please let go

Chapter 17

After the four of them finished their meal, Chen Yunkai asked after paying the bill, "Where are you going?"

"Go home." Jiang Chen saw that he and He Yi were going on a date, "Where's He Chuan? Are you going back to the dormitory or to my house?"

"Go to your house, the phone wasn't charged last night, and it's turned off now." He Chuan shook the phone with a black screen.

Chen Yunkai asked: "You stayed with him last night? You went out to play with a man, and you didn't tell me who it was? It's like having an affair!"

Jiang Chen: "..."

The only girl coughed in embarrassment.

He Chuan put his hands in his pockets, "Cheating? Not cheating, but stealing other things."

Seeing that Jiang Chen didn't look like someone doing sneaky things, He asked curiously, "What did you steal?"

Jiang Chen was a little embarrassed. He knew that He Chuan was talking about stealing a relationship, so he laughed dryly, "He was joking...haha..." He was not very good at adjusting the atmosphere, so he could only change the subject, "Then you go ahead, we Let's go first!"

Unable to stay any longer, he turned around and slipped away first, with He Chuan following behind.

On the way, the more Jiang Chen thought about it, the more he felt that what he did was wrong.

Even if He Chuan said it wasn't a kiss, it was the first time anyway, how could he not care?

When he arrived at the station, he turned around and stared at He Chuan for two seconds. His guilt suddenly disappeared by half. He couldn't help but shift his gaze to that mouth, sighed, and said sincerely: "I was wrong, I apologize."

"It's okay." He Chuan's apology seemed very tolerant.

"Aren't you angry?" It was rare for Jiang Chen to see Yanan with such a good temper.

"Not angry." He Chuan was indeed not angry at all. Looking at the people who had been concerned about this all morning, why did he feel like he had done something bad?

"Oh, Chen Yunkai said he also wanted to lift your hair up."

After hearing this, He Chuan lifted his hair up again, revealing those eyes that Jiang Chen dreamed of.

Both of them knew that this was an agreement, although He Chuan often forgot to keep it.

Those eyes obviously have nothing to do with the word "beauty", but Jiang Chen liked it very much, "Handsome guy, do you really not consider cutting your hair?"

"Ok?"

"I don't think that's good for the eyes." With such long hair in the way, the eyes must be uncomfortable.

He Chuanquan took it as an excuse, "I want to see my eyes and just say it."

"You don't have to be so narcissistic." Jiang Chen said so, but he really wanted to see it, really wanted it.

The two got on the bus and sat in the back seat. They saw the little girl in the pink gauze skirt in front of her holding a fluorescent stick in her hand. She was shaking at the woman next to her and said, "Mom, it's not on." ah!"

"It's definitely not bright during the day! It's bright at night!" said the young mother on the side.

"Good! That way it won't be dark at night, and no monsters will dare to come to me!" The girl put the light stick on her chest, smiled happily, and the dimples on her face deepened.

Mom rubbed her head, "There are no monsters in the world! No!"

"Obviously there is!" The little girl pursed her lips and retorted dissatisfiedly.

Jiang Chen just remembered, did he accidentally turn off the light in the room last night?

He Chuan looked directly at the car window, looking at the ever-changing scenery.

It was not summer yet, and the weather was not hot enough to turn on the air conditioner, so only the glass door of the window was pushed through.His long hair was blown wildly by the wind blowing in from the window, he ignored the wild beating of the wind, and still half-closed his eyes to look outside.

Jiang Chen straightened his hair that was blown tousled by the wind, "Did I turn off the light in the room last night?"

"Ah."

"Aren't you afraid of the dark?"

He Chuan didn't turn to look at Jiang Chen, "I used your desk lamp later."

"Oh." It's not unreasonable to turn on the light if you are afraid of the dark, but there is something wrong with Jiang Chen.

"When I'm in the car, I like to look at the scenery in a daze." He Chuan propped his chin and said.

"I like it too." Jiang Chen is not pandering, he really likes to sit by the window and think about life for a while.

The two still have something in common, for example, they don't like coriander and both like to be in a daze.

"Ah."

"Where is your home?" Jiang Chen never saw He Chuan go home. The teacher asked him to go home and reflect, but he stayed at school.

