Beginning without end

Chapter 58

Song Bai didn't go to Li Yang's house. He didn't know that Li Yang had gone to Hangzhou. He just felt that it was not good to bother him all the time. If Lu Fucheng came to find him, he was afraid that these two close people would talk about something more.

Song Bai hugged a heavy and cold quilt tightly in the damp and old hotel, the musty smell filled his nostrils, the old air conditioner was working hard, sending some warm air that was better than nothing.

Song Bai's brain, which had been stagnant since seeing Lu Fucheng, finally started to turn slowly. He almost poked out the string of unremarked mobile phone numbers in the address book with a little vigor.

This seems to be the first time Song Bai called Ji Suiyun since he begged Ji Suiyun to help Lu Fucheng.

The beep sound came out after the connection, which made people nervous for no reason.

Picked up there.

"Um?"

"What did you say to Lu Fucheng?" Song Bai was lying on his side, his hand that wasn't holding the phone was twisted and held on his heart as if broken.

Ji Suiyun paused, but smiled: "I really don't have the time to say anything to him. What, you were discovered?"

Song Bai didn't speak.

"Okay, I'm busy here."

Ji Suiyun's perfunctory and frivolous tone instantly ignited Song Bai's most sensitive nerve: "Why am I by your side like a dog?! Ji Suiyun, let me tell you, if you dare to tell him I will kill you!"

Song Bai's attitude of being willing to risk everything is like a ball of fire, and the prairie fire passed by, burning hot and beautiful, but it made Ji Suiyun stunned. He thought that Song Bai who looked like this had long been Ken was already dead when he knelt down in front of him with a low eyebrow.

Resurrected from the dead, the wild fire burns endlessly, no matter how bright and bright it is, it is for others.

Ji Suiyun's voice was cold: "I've been so used to you recently that you dare to talk to me like that."

Song Bai laughed sadly, and said in a hoarse voice: "I'm afraid you can't do anything except threaten people, but why do you? Take pleasure in destroying things that others love and care about. I'm afraid you are not a psychopath." Poor thing."

Ji Suiyun's chest heaved violently, and the anger surged in his mind like a sea tide, and his ears were buzzing.Ji Suiyun threw the phone hard, and the screen hit the hard wall, and there were several cracks in an instant.

Ji Suiyun was very angry, he hadn't been so angry for a long, long time.The consequence of being too angry is that he can't even threaten Song Bai on the phone to shut up quickly, because Song Bai's sentences are all right, and every word is poking at his hidden pain points.Ji Suiyun was scared, afraid of exposing his gaffe.

Ji Suiyun has never been loved, he doesn't even know what this thing should be like.That woman doesn't love him, she never wants to hug Ji Suiyun, and she doesn't love Ji Suiyun's father, no matter how gentle she is, even if she once made sweet snacks for Ji Suiyun, but her eyes Never the temperature.Very far away, very ethereal.

Later, when she was about to die, she told Ji Suiyun to take good care of Suian when she was dying. She said: "You are a brother, you must protect and love your sister."

Ji Suiyun tried his best to listen, so when he was 22 years old, he desperately saved the child who could not speak well in the fire scene.But he still doesn't love Ji Suian. When Ji Suian was crying for his mother, he couldn't help but think about strangling her to death.

Ji Suiyun doesn't know how to love, and no one loves.

Later, Ji Suiyun also thought about it, why did Song Bai attract him in the first place because of his slender waist.The first time he saw Song Bai, he wondered where Song Bai came from so much enthusiasm and love, which was love for life.A man with clean writing all over his body, and a newly bought thick Chinese food menu thrown on the ground, he was apologetic and flustered to coax the child, his eyes were full of clear tenderness.

When I met him later, he was full of unreasonable joy all over his body. Ji Suiyun thought, what is he happy about?Are there so many things to be happy about?

Song Bai loves Lu Fucheng very much, and Ji Suiyun knew it from the beginning.It is because he knows that he wants Song Bai.

Why do you want it?It's not all about dark destructive desires and forbidden, unspeakable fetishes.Even though Ji Suiyun didn't want to admit it, the fact is obvious - he wants to be loved.

Want to be loved passionately for once, no matter the cost.

Jing Xiaoyan looked at the furious Ji Suiyun, so scared that she didn't dare to breathe, and carefully picked up the phone with the cracked screen on the ground.Fortunately, it is not broken, and there are many important things inside.

"Mr. Ji, don't be angry..." Jing Xiaoyan didn't know what Song Bai said, but seeing Ji Suiyun's horrifying appearance, which was so rare and so emotionally leaking, she actually felt a little weak.

Ji Suiyun adjusted the chaotic breath evenly, and his eyes fell on a plan waiting for adjudication on the desk.Can't see it at all.

"Mr. Ji... the designer surnamed Lu is still waiting downstairs. Can you spare some time to meet me?" Jing Xiaoyan understood what it means to be with a king like a tiger. This is clearly the Shura Field, but she had to You have to do your best to convey the message in place.

"I'm too lazy to talk to him now, so I'll call the security guards and let him go!" Ji Suiyun cast a cold glance at Jing Xiaoyan: "Where is your cleverness? You've been standing there for a long time, and even a fool who wants me knows what to say." How do you call back?"

Jing Xiaoyan answered without hesitation. She was still wearing eight centimeter high heels, and her lower body was numb.But she is indeed a woman who still has warmth and softness. Before leaving, she persuaded softly and cautiously: "Mr. Ji, Song Bai is still a child and not sensible. Don't worry too much about him."

Ji Suiyun hates other people meddling in other people's business. He is obviously an outsider who doesn't understand anything, so he has no right to comment.Ji Suiyun said speculatively: "If I don't treat him as a child, how dare he talk like that after he has been with me for two months."

Jing Xiaoyan hurriedly fell silent, and only dared to wipe off her cold sweat when she walked out of the office.

After Song Bai hung up on the other side, he lost his strength, he thought, finally reached this point.Who is to blame, and I don't blame Ji Suiyun. He was the one who went to the doctor in a hurry and went to Ji Suiyun. Ji Suiyun did help Lu Fucheng solve the problem at that time.Not to mention Lu Fucheng, this man does everything for himself.

So in fact, I should blame myself, stupid, stupid, obviously wanted to do something for Lu Fucheng, but made him so sad.

The deep sense of guilt almost overwhelmed Song Bai, and he wanted to die apologetically.

Song Bai was one of the few children of their age who believed in fate. He used to act like a baby with Lu Fucheng, saying that he was lucky, and only after learning to open his eyes did he meet Lu Fucheng.For almost 19 years, Song Bai has been there with a heart of gratitude to fate.He lived happily and worked hard.

Whether you come to extremes or extremes, extreme joy brings sorrow, you accept the good ones, and you have no right to refuse the bad ones.

So it's time to die.