Ring Game [Unlimited]

Chapter 129 Untitled

, Fu Xing just pretended to be blind for a whole day, and Yu Chi, the young master, really exhausted himself serving tea and water for Fu Xing all day.

He thought he would be able to breathe a sigh of relief at night, but who knew that it was entirely his own overthinking.

He sent Fu Xing back to his room, thinking about turning around and leaving.

He was locked by Fu Xing behind him.

The two were so close that they could almost hear each other's heartbeat.

The clothes in summer were too thin, and in just a few seconds, the body temperature of the two penetrated into each other.

"Yu Chi..."

Fu Xing's voice was very low, and he just called his name like that.

But just calling his name like that, Yu Chi couldn't bear it anymore.

Calm, composed, sensible.

For a moment the words had nothing to do with him anymore.

He turned around and hugged Fu Xing tightly into his arms, wishing he could rub him into his bones and become one with him.

"Xiaoxing, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry...! I know I'm wrong, I shouldn't treat you like this... I'm too selfish, too subjective, I only care about my thoughts, and forget about you."

"I'm sorry...it's all my self-righteousness, and it's all because I think this is the best solution."

"Xiaoxing, I'm sorry..."

"You hate me, you can hate me...I just beg you, don't be so against me, okay?"

Such an arrogant person like Yu Chi still lowered his head in front of him, and he buried his head in the crook of his neck, murmuring these words of apology in a low voice.

In fact, this kind of Yu Chi is something that Fu Xing does not want to see, because in his heart, Yu Chi will always be the one who stands tall and shines brightly. He doesn't like him bowing his head, and he doesn't like him like this A humble apology.

He hopes that Yu Chi can always be himself and not change because of himself.

Compared with his apology, he hoped that he could sit down and explain to him.

In fact, he was very curious about what he had experienced in the past two years, and what was the unspeakable secret?It can make him hold back for two full years without contacting him once.

Because he never believed that Yu Chi's liking for him was half false.

He believed in Yu Chi and his feelings for him more than anyone else.

He also thought about it carefully, Yu Chi is not the kind of half-hearted person, but his halo is really dazzling, so that people in front of him often feel inferior, but in the days when he and Yu Chi get along, He is always so kind to him.

His carefulness, his seriousness, and his constant encouragement and recognition of him.

These are the beliefs that made Fu Xing go down step by step and persist in those gloomy days.

He felt that even though the seemingly happy family abandoned him, even though his studies were not so smooth, in fact he was not so relaxed mentally.

But as long as he thought of seeing Yu Chi, he felt that everything would be fine.

Later, he learned by accident that his Yu Chi had died. At that moment, he collapsed more than anyone else, and he couldn't accept such a result more than anyone else.

He even had the idea of ​​committing suicide.

But God didn't know whether he was fooling him or what?

Bring him into this game, and this game can fulfill his wish.

He chose Yu Chi without any hesitation.

But such a dramatic scene, he never expected to be bumped into by himself. It stands to reason that if the dungeon of this game is to be completed in a closed loop, it is not as simple as a dozen, but he has already encountered it in the second dungeon a familiar person.

At first he thought it was a coincidence, that he was so obsessed with Yu Chi that he felt that Yu Mingzhi was similar to him in a certain way.

He even thought about using Yu Mingzhi as Yu Chi's substitute, but this person is the real Yu Chi.

And this Yu Chi, knowing his identity silently, protected him by his side with another identity.

Did he ever feel that Yu Chi had already abandoned it?

He will also reflect often.

What is it that I did not do well?

But whether it was the second dungeon or the third dungeon, Yu Chi was quietly protecting him as Yu Mingzhi.

These Fu Xing are seen in the eyes and kept in the heart.

Fu Xing is not stupid, but he can't be absolutely rational when facing him. Standing in front of him with such a thoughtful person, even if he is angry, how could he not be moved?

But the wrong person is wrong.

No matter how serious he is, it is really wrong to abandon a person for two years in this way.

But he couldn't erase his feelings for Yu Chi. He liked him when he was young, and liking him was his spiritual support when he was young.

In the past, he only dared to hide this love in his heart, and quietly guarded each other in the name of friends. Even after the relationship was formally confirmed, the two of them stayed together less often.

