we didn't flirt

Chapter 140

Guan Yan suffered from insomnia, she was thinking about Ye Xing all night long, she couldn't control her thoughts at all, once she closed her eyes, she saw every bit of Ye Xing in front of her, from the time they met to now, every sweetness, every moment Every time she laughed, it hurt her because of the helpless ending.Not only that, but also a sense of loss and strong reluctance that temporarily made her unable to digest.

She admitted that she was reluctant to break up with Ye Xing, the more reluctant she felt, the more helpless she felt, some things cannot be tolerated by love, the more she cared about Ye Xing, the more she couldn't bear it.

Even though she was reluctant to give up, she did not hesitate to break up, but there was always an indescribable feeling in her heart. She didn't know whether it was because the end came too suddenly, or because she still had luck in her heart. She always felt that she had missed something. I thought about something very important, but I couldn't think of it no matter what.

She told herself that it was just the discomfort of the sudden breakup, and that she would no longer feel that way when she digested the fact of the breakup.

After a night of insomnia, the state of turning off the cigarette was not very good, and I was in a daze. When I washed up, I saw dark circles under my eyes, and I looked listless.

After washing up, Guan Yan tried to get her state back to normal. She went to the kitchen on the first floor, made herself a cup of coffee, then went to the living room with the coffee, and drank coffee as usual while doing something to do today. For example, look at the script.

However, it was only when Guan Yan picked up the script that she remembered that this script was prepared for Ye Xing, and every change in it was to better show Ye Xing's image in the script.

Guan Yan silently threw the script back on the coffee table, feeling irritable. After a little lament for herself, she took out her mobile phone and sent a message to Xiaolan, asking Xiaolan to send another script.The project is already in preparation, and it won't be suspended if Ye Xing doesn't act, but the script needs to be reworked.

There is nothing to do for the time being, Guan Yan turns on the TV, and surfs the Internet with his mobile phone while the TV is playing.There was a piece of gossip on the Internet about her and Ye Xing. It was about the meeting between her and Ye Xing at the teahouse yesterday. A passer-by took a video of them and uploaded it online, and then some entertainment media forwarded the netizen's Weibo.

The video was shot very clearly, but it only captured the short walk from the parking lot into the teahouse with Ye Xing.Originally, this kind of thing would not be a big deal, but because Ye Xing was holding her hand in the video, this video still caused a small topic, so the entertainment media paid attention.

Seeing herself holding hands with Ye Xing in the video, Guan Yan couldn't help but feel worried again. At that time, she never thought that she would break up with Ye Xing two hours later.

In the comments, a bunch of fans were saying that they were so sweet in private. Guan Yan was extremely helpless. He felt a little sorry for the fans who still had fantasies about her and Ye Xing. Who knew that such a video was exposed to whet people's appetites? They are coming to an end.

During the recent period, she and Ye Xing deliberately kept a low profile for the upcoming TV series. It was originally for the effect of the TV series, but now it seems that the low profile during this period paved the way for them to downplay their relationship in advance.Thinking about it this way, Guan Yan couldn't help but feel a little ridiculous, it's really unpredictable.

Every time I look at Ye Xing in the video, I feel sad. Guan Yan thinks that he will be in this mood after seeing Ye Xing's news for a long time, so he feels a little gloomy. He sighs in his heart and then closes the cigarette Out of the news, out of sight, out of mind.

Throughout the morning, Guan Yan tried to focus on other things, but she was still in the wrong state. From time to time, her mind wandered and she thought of Ye Xing. This uncontrolled state made her realize that she still didn't want to do it in a short time. It's good to be idle.

At noon, Guan Yan thought about whether to call He Siqin and contact her with some work to keep her busy, which might help her relieve the depression of being broken in love.But before the call was made, she received a call from Ye Xing.

"Sister Guan." Ye Rong's voice was very melancholy, even through the phone, people could imagine her depressed mood. "I want to go to your side now, is it convenient?"