"A township." He Chuan turned his head and looked at him, "It feels like you are not from our place."

"Ok?"

"You said that you often came here to eat fried skewers when you were a child, and this fried skewers shop is already close to the city." This distance, not counting the walking time, will take more than half an hour by car.

"Ah, I have been studying in the city since I was a child, and I only returned to the county in high school." Jiang Chen said.

"Why do you come back to study?"

"The grades are not good."

He Chuan turned his head and couldn't believe his ears.He has seen Jiang Chen's results, so it's not good?Two He Chuan's points can be approximately equal to Jiang Chen's.

"I'm a non-local student, right? An extra [-] points is added to the admission score for non-local students. I didn't study hard in junior high school. I just stepped on the basic line. I couldn't get into a good high school at all. My parents paid me to go to a school that was even worse. , As a result, I didn’t get used to it, so I had no other choice, so I went back to the county to study.”

"Your grades are poor?" He Chuan didn't understand how perverted that class was, a score close to [-] was considered poor.

Jiang Chen knew that He Chuan didn't study and had no idea about grades, so he explained: "My previous grades were ranked in the middle of the schools in the urban area." He continued to add: "I also realized that I was a child after I took the high school entrance examination. I should focus on my studies, so I started to study hard later.”

"Why don't you adapt to that school?"

"The atmosphere in that school is not good, there are always fights, and I often try to persuade them." Jiang Chen didn't notice He Chuan's speechless expression, and said to himself: "Then, there was a student fight, and I also tried to persuade them. One of them came, and that person punched back."

He Chuan: "..." His expression said that he had never been so speechless in his life.

"I explained that it was to persuade me to fight. After the school checked the monitoring, it just warned me, saying that next time I can go to the teacher directly, and the other two will be punished directly. But one of them is narrow-minded and stabbed the other with a pole after school. Stabbed that person into a cripple."

"Where did you poke it? Why is it disabled?"

"Poke his back door and directly disable his lower body." Jiang Chen looked regretful, "The rest of his life will be ruined."

He Chuan said: "To be too kind is to be stupid. You are not afraid that you will be the one stabbed? You really can't change your meddling behavior anywhere."

Jiang Chen didn't deny it either, "I think I'm a bit of a bad guy, but when I see someone who can help, I want to help."

"This problem should be corrected. Not everyone is worthy of your help. Don't let yourself be involved." He Chuan continued to look out the window as he said.

"I know. I think you are completely opposite to me in this regard, you don't care about anything." In Jiang Chen's heart, He Chuan was too indifferent to his surroundings.

He Chuan said: "No one has ever helped me, why should I do my best to help them?"

"You can't generalize, because one or two people haven't helped you, and you deny everyone."

"Not one or two." He Chuan was silent for a moment, "There are only people like you."

Jiang Chen didn't know whether he was belittling or complimenting, and he didn't know which thing He Chuan was referring to. After thinking for a while, he could only smile and say, "It's just that I was lucky and happened to know."

"Maybe it's my luck." He Chuan sighed while looking at the scenery outside the window.

"what?"

"It's nothing, I'll squint for a while, I'm a little sleepy." He Chuan leaned his head on the chair and closed his eyes.

Jiang Chen picked up his phone and started playing. He didn't charge his phone last night, and his phone's battery wasn't very strong, so he didn't have any interest in opening various apps. When he was about to turn off the screen of the phone, he noticed the camera function again.

He glanced at He Chuan next to him, turned on the camera by accident, and just wanted to press the button, wait!Check again for mute.Then press and hold the volume button to make sure there is no sound before taking a photo with confidence.

He Chuan leaned back on the chair, turned his head slightly to Jiang Chen's side, his hair was blown up by the intruding wind, and a few strands got tangled around his eyelashes.

Jiang Chen froze the scene of the combination of movement and sound in his mobile phone, and nervously put the "crime tool" back in his pocket, for fear that He Chuan would wake up and see his actions.

During the journey of more than ten stops, Jiang Chen's eyes never left He Chuan's face.

That face was so beautiful that there were no blemishes, even if there were, they were filtered out by Jiang Chen.

"He Chuan, get out of the car." Jiang Chen elbowed He Chuan, trying to wake him up.

