we didn't flirt

Chapter 142

Guan Yan had guessed the reason for the breakup between the two when she heard Ye Rong talk about the process of breaking up with Muyao, and what Muyao told her on the phone let her know that she should be close to guessing, now listen to Ye Rong Asking such a serious question, Guan Yan couldn't help being a little speechless, Ye Xing really didn't know why he was broken up.

Thinking about it this way, Guan Yan couldn't help feeling a little bit sorry for Ye Rong. He liked someone so much, but in the end he broke up without knowing the reason.

Mu Yao looked at Ye Rong, it seemed a little difficult to say, with obvious sadness in his expression, and after a moment of silence, he said leisurely: "At that time we were still young, and we were even at an important turning point in our lives. I have a lot to say about the future. Visionary, there's a lot of planning, but . . . you don't."

Hearing this, Guan Yan was completely convinced that his guess was right.When she reached out for the wine glass, she casually raised her eyes and glanced at Ye Rong, but she was a little curious about Ye Rong's reaction when she heard this. She had gotten angry with Ye Rong because of Ye Rong's lack of professionalism before, but now Mu Yao said so again, it's also true. I don't know if Ye Xing will have a little introspection.

However, Guan Yan couldn't help being stunned when he saw the bewildered face on Ye Rong's face. Before she could react, Ye Rong's eyes turned to her, and there was obvious helplessness and bewilderment in his bewildered eyes.

Guan Yan was startled, Ye Rong's eyes at this moment were exactly the same as when she rushed to the teahouse yesterday when she first saw Ye Rong.My heart tightened, and the feeling of emptiness that I missed something came out again.

Mu Yao lowered his eyes and was still recalling the past: "At that time, I didn't have the courage to face the harm that breaking up would cause you, so I treated you in a way that I thought was better for you, but in fact it was the worst way. .”

Ye Xing's gaze lowered, as if he was in deep thought.Guan Yan watched Ye Rong, surprised that Ye Rong was so shocked by Mu Yao's words.

"But that's not the reason I want to apologize." Mu Yao's tone was more sad, as if he was annoyed by his choice back then: "My choice at that time was a kind of betrayal to you, I thought You will hate me because of my betrayal, or you don't like me that much, but you don't...you still treat me very well and try your best to make up the distance between us, but I not only don't appreciate it, but also deliberately alienate you. I was so overwhelmed that I finally had to say goodbye to you personally."

Hearing this, Ye Xing, who was immersed in thoughts, slowly raised his head to look at Mu Yao, the confusion in his eyes was stronger than before.

"I'm sorry, I can end our relationship in a better and more direct way, but I tried my best to turn your kindness towards me into a weapon to stab you..." There was a choke in Mu Yao's tone.

Ye Rong opened his mouth, his eyes full of distraction: "You broke up with me... because I was good to you?"

Hearing this, Guan Yan was taken aback again, feeling a little distressed for Ye Xing.In Ye Rong's view, if you like someone, you should do everything you can to her. Ye Rong never thought that the reason why Mu Yao broke up with her was because her feelings for the other party were too strong, which caused pressure on the other party.Guan Yan thought that Ye Xing, who treated her in the same way and was also proposed to break up, probably felt uneasy and doubtful about his own way of dating.

Guan Yan could imagine that Ye Rong's feelings for Mu Yao back then must be stronger than his feelings for her now. Even after Mu Yao betrayed her, he tried his best to make up for the distance between the two of them, but there was still no way. How strong the sense of powerlessness should be to prevent two people from breaking up.

Seeing Ye Rong's absent-minded expression, Guan Yan thought of the helpless "I don't want to break up" in Ye Rong's tone when he came to find her today, and her heart ached a little. Talk about Ye Xing's helplessness when they broke up.

Mu Yao was startled when he heard Ye Rong's words, and looked up at Ye Rong, not knowing how to answer for a while.

Ye Xing's gaze turned to Guan Yan, Guan Yan couldn't help but trembled from Ye Xing's eyes, goosebumps popped out, she clearly felt Ye Xing's despair and confusion, as well as his helplessness on the verge of collapse feel.

Before Guan Yan could react, Ye Xing got up and left eagerly, as if he wanted to escape from here.Guan Yan, who was still in a daze, came back to her senses, and after taking a look at Mu Yao, she hurriedly got up and chased him out.

Ye Rong went out without hesitation, but after walking out of the restaurant, she seemed to have no idea where to go. Guan Yan chased after Ye Rong, seeing Ye Rong's helpless appearance, she couldn't help worrying, couldn't help but took her hand, and led her away. Enter the car.

Guan Yan could feel that Ye Rong was trembling all the time, and her emotions were very shaken. Just when she was about to try to hug Ye Rong to calm him down, Ye Rong suddenly grabbed her arm and said helplessly, "Sister Guan, I What can I do to keep you? I'm not by your side, how do I know you need me? I like you, shouldn't I be nice to you? "

"..." Seeing Ye Xing's absent-minded appearance, Guan Yan couldn't help recalling how he was when he saw Ye Xing at the teahouse yesterday.

"Sister Guan... Do you feel the same pressure because of me like her? You don't like that I'm not ambitious, that I only revolve around you, that I stay by your side, that I...too much like you?"

Guan Yan took a deep breath, and suddenly realized what he had missed. Ye Rong came to her so eagerly yesterday because he saw Mu Yao, the person who disappeared from Ye Rong without reason, and Ye Rong was afraid. Yes, Ye Rong, who already had a lot of uneasiness about love, was afraid, so he subconsciously wanted to find her for comfort. If he still had thoughts about Mu Yao, it was impossible for Ye Rong to go to her. Ask her for help, but... Not only did she fail to notice Ye Xing's collapse, but she also used the worst way to push the helpless Ye Xing into a more desperate mood.