"...Yeah." Ye Xing said yesterday that he wanted time to sort out his emotions, Guan Yan thought that there must be a result.

"Have you eaten yet? I'll bring you some takeaway."

Guan Yan couldn't help but feel a pain in her heart from her usual concern. She took a light breath and tried to calm her emotions: "I've eaten, don't bother."

"……it is good."

After hanging up the phone, Guan Yan took a deep breath to suppress the uncomfortable feeling, and then pretended to calmly find some things to distract himself, so as not to become more and more anxious during the waiting time.

Although she felt that she was a bit worthless, Guan Yan had to admit that she didn't really want Ye Rong to come to her, because it meant the end of their relationship.

Ye Rong said yesterday that he needed time, Guan Yan thought that this 'time' would take at least a few days, but he never thought that Ye Rong would come to see her so soon, and she probably wouldn't compromise like yesterday because she couldn't bear it.

You have to face what you have to face, procrastination is not a solution, let it end as soon as possible!

*****

After waking up, Ye Xing's emotions did not recover much, but her thoughts were no longer so chaotic, at least she knew what the most important thing to do now was.

Thinking of Guan Yan's attitude of breaking up without hesitation yesterday, she couldn't help but feel depressed, but Ye Xing didn't want to spend too much time and energy on depression, she didn't want to break up with Guan Yan, she wanted Guan Yan to rescind breaking up with her Thoughts, but she knew that Guan Yan wouldn't listen to her explanation, so let's use delaying tactics first.

After tidying herself up, Ye Rong called Guan Yan, she wanted to see Guan Yan immediately, no matter what the situation would be after she went, she had to tell Guan Yan first that she didn't want to break up.

After making the phone call, Ye Xing immediately went to Guan Yan's house. He obviously had many things on his mind, but his mind was blank. Ye Xing was in a daze along the way until the car stopped at the door of Guan Yan's house.

Although it was related to the key of Yan's house, when she stood at the door and took out the key to open the door, Ye Xing stopped. At this moment, she seemed not qualified to use the key to open the door.

Thinking that she might have to hand back the key in her hand, Ye Xing couldn't help but feel fear again. She took a deep breath, suppressed the emotions in her heart, and forced herself not to think about those possibilities.Putting away the keys, Ye Xing turned to press the doorbell, feeling a little nervous.

Guan Yan, who came to open the door, changed her usual plain makeup at home and put on some light makeup. Ye Xing could tell at a glance that she must have suffered from insomnia, and that the makeup was to cover up the aftereffects of not sleeping well.This discovery made Ye Xing somewhat relieved, at least Guan Yan was not indifferent.

"Insomnia?" Ye Xing entered the room, trying to raise a relaxed smile: "I'm a little more psychologically balanced."

Guan Yan had no intention of joking, especially since she could feel Ye Xing's depression.He took the bag from Ye Xing's shoulder and turned back to the living room.After putting the bag on the sofa, Guan Yan walked to the kitchen to make coffee for Ye Xing.

Ye Xing changed the heels of her shoes and went to the kitchen, she could feel Guan Yan avoiding her, there was subtle embarrassment and a faint low pressure in the air, she knew exactly what this atmosphere meant.

Standing at the door of the kitchen, looking at Guan Yan's back, thinking that he might lose this person, all the firmness in his heart seemed to be defeated, and the fear spread to every corner of his body like vines, more like He grabbed her throat, making it difficult for her to breathe.

After brewing coffee, Guan Yan turned around and saw Ye Rong with a sad expression, wanted to say something, but couldn't say anything, so he went to the living room with the coffee silently, Ye Rong followed behind her without saying a word.

Guan Yan put the coffee on the tea table, then sat down on the sofa, Ye Xing sat down on the other sofa, the two of them were silent, neither of them knew what to say.

Knowing that going on like this is not the solution, since Ye Ling is here, let's settle the matter that needs to be resolved, Guan Yan took the initiative to break the silence: "Have you thought it through?"