He Chuan opened his eyes directly, without any haze in his eyes, as if he was not the one who just closed his eyes and slept.

"So awake?" Jiang Chen asked as he got up and walked towards the car door.

"Not asleep." He Chuan cleared his throat again, and followed Jiang Chen out of the car.

Jiang Chen paused, feeling that he had done something wrong, received He Chuan's puzzled look, and said nonchalantly, "It's nothing."

The two returned to the house, and Jiang Chen looked at someone who started to swipe the phone just after plugging in the charging cable, "Don't play with the phone while it's charging!"

"Why are you like my mother?" He Chuan was dissatisfied on the surface, but he still put down the phone.

"I think your mother must be very gentle." Jiang Chen found that this person was quite obedient, and the more he got along with him, the less he felt that he was pulling, but his mouth was a bit poisonous.

He Chuan misunderstood the meaning of his words, "Praise yourself when you find an opportunity?"

"No, I can't control you because I'm too gentle." He Chuan should have a better future, instead of looking for fights with his mobile phone and cigarettes in his bag every day.

"Then who do you think can control me?" He Chuan asked.

who can?himself?Jiang Chen didn't have that confidence, but couldn't help but said, "It depends on whether you will give me this chance."

As soon as this sentence came out, He Chuan was stunned, turned his face away, "I said to keep things light, so as not to involve myself in it."

"Then tell me, where can I put myself in?" If it was school violence, Jiang Chen would get himself into the hospital if he meddled in his own business, but if He Chuan was alone, it wouldn't be that serious, right?

He Chuan avoided the question, "You should have a long memory, and you will only know after you suffer a loss."

"I believe my aunt doesn't want to see you like this every day. He Chuan, let's help each other. I care about you, and you will let me remember." His temperament is exactly the opposite of He Chuan's, and it seems good to complement each other?

"What am I doing every day?"

Jiang Chen had a bunch of things he wanted to say, but his throat was stuck and he couldn't speak.

"We are not the same way." He Chuan said.

Jiang Chen always felt that loneliness was hidden under those unfeeling eyes, but he knew that what he said was useless.

"I'll go back first." He Chuan tore off the charging cable and was about to leave. Before he went out, he said "thank you".

so unfamiliar.

Jiang Chen always helps people, and always hears these two words.He leaned helplessly on the sofa, only now did he realize that the word "thank you" could not bring him joy at all, because He Chuan wanted to distance the two of them.

Not long after they left, Jiang Yiming and his wife came back soon.Tang Miao saw her son sitting on the sofa with his head up, "What is my son doing?"

Jiang Chen adjusted his mood, and said glibly, "I'll wait for you to go home!"

Tang Miao obviously didn't believe it, but she still said cheerfully, "I brought you wedding candies back." After speaking, he took out two boxes of red paper bags from his pocket, tied with pink ribbons.She opened it and said, "It's a pity you didn't go, you don't know how beautiful your sister-in-law is in a wedding dress!"

"Maybe his will be more beautiful in the future." Jiang Yiming also threw the bag on the sofa and sat down.

Jiang Chen: "..."

"Oh, by the way, your dad brought you noodles." Tang Miao said.

"Noodles? It's such a long road, won't it be lumpy?" Whether it's dry noodles or soup noodles, they can't stand the journey for several hours, right?

Tang Miao took out a plastic bowl and two small plastic bags from the plastic bag, "Didn't you go there before? Said that the small noodles were delicious. Your father asked the owner to buy some small noodles, and then brought Come back to the soup base and seasoning, and cook it yourself when you go home."

Jiang Chen looked at the fine noodles in the plastic bag, and recalled that he ate them a year ago, but he didn't expect them to remember them all.

"thanks…"

"Thank you! Family, shouldn't parents treat you well?" Tang Miao patted Jiang Chen on the shoulder and joked with a smile.

This "thank you", Jiang Chen said to Jiang Yiming.

"Then I'll cook you dinner!" Tang Miao carried the things into the kitchen.

"Yeah." Jiang Chen had nothing to do anyway, so he began to unwrap the wedding candies in front of him. The types of candies were roughly the same as he thought, but unfortunately he didn't like sweet ones very much.

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