Violent Aesthetics

Chapter 31 "As long as we have illusions, we have hope."

"Uh...uh..." The person in his arms writhed uneasily and groaned from time to time. His brows were tightly frowned in a semi-conscious state, and his whole body was huddled together in a defensive state. Big enough to wrinkle all around.

Pei Shang leaned against the cold door panel, and held Zhu Yu in the posture of holding a sleeping baby: one hand was placed on the back of the head, and the other hand supported his buttocks.

Looking down at the person in his arms, he kissed carefully and lingeringly. The turmoil of self-blame, guilt, pleasure, distress, and love in his heart... Through these delicate kisses, a temporary Reconciliation, returning Pei Shang who only had nostalgia in his eyes.

"There is only the last injection specially made for Zhu Yu's complete transformation... There is still a period of time in the estrus, will it succeed?"

"No, I don't want to go on like this..."

Pei Shang patted the back of the head of the person in his arms, but the uneasiness in his heart gradually expanded, and his mind was in a mess.

He was tired of the emotional ups and downs all day long, and he didn't dare to take any more happiness from Zhu Yu, because it would easily make him confused and fall into a sweet trap.He reminded himself again and again that he was already strong enough not to care about those false lies.

But he hated himself for being soft-hearted. The bloody and desperate feeling on the operating table was like a sword hanging above his head, ready to fall at any time.

Is the dead self just forgotten?

I don't need this false emotion long ago.

"Thirsty... thirsty..." The person in his arms twisted more and rubbed his eyes with the back of his hand. Zhu Yu woke up from the chaotic state and slowly opened his eyes, unable to react for a while.

However, the tingling pain remaining in his neck made him recall quickly. He looked around in a daze and found that he had returned to Pei Shang's home. He was wrapped in his arms in the posture of a baby, touched and satisfied. Come to mind.

"I knew that Pei Pei was hard-spoken and soft-hearted, so he didn't take care of me."

Thinking about it, she tried to lift her heavy arms around Pei Shang's waist, rubbing her head coquettishly against the bend of her arms.Pei Shang noticed Zhu Yu's small movements, and felt sour in his heart, he avoided it without a trace, "Thirsty? I'll pour you some water."

Zhu Yu was still in the reaction stage after the injection of the drug. This time, based on the accumulation of the first transformation, the effect of the drug was stronger, and various reactions caused him to feel weak all over and his limbs were numb.As soon as he felt that Pei Shang wanted to let go of himself, he raised his face aggrieved, "It hurts, I have no strength, don't let me go, okay?"

Pei Shang briefly stopped pulling away, and just looked at him quietly without saying a word. Zhu Yu knew that once Pei Shang showed such an expression, he would be in a bad mood, so he hurriedly connected, "I don't drink water." Now, hold me, don't let me go, okay?"

Seeing the dependent words and expressions of the people in front of him, Pei Shang lowered his eyes, and the wing-like eyelashes covered his eyes so that he couldn't see clearly what he was thinking. After a long time, he suddenly let go of his arms and stood up , to separate Zhu Yu from himself.

Without support, Zhu Yu suddenly fell on the cold white marble floor, his eyes were red, and he looked up at Pei Shang, his grievance and sadness almost turned into reality.

Suddenly the knees and back were embraced by a pair of powerful arms, and suddenly flew into the air.

Zhu Yu's eye circles became even redder, he gritted his teeth and raised his painful arms to wrap around Pei Shang's neck, with a trembling voice, "You are the best."

Pei Shang sighed softly, carried Zhu Yu to the side of the water purifier, and was about to put him on the sofa to fetch water for him to drink, but Zhu Yu desperately refused to let go, bit his lower lip and kept staring wide open. Looking at Pei Shang with aggrieved eyes, every cell in his body is saying: Don't let me go, err.

In the end, he had no choice but to return to the baby-holding position in an extremely awkward manner, free his hand to fetch water, and feed Zhuyu mouthful after mouthful.

Until the evening, Zhu Yu hung on Pei Shang like a big koala and refused to get off. If he moved a little, he would immediately change into a tearful and pitiful face. Pei Shang had to hug him tightly and pat him again. coaxing him behind his back.

"Pei Pei, can you cook?" Zhu Yu asked while accepting Pei Shang's feeding with his mouth open.Various takeaways were placed on the table, Zhu Yu refused to eat by himself, insisted on sitting in Pei Shang's arms and let him feed him, Pei Shang was carefully hollowing out an egg yolk, he hesitated for a moment,

"will not."

How could it not be, as an Omega that is regarded as the most important role in fertility and family care, it has been taught by countless people since birth to admire my husband and take good care of housework... But now, I am no longer a weak Omega up.

