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Chapter 13 Why Don't You Teach Me

Maybe it was too much pain, people would become fragile, Mu Zixing's tears just stopped when he heard Lei Shao's words rolled down quietly again.

Lei Shao is not a person who deliberately says some ugly words to make others sad in order to deepen their pain.

And precisely because of this, his unadorned words are all the more sad.

Mu Zixing stayed abroad for four years, returned to China at the age of 16, changed his name and surname, and was then arranged by Ji Baichuan at the bottom of the group.

Ji Baichuan said that one was to train him, and the other was to let Mu Zixing secretly cultivate his own power.

At the age of 19, he was really brought in front of Lei Shao.

It was a banquet, and Mu Zixing anxiously watched the person he hadn't seen for many years walking towards him. The tall and thin boy in his memory had transformed into a mature and charming man, but his profound and handsome features still had the same features as when he was young. shadow.

But the way the other party looked at him was too strange, there was no trace of emotion in those light brown eyes, which were so cold that Mu Zixing almost fled.

Mu Zixing looked at Lei Shao like that, and abruptly changed the word "Brother Lei" to Young Master.

Later Lei Shao asked Mu Zixing why he didn't study hard abroad, did Ji Baichuan force him to choose such a path?

Mu Zixing said no, he wanted to help Lei Shao, to help Lei Shao keep the 'Group' well.

Lei Shao was silent for a long time before he said, "I don't want to, Mu Zixing, I don't want you to do this for me."

At that time, Mu Zixing didn't understand the meaning of Lei Shao's words. He only thought that Lei Shao rejected him because there was a bloody feud between them between them.

It was not until a long time later that Mu Zixing knew what Lei Shao didn't want. He didn't want Mu Zixing to follow the same path as him, and he didn't want Mu Zixing to be involved in those dirty and dark power disputes.

But when Mu Zixing gradually understood these things, it was already too late, his hands were covered with blood, and he had gone farther and farther on this road.

When they first reunited with Lei Shao, although Lei Shao had a cold attitude, their relationship was not so bad.

Every time Mu Zixing was injured, he would wait until Lei Shao came to save him.

It's just that he was specially trained abroad for a few years, and after returning to China, he was taught secretly by Ji Baichuan himself. In those few years, Mu Zixing's personality was a bit biased. He acted fiercely, put interests first, and often used unscrupulous means to achieve his goals...

Finally one day, when he listened to Ji Baichuan's order and shot a bullet into the chest of his friend who grew up with him, Lei Shao said, "Mu Zixing, I'm very disappointed in you."

Mu Zixing was stunned, he wiped the blood from his face, and watched Lei Shao go away blankly.

From then on, Lei Shao broke with Mu Zixing unilaterally, and Mu Zixing felt uneasy and sad.

He would often go to Lei Shao to ask him what he let Lei Shao down on him, and he could change it.

But Lei Shao never told him.

Until one day, Lei Shao brought Yan Yi back. He was a gentle, shy and energetic young man. The most important thing was that he was clean, and even his smile was full of innocence.

An unprecedented sense of crisis enveloped Mu Zixing, and his heart was full of jealousy and envy. At first, he dared to attack Yan Yi.

But after being cleaned up by Lei Shao a few times, he didn't dare.

He could only watch those two fall in love day by day, watching them do many things that couples would do.

Lei Shao would accompany Yan Yi to draw pictures under the wisteria trellise, fondle his soft hair, hold an umbrella for him on rainy days, and take Yan Yi to a certain city's food court because he likes to drive hundreds of miles ...

At that time, Mu Zixing suddenly remembered that he had received all the pampering and care a long time ago.

He also belatedly understood why Lei Shao was disappointed with him.

For a while when I was a child, Mu Zixing always liked to sit on the rooftop with Lei Shao and watch the lights of the city in the distance.

They talked about their dreams and the future together. Mu Zixing has a quirky personality and always has a lot of wild ideas in his mind. He wants to be an astronaut for a while, a doomsday hero for a while, and Frankenstein for a while...

"Brother Lei, what do you want me to do in the future?"

Lei Shao said, "It's all right, be a hero, be a scientist, be an astronaut...you can do whatever you like, and I will help you with everything, as long as you are happy and grow up simply. "

"Oh!" Mu Zixing nodded, narrowed his eyes with a smile, and groaned in Lei Shao's arms, "Brother Lei is so kind to me!"

Mu Zixing remembered that earlier, every time there were infighting and casualties in the 'group', Lei Shao would always be in a bad mood. He secretly told Mu Zixing, "I don't like this, I don't like this kind of life."

When hearing him say this, Mu Zixing felt inexplicably sad in his heart.

"Then it's just this kind of life. We'll leave here when we grow up." Mu Zixing comforted him.

However, at the age of 12, when Mu Zixing stood at a fork in his life and made a choice, he forgot Lei Shao's expectations of him, his youthful dreams, and resolutely chose a dark and bloody road for the other party.

But what Lei Shao wants is not a sharp knife to overcome obstacles for him, he only wants his little boy.

But Mu Zixing lost his beloved little boy.

After realizing this, Mu Zixing began to restrain himself. He clumsily tried to change himself, hoping that Lei Shao would no longer be disappointed in him, but all his efforts were in vain because of Yan Yi's death.

But Mu Zixing did not give up at that time. During the five years, he was always cautious and tried his best to do everything that Lei Shao explained well. More disappointed.

But now Lei Shao said he had no expectations of him.

In fact, it should have been thought of long ago, Yan Yi's death has already drawn a halt to everything between them, but when the other party said this, he still felt unbearable pain.

He was always deceiving himself and others, always wishful thinking, Lei Shao woke him up from this long and absurd dream.

"Mu Zixing, how long are you going to cry?" Lei Shao suddenly said coldly.

Mu Zixing raised his head slightly, and looked at the man in front of him through the hazy tears. He thought why didn't you teach me earlier, if you teach me, I won't become what you hate.

The communicator in the execution room suddenly rang, and then a male voice said, "Sir, Mr. Qin is here and is waiting for you in the living room."

Lei Shao said silently for a few seconds, "Be optimistic about Dong Boyu, I'll come over right away."

Immediately, he bent down, released Mu Zixing from the locked chair, and said, "When you've had enough crying, come up and find Xin Wen to recuperate by yourself."

"Thank you, sir." Mu Zixing whispered, his voice was very hoarse, and the pain had exhausted all his strength. After Lei Shao left, he hugged his knees and did not move. However, within a few minutes, a coat covered the On his body, he was hugged by someone bending his legs.

Mu Zixing was stunned, then raised his head, and saw Lei Shao's expressionless face with slightly pursed lips.