Ye Xing was startled. To her ears, this question seemed to ask her if she was ready to break up, so she answered quickly: "No."

"..." Ye Xing's trembling appearance was all in Guan Yan's eyes, and the attitude of dragging it without thinking about it was clear at a glance. Guan Yan was helpless and distressed. She sighed softly and asked softly: "What about that?" What are you doing here?"

Ye Xing was startled, and felt lost in Guan Yan's question. In Guan Yan's heart, she was already someone who couldn't come if she had nothing to do.

The purpose of coming here is to tell Guan Yan that she doesn't want to break up, she wants to ask Guan Yan how to believe that she really has no idea about Mu Yao, but at this moment, she can't ask, she knows that Guan Yan will not believe anything She has no idea about Mu Yao.

After hesitating for a moment, Ye Xing still told the truth, she didn't dare to look at Guan Yan's expression, she lowered her gaze and said, "I don't want to break up."

"..."

Guan Yan's long silence made Ye Rong's mood sink to the bottom, she couldn't help trembling a little, the despair in her heart made her unable to muster up the courage to confirm Guan Yan's eyes.

Just when Ye Xing felt that her emotions were about to collapse, the ringtone of the mobile phone broke the silence in the room, and also let Ye Xing grab a life-saving straw. She hurriedly took out her mobile phone, even if she saw that the caller ID was an unfamiliar number, she did not hesitate to call. Connected hesitantly.

Still not daring to look into Guan Yan's eyes, Ye Xing pretended to be calm and answered the phone: "Who is it?"

"...Ye Rong."

The familiar voice and tone on the phone made Ye Rong froze, thinking that Guan Yan was by her side, her heart suddenly rose into her throat, and she asked with difficulty: "Is there something wrong?"

"I have something to say to you, and I want to meet you, is that okay?"

"...Wait a minute, I'll call you back later."

Guan Yan, who has been observing Ye Rong quietly, has confirmed who the caller is when Ye Rong said this sentence.She held back her anger and pretended she didn't know anything, since it had nothing to do with her anyway.

Ye Rong hung up the phone, turned to look at Guan Yan, and said with a guilty conscience, "Mu Yao said something and wanted to tell me, ask me to meet."

Guan Yan resisted the urge to hit someone, is this little bastard mentally ill?Or to piss her off?What's the point of reporting this kind of thing to her?Not wanting Ye Rong to see that he cared, Guan Yan pretended to be calm: "You don't need to tell me."

"I want you to come with me."

"...Do you still want to be beaten up before breaking up?"

Ye Xing was startled, and hurriedly said: "It's fine if you don't want to."

Guan Yan suppressed her anger, endured the urge to kill Ye Rong, and watched Ye Rong call Mu Yao back in front of her.

Ye Xing could feel Guan Yan's anger spilling out, she pretended not to notice, and hurriedly said to Mu Yao after dialing the phone: "Sister Guan doesn't want to."

As soon as the words came out, Guan Yan, who was on the verge of exploding, couldn't hold back for a moment, grabbed the pillow at hand and threw it on Ye Rong, and said angrily: "I didn't say I won't let you go, you can go if you want, and get involved What am I doing?"

Ye Xing looked at Guan Yan in fear, and said aggrievedly, "How can I see her when you're not here?"

"..." Guan Yan was speechless, but there was a tinge of joy in her heart, but this little joy made her even more angry, and she didn't know if she was angry at herself because Ye Xing cared about her at this time. Happy, or angry? Ye Xing still pretended to care about her even at this time.

There was silence on the phone, and after a while, Ye Rong heard Mu Yao say, "Give the phone to Sister Guan, and I'll tell her."

Ye Xing didn't think much about it, and directly handed the phone to Guan Yan: "She said she wants you to answer the phone."

"..." Sure enough, he was someone who would fall in love with Ye Rong, and he was no less annoying than Ye Rong.