In the past two years, he had fantasized about many possibilities.

But the more he thought about it, he found that his liking for him only increased.

The more he thought about it, the more he couldn't let it go, and the obsession in his heart became deeper.

He thought he was always affectionate, but Fu Xing didn't know that Yu Chi, who was far away, was silently thinking about him.

Maybe it's because both of them care too much about each other and love each other too much.

Perhaps the love between the two is too different.

One is restrained and the other is flamboyant.

One is full of thoughts, and the other is full of worries.

One is wanting to see each other, and the other is afraid of not being able to give the other party a future.

Both of them had too many concerns.

It is precisely because of liking, precisely because of caring, precisely because of this love.

That's why I've been so stalemate to get to where I am today.

"Yu Chi, let's have a good talk."

Fu Xing stroked his back lightly, and he felt that he was trembling slightly.

I just felt some wetness on my shoulders.

Yu Chi...does he cry too...

Yu Chi... really cared about him...

Yu Chi...he still hasn't changed his mind...

"Xiaoxing..."

Yu Chi raised his head, and at the same time, Yu Chi could clearly see his red eye sockets.

Even under the faint moonlight, he still can't help but be moved by that beautiful and delicate face. He really likes Yu Chi... He can't forget it... .

Fu Xing desperately resisted the urge to raise his hand to wipe his tears. He didn't want to just ask you and make the other party feel that he had forgiven him.

Even he wanted to find him a step down and redefine the relationship between the two of them.

But he knew very well in his heart that he couldn't be impatient at this moment.

Wrong people will be punished after all.

"Don't just call me by my name, Yu Chi, I don't like to see you cry, I hate your attitude even more, and I don't bother to listen to your apologies. These days, I have heard these words countless times. I Tired of hearing it."

Fu Xing's voice was very cold, but this was indeed what was in his heart.

What he needs is not these apologies, what he needs is not these humble gestures, what he needs is a reasonable explanation from the other party.

Even if Yu Chi did something wrong, he still wanted to hear these explanations.

Yu Chi took two steps back, slowed down, and opened his mouth slowly after a long time: "Xiao Xing, the two years I left you was not what I really wanted to do. You might not believe me if I told you. When I was in my twenties, I was diagnosed with cancer."

"cancer?!"

Fu Xing's pupils trembled slightly. He thought that he was sick, but he never thought that he had cancer. No wonder he was not fair before, but now his whole body was showing a sickly whiteness.

So it was because he was sick, even if it was cancer, that's why he chose to leave him like this?

Couldn't he... explain it to him! Could it be that he is so ignorant in his eyes? !

"...Yes, cancer. I didn't even think of it myself, hehe... Lung cancer is in the advanced stage..." Yu Chi had a wry smile on his face.

Obviously, the past two years have not been very good for him.

He looked at Fu Xing and continued: "Xiao Xing, I didn't believe it at all when I knew about it. I thought it was a doctor's misdiagnosis. Do you still remember that time you quarreled with me? You said I was so important Didn't even take the midterm exam... and some skipped class and went out to play, but you know what? I didn't go out to play that day, but went to the hospital... I didn't believe it at first, But I went to one after another and saw the test results... I had to believe it was true, but you know what? I was so nauseous and helpless, I didn't even dare to tell You. I'm afraid, I'm afraid..."

"What are you afraid of? What are you afraid of? You talk!! Yu Chi..."

Fu Xing's eyes turned red at some point.

Such a result is not what he wants to hear. How much torture does cancer have on a person?How uncomfortable is it?Everything else is unexpected.

He once stayed in the hospital for a long time because of mental problems. He has seen many life and death, saw those middle-aged people who lost their hair one after another because of chemotherapy, and looked at the children crying quietly by the bed.. ....

For him, the hospital was his nightmare, a place he never wanted to recall.

But he didn't expect that the hospital was also such a nightmare for Yu Chi.

Advanced Lung Cancer...

Why is the fate of the two of them so miserable

Sometimes he thinks it's unfair.

I just heard the other party tremble and say: "I'm afraid, I'm afraid, I can't give you the future you want, and I'm also afraid, I can't fulfill the promise I made to you, Fu Xing, I really like you, I I care about you very much, and I love you very much..."