Thinking of Ye Rong asking her if she had tried to believe that her feelings for Mu Yao were not out of liking, Guan Yan couldn't help being annoyed, she only now understood the meaning of that sentence, and the disappointment in Ye Rong's heart when he asked that sentence.

Guan Yan's heart hurts a little and it's hard to breathe. The situation she spread in front of Ye Rong is exactly the same as ten years ago. It seems that no matter what Ye Rong does, the ending of breaking up cannot be avoided. She can't imagine how desperate Ye Rong must be.

"No..." Guan Yan suppressed the annoyance in her heart and tried to appease Ye Xing's emotions: "I don't dislike you, I like your clinginess, I like everything about you, I'm not Muyao!"

Guan Yan was annoyed and annoyed, annoyed that she hadn't noticed Ye Rong's emotions in time, and annoyed that Ye Rong transferred his uneasiness towards Mu Yao to her.

As if having a glimmer of expectation, Ye Xing met Shang Guanyan's gaze and asked in a low voice, "Really?"

"Ah."

"Then you still want to break up with me?"

"...I promise you that I will think about it, but now, let's not talk about this topic, shall we? Calm down and don't think too much."

The light in Ye Xing's eyes quickly dimmed: "Yes."

On the way home, Ye Xing didn't say a word. When he got home and got out of the car and saw Guan Yan's house, he asked Guan Yan in a daze, "Can I live here?"

Guan Yan's heart tightened, and she led him into the house: "Yes."

"..."

The atmosphere between the two of them was very depressing, Guan Yan didn't want Ye Xing's mood to continue to sink, so after entering the room, he randomly picked up a topic: "Are you hungry? Just now, I left without food. I didn't eat anything. .”

Ye Xing shook his head, without looking at Guan Yan: "I want to sleep."

"...Well, let's go."

Watching Ye Rong go upstairs to sleep, Guan Yan sat absent-mindedly in the living room for a long time, she was very confused and entangled, she knew that Ye Rong was probably not in love with Muyao, but Ye Rong still had feelings for Muyao The strong feelings are also obvious, and Ye Xing has transferred many emotions towards Mu Yao to her, which makes her feel uncomfortable.

Ye Rong's way of falling in love was greatly influenced by Muyao, Guan Yan was not sure if she could accept this, before meeting Muyao, she didn't have a real impression, but now, the existence of Muyao made her feel very sad. Even if she knew that Ye Xing didn't still have love for Mu Yao.

Guan Yan went upstairs lightly, gently opened the bedroom door, walked to the bedside, looked at the sleeping Ye Xun in a daze again.

Before going to see Mu Yao today, Guan Yan was very firm about breaking up, but now, seeing that the always strong Ye Xing would collapse to such an extent due to emotional trauma, she hesitated again.For Ye Rong, the relationship with Mu Yao is a scar, an insurmountable scar.

But it was also because of this, because she knew that Ye Rong was too deeply invested in her feelings, that made her even more hesitant to continue with Ye Rong.She felt that she couldn't bear Ye Rong who left too many shadows of the past, and she was afraid that her liking for Ye Rong would slowly fade away.If so, it might be better for both of them to break up with Ye Rong earlier.

It's just that Mu Yao left Ye Rong with an incurable scar, and she seemed to make this scar deeper.She thought that she also couldn't bear the fact that she left after leaving Ye Xing so much hurt, she would probably be the same as Mu Yao, but after many years, she still had a grudge in her heart.

Unable to fall asleep, Guan Yan quietly left the bedroom, went down to the living room on the first floor, and sat on the sofa for a long time absentmindedly.

Glancing at the time, whether it was early or late, Guan Yan took the phone, clicked on the address book, and wanted to find someone to talk to, but a few seemingly reliable but not too reliable people flashed through his mind. , Guan Yan called Qin Yuxian, who was sure to be reliable.

However, as soon as the call was connected, before Guan Yan had time to exchange pleasantries, she heard Qin Yuxian say: "I heard that you want to break up with Xing Xing?"

"...The news is so fast?"

Qin Yuxian's tone was relaxed: "Well, but I don't think the news is reliable, right? Otherwise, you wouldn't call me."

Guan Yan couldn't help showing a helpless smile: "It can't be considered unreliable, I really have this idea."

"Want to come over for a drink?"

"No, Ye Xing is sleeping, I'm afraid she won't be able to find me when she wakes up."

Qin Yuxian's soft smile came from the phone, and Qin Yuxian's voice became softer: "Is something wrong?"

Guan Yan hesitated for a moment, but told Qin Yuxian everything, including her hesitation.

Expecting Qin Yuxian to give feasible suggestions, but didn't want Qin Yuxian to ask a question that Guan Yan hadn't thought of after listening to her: "You don't want to end the relationship with Xing Xing, just because you feel that you hurt her?"

Guan Yan was a little embarrassed, but he didn't find it strange: "Well, it's too much to hurt others and then walk away."

On the phone, Qin Yuxian hesitated for a moment, and then asked softly: "Did you not want to break up with her because you like her?"

"..." Guan Yan was startled, suddenly a little dazed.

"Usually, the main reason why you don't want to break up is because you like the other person, but you obviously like Xing Xing very much, but you don't seem to have this kind of thought at all." Qin Yuxian's tone was softer, with a bit of love: "Are you not at all? Have you never believed that you and Xing Xing can always be together? Even if you like her very much?"