dinner together.The relationship between the two seemed to be the same as before, but some details were different, such as Zhou Xuxing's reluctant eyes and Chen An's broad and casual speech.

It was already dark when Zhou Xuxing sent Chen An home, and before Chen An got off the car, Zhou Xuxing stopped him again.

What he said seemed to be a bit difficult to say, but this person was a little bit unwilling to give up without saying anything.

"We've been together all day," he said slowly, "we haven't had any physical contact yet."

Chen An's expression became a little unnatural, and both cheeks turned red visibly.Zhou Xuxing insisted on expressing his appeal, "This is not conducive to the progress of our relationship."

"Then you...you want to..." Zhou Xuxing was shameless, and Chen An was the one who was ashamed. He hesitated for a long time but didn't ask a complete sentence.

The light in the car was dim, only the street lamps faintly shone in through the car window, Zhou Xuxing's eyes showed an irresistible affection against the dim light, "I want to kiss you."

"is it okay?"

Chen An didn't respond, and after two seconds, he leaned over and kissed her without a word.

The kiss like a touch of water was fleeting on Zhou Xuxing's lips, and before he could react, the other party had shrunk back to his seat with a blushing face.

Zhou Xuxing lowered his head and smiled, stretched out his hand to unbuckle his seat belt, and the person close to the co-pilot said dissatisfiedly, "It's not been that long since I was drunk."

Then he pulled Chen An with one hand, pressed the other on the back of his neck, and kissed him deeply with his eyes closed.

It wasn't until the kiss made the other person's cheeks burn, the fingertips were pink, and his breathing was uneven, that he could barely let go.After the kiss, he rubbed Chen An's chin with unsatisfactory intent, said "go back and rest early", and then watched the other party enter the community contentedly.

Zhou Xuxing turned on the music channel on the car radio on the way home, and couldn't help humming along.This is the happiest day he has had in recent days. He can finally take a persuasive enough stand and unscrupulously show his meticulous care and excessive possessiveness to Chen An. In Chen An's interpersonal relationship Being unique made him feel more fulfilled than ever.

When the car stopped at the traffic light, Zhou Xuxing glanced at his phone, feeling itchy in his heart.

What is Chen An doing?He couldn't help thinking.

It was the first time Zhou Xuxing felt that the duration of the red light was so short, and he had never bothered to send messages on social software, because he felt that it was too exaggerated to make a phone call just 5 minutes after we separated, so he thought twice and sent Chen An a WeChat message before the end of the red light Message, "Going to sleep?"

Also attached is a cute emoticon pack that he has been sniffing at, stolen from Zhou Xuyin.

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