"Ah...I want protein protein protein protein protein" Zhu Yu shook his legs and opened his mouth dissatisfied to urge Pei Shang to come back to his senses. He divided the protein into several small pieces and brought them to Zhu Yu's mouth with a spoon. , looking at the throbbing legs.

"You have strength? No more pain? Then go down and eat by yourself."

After all, it used to be a high-quality alpha, but in fact it almost recovered in the afternoon, reluctant to leave Pei Shang's doting, Zhu Yu pretended that he was still very uncomfortable, but he did not expect to reveal his secrets again.He laughed a few times in embarrassment, stopped his shaking feet, and began to chew and swallow the egg whites in his mouth, before falling softly into Pei Shang's arms, and said weakly,

"No, dizziness, nausea, weakness, frequent urination, urgent urination..."

Pei Shang was amused, and shook his head helplessly,

"The side effects of the injection will subside in 4 to 5 hours, how can I still not know?" He said as he squeezed the shoulders of the person in his arms, and continued to scoop up a spoonful of abalone juice and bibimbap.

"Open your mouth, I'll hold you."

Zhu Yu, who fed a full mouthful, smiled brightly, and didn't think much about asking,

"Then what exactly did you call me? In fact, I have always wondered. If AO marks the estrous period, the pregnancy rate is as high as 90%. If both parties are of high quality, it is almost a hundred hits. But why didn't I get pregnant?"

Pei Shang was taken aback, paused for a few seconds, and couldn't tell what he felt, "Do you want to get pregnant?"

"Uh, to be honest, I was a little shocked and a little scared."

"However, recently, I feel that if there is a soft child as gentle as you, then this matter will not be so terrible."

With complicated emotions in his eyes, Pei Shang's nose was a little sour, and he took a big spoonful of rice and fed it into Zhu Yu's mouth. Do you really understand me?know what i'm doing to you

"It's getting cold, eat quickly."

It took a long time to finish the meal, and Zhu Yu, who was seen through, was embarrassed to pester him any longer, and obediently shrank himself to the bed and lay down, wrapped in the quilt filled with the fragrance of red sandalwood, rolling around with a smirk and satisfaction.

When Pei Shang took a shower and returned to the bedroom, what he saw was the scene of a figure wrapped in a cicada chrysalis rolling on the bed. He couldn't help but burst out laughing, "I didn't expect that you still have this hobby."

Hearing the familiar voice, Zhu Yu poked out his blushed face from the quilt, his hair was disheveled, he looked at Pei Shang who was standing by the bed smiling so hard that his eyes were crooked, his heart moved, and he tore off the wrap. Her own quilt was molested.

"Quick, come and sleep with brother."

When Pei Shang heard the phrase "brother", he snorted coldly, threw himself on Zhu Yu, and pressed him tightly.

"Whoever is on top is the elder brother."

"Then tell me, who is the brother?"

The skin was pressed tightly against each other, and the forehead was pressed against the forehead. Every word exhaled warm breath and sprayed on the lips and teeth of the other party, which was ambiguous.

"Ah you are..."

"Brother..." Dazed, Zhu Yu Ruanuo called out, and by the way, pressed a kiss on Pei Shang's mouth.

In the next second, the dense red sandalwood pheromone enveloped from above, filling every gap forcefully, filling the room with charm...

"Ding..." The alarm clock was turned off as soon as it rang, Pei Shang rubbed his eyes, and was about to take away the hand on his waist, but he didn't expect that with some force, the people around him faintly woke up,

"What are you doing..." Still in a daze, with a hoarse voice and a hint of sexy laziness, Zhu Yu half-closed his eyes and lay on Pei Shang's chest.

"Go to work, be good, you continue to sleep." Rubbing his head, he wanted to get away and leave, but was held back by Zhu Yu.

"I'll go with you." After finally waking up, the surroundings were not empty, even though getting up early would be worse than death, Zhu Yu didn't want to leave Pei Shang.

"No, it will be very delayed...Uh, it's not that you're troublesome, but it's just that it's inconvenient, oh, don't do this, okay, I'll go home at noon and have dinner with you, okay." He said at the beginning, Zhu Yu pursed his lips and looked unhappy, Pei Shang Meizhe had no choice but to coax him.

"No, I'll pick you up for lunch at noon! You go, I'm asleep!" The result was not bad, Zhu Yubu took a big bite on his neck, leaving a faint red mark, appreciating it with satisfaction.

At noon, the moment he walked out of the oppressive and silent laboratory, "Pei Pei!" A brisk shout rang out, and he threw himself into his arms regardless. Although his obsession with cleanliness prompted Pei Shang to push him away, the smile in his eyes deceived No one else, Pei Shang was very happy.

For several days, repeating such an ordinary and incredible happy life, several times Pei Shang looked at the smiling Zhu Yu who appeared at the door of the research room on time, and couldn't help but pinch himself to see if he was dreaming.I also gradually got used to the feeling of being tightly hugged when I woke up in the morning, and hugged and fell asleep at night.

Those hatreds, annoyances, and entanglements were covered by the foam-like swelling warmth floating on the surface, which made him see a white and sweet tide at a glance.

If you can't see the turbulence at the bottom of the shore, just pretend that he doesn't exist.

As long as we have illusions, we have hope.

"What are you doing lately and I can't see anyone? Is your guy so good at squeezing people? I've checked the sky today. There must be an affair. Come out, baby~"

As soon as the phone was connected, Gu Ting's carefree voice came out clearly in the quiet Japanese grocery store, and at the same time Pei Shang's expression darkened instantly, making Zhu Yu want to hang up on the spot.He hurriedly moved to Zhu Yu's side and squeezed his hand, and hurriedly said to the other end of the phone, "I'm busy, I'll talk to you later."

"How to hang up the phone?" Pei Shang said unhurriedly, and put a piece of tuna sushi in Zhu Yu's bowl.

After getting along for such a period of time, Zhu Yu gradually discovered that Pei Shang is actually a very arrogant house cat.

If there is anything, I will just keep it in my heart and keep silent. If I am unhappy, I will walk away. I have to coax, stroke my fur, and rub my stomach. It is typical to eat soft but not hard.In order to avoid stepping on thunder in a muddleheaded manner, Zhu Yu has already mastered Pei Shang's micro-expressions very well. This is another expression of unhappiness.

He hastened to eat the sushi in one bite, and then rubbed Pei Shang's fingers, "Gu Ting, it's just my buddy, it's nothing important to ignore him, I like to stay with you, but... you are very capable Squeeze people dry."

Pei Shang pulled out his fingers, took a handkerchief, wiped his fingers carefully, and then took out another handkerchief to wipe his mouth. His tone did not fluctuate, and he said indifferently, "It's up to you."

"I really don't want to go, good boy, eat more, come here, let me give you a shoulder squeeze, are you tired, let's Pei Pei."

Zhu Yu was most afraid of Pei Shang's cold tone, he scolded Gu Ting over and over again in his heart, and began to squeeze his shoulders and beat his legs to flatter him.

After a while of smooth hair, Pei Shangcai was not so cold. Before he left, I wished Yu a kiss and didn't push him away, "Phew... it's good to be coaxed, my little ancestor, but it's too cute, so cute " Sending Pei Shang back to the research institute, Zhu Yu let out a sigh of relief.

Immediately, he picked up the phone that had been muted, and there were [-] missed calls displayed on the screen, all of which were "Gu Ting".

I wish Yu Qi didn't call back and forth, "Gu Ting, you bastard, can you wait for me to come back to you later, and make my old...daughter-in-law angry, you know I coax my old ...How long has my wife coaxed you??" I was so excited that I almost blurted out some awkward words several times.

"Daughter-in-law? That's why I called it? Is it your new interest? Hahahaha, it's up to you, you have to be in place for me tonight. How long has it been since I haven't seen anyone? It's too much for you to talk about it yourself. Do you still remember me? Let me tell you, if we don't see anyone, we'll break up our relationship!"

"Hey, no, it's really inconvenient for me, my wife doesn't like me going out to play..."

"No, don't make me so tired and crooked. Wife, daughter-in-law, daughter-in-law, daughter-in-law, short daughter-in-law, it's annoying to listen to. Is that the person I saw last time? Are you serious? How far are you? I don't care. , I must see you tonight, you can figure it out yourself."

"Last time I said, you have to pay me for the whole night, daughter-in-law..."

The last teasing and banter came from the other end of the phone, and he was hung up. Zhu Yu's scalp was numb from Gu Ting's "daughter-in-law", "Damn, is it so disgusting when I usually shout? Oops, hot ears. ..but it seems that the game at night can't be postponed...how can I tell Pei Shang..." Zhu Yu was caught in a tangle while holding the phone and digging at his nails.

"Ding-" the message sounded, and there was basically no contact with Pei Shang's mobile phone except Zhu Yu. Thinking it was Zhu Yu, Pei Shang put down the information in his hand and took out his mobile phone to have a look.

"Pei Pei, I have something to go home. You should have dinner by yourself. I'll take you to work tomorrow morning. I miss you."

Pei Shang let out a cold snort, enveloped in the oppressive low air pressure, knocking on the table with his knuckles...

"Can't you stand it so soon?"

If you can't see the turbulence at the bottom of the shore, just pretend that he doesn't exist.

But the tide ebbs and flows, the sea is dry and the rocks are rotten, they will always hit